Now u see me...
Now u dun...
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
自以为没有什么搞不定
没料到这一次栽在你手掌心
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
自以为没有什么搞不定
没料到这一次栽在你手掌心
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
You ready?! Lets go!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!
He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!
Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist
It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!
He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!
Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist
It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Friday, January 08, 2010
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Friday, December 04, 2009
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
If you wander off too far,
If you follow the wrong star,
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
If the bright lights blinds your eyes,
If your troubles break your stride,
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
If the bright lights blinds your eyes,
If your troubles break your stride,
If you ever feel ashamed,
When there’s only you to blame,
get back on your feet and think of me,
When there’s only you to blame,
get back on your feet and think of me,
cos my love will get you home.
Monday, October 19, 2009
There are tons and tons of stuff in my mind.
Seriously, I do not know where to start.
Good, Bad, Kindness, Betrayal are all in my mind.
Nightmare seem to be getting more commons in my dreams.
Happiness are no longer existed.
How I wish, I wish...
I'm still looking for you,
where are you? Stop hidding,
will you please appear in my life,
soon?
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Friday, October 09, 2009
IPPT: Silver
I got to seriously admit that I am getting old le...When I took my IPPT test, I'm kind of not being able to perform to the fullest. There seems to be some resistance that it pulling me back from doing so. I do not know what. It could be lack of training, I don't know. I can't jump as far as I used to for my SBJ. I can't run as fast as I used to for my shutter run. Chin-Up, doesn't improve much still the same. I aways feels that I can do more, but there is just some resistant that stop me from doing so. As for the 2.4km run, is the only station that I have improve on. Not very sure of the timing, but I could say that I have improve. From 11min 30+sec to 10min and don't know how many seconds. haha...Oop! Right after my IPPT I went back for my familiarization driving. God! My legs are aching man and that doesn't end my day. Part two was doing guard-duty. Not regimental but replacing someone. Kind of last minute thing. Up coming Monday I would be doing another duty. SIAN~~ Anyway after this coming Monday duty that would be the end of my this month duty. SHOIK! I guess that all I wants to say... BYE!!!!!!!
Friday, October 02, 2009
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thinking... Recalling...
Suddenly I thought of those days back at tekong...One year ago, I was just newly posted to Sispec..Life has change since I have step into army...There are ups and downs period...No matter it Good or bad, time will still pass...Loving it, or simply just hate it, I still have to go throught...Now I'm just glad in about 7 more month I'll be going to ORD...7 more months
Friday, September 25, 2009
Book-out lor...but I ain't happy at all.
Bored, super bored, dam bored.
Recently, I have been watching channel 8 tv drama. A 9pm show called "Heart Of Greed's" which is also known as 溏心風暴 the chinese name for it. In this show whenever it is showing the part where the female actress name '常在心', while the male actor 'Afreld', their background music play will alway play this song called: "my love will get you home". It super nice (I have added the link so if you wants to hear it, just click the title of the song). There seem to have tons of identical thing that was shown in the show (if you happen to watch it) speaks the feel of what I am currently feeling now. Every since words, in addition, the female actress do look like the girl whom I like.
Sad, less than an hour time I'll be book-in again. Guard-duty! WAH~~~
Bored, super bored, dam bored.
Recently, I have been watching channel 8 tv drama. A 9pm show called "Heart Of Greed's" which is also known as 溏心風暴 the chinese name for it. In this show whenever it is showing the part where the female actress name '常在心', while the male actor 'Afreld', their background music play will alway play this song called: "my love will get you home". It super nice (I have added the link so if you wants to hear it, just click the title of the song). There seem to have tons of identical thing that was shown in the show (if you happen to watch it) speaks the feel of what I am currently feeling now. Every since words, in addition, the female actress do look like the girl whom I like.
Sad, less than an hour time I'll be book-in again. Guard-duty! WAH~~~
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Finally OFF day...
Haha... Tired, damm tired..
Stupid AOH really shag me up.
Throughout this OpenHouse which last for about 4 days and we had work for three week. In these three shit week is all about moving props, rubber tire or rim for salon vehicle, collecting ration and all kind of shit that no one could ever think of.
Super glad that it over... Everything is over.
Back to FLB's life.
Miss the morning run. Willie needs more long distance run.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Day after days... Night after nights... Week after weeks..
If you were to ask me, what is the feeling of doing the same thing over and over again...
I can tell you that, the feel would be the same. There wouldn't be any different.
On the 16 Aug, I finally completed my 21KM Half Army Marathon Run.I completed in 2hr and 16min, if I were to complete within 2hr 15min I would get 2days off. Wah! sad sia.. Don't care I must try to convince my PC to get my 2day off... Wahahaha....
On the 27 Aug, I had my ATP. Cheese-Bun, during my practice. I got 26 out of 36, 2 point away from marksman badges and 200dollar. On the actual day, I failed. Wah! Can you believe it? All my figure 15 all I miss. Miss! Miss and more miss until I fail. Wah-liew. Suck thumb have to retake, result 25 of 36. Hai... Bo money, bo badge. Downn!!
Recently, Busy lo... everyday go PLC. All the endless Siakan. Hai...No wonder they say 3rd sergeant are first class man. I have to admit that that is sooo true... Suck thumb lor...
Hai... I wanna be happy...
If you were to ask me, what is the feeling of doing the same thing over and over again...
I can tell you that, the feel would be the same. There wouldn't be any different.
On the 16 Aug, I finally completed my 21KM Half Army Marathon Run.I completed in 2hr and 16min, if I were to complete within 2hr 15min I would get 2days off. Wah! sad sia.. Don't care I must try to convince my PC to get my 2day off... Wahahaha....
On the 27 Aug, I had my ATP. Cheese-Bun, during my practice. I got 26 out of 36, 2 point away from marksman badges and 200dollar. On the actual day, I failed. Wah! Can you believe it? All my figure 15 all I miss. Miss! Miss and more miss until I fail. Wah-liew. Suck thumb have to retake, result 25 of 36. Hai... Bo money, bo badge. Downn!!
Recently, Busy lo... everyday go PLC. All the endless Siakan. Hai...No wonder they say 3rd sergeant are first class man. I have to admit that that is sooo true... Suck thumb lor...
Hai... I wanna be happy...
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Bad news, Bad news...
The Half Army Marathon, I will be doing my GUARD-DUTY. Sad all my effort has gone to the wasted. :'( All the await, All the plans. All gone, 彩虹消失在一瞬间. Huh! All my training. Really do not know what to say. Si Bei Sad ar... Just was talking about it to my buddy in the morning that what if it happens that either of us kanna guard-duty on that Half Army Marathon all the effort that we have put in, in our training will all gone to waste. Then right before we book-out we found that my buddy guard-duty was the day before me, while mine was on the dot the day that we are running the Half Army Marathon. haiz...... I guess in my life there will only be once that I'll be runnign in a marathon and now I can't even run. SAD!!!!!
The Half Army Marathon, I will be doing my GUARD-DUTY. Sad all my effort has gone to the wasted. :'( All the await, All the plans. All gone, 彩虹消失在一瞬间. Huh! All my training. Really do not know what to say. Si Bei Sad ar... Just was talking about it to my buddy in the morning that what if it happens that either of us kanna guard-duty on that Half Army Marathon all the effort that we have put in, in our training will all gone to waste. Then right before we book-out we found that my buddy guard-duty was the day before me, while mine was on the dot the day that we are running the Half Army Marathon. haiz...... I guess in my life there will only be once that I'll be runnign in a marathon and now I can't even run. SAD!!!!!
Friday, July 17, 2009
14km? wad is 14 I have completed 16Km... Haha... I can't believe that I have completed 16Km. It was indeed a fun run, though the journey was dam long. Thought of giving up but I didn't. Haha.. (累不累~~ 作一场冒险的表演 走过千秋万岁 寂寞的云烟 下雨天 没有地点可以搁浅.) Can't really even see the finishing line but I still made it. Met quite a few old friends in the past courses we attended together. Haha... You can really see the shagginess in the face. Haha... Right after the run, I went for the free massage. I was indeed SHOIK AR!!. That stupid funny massager still ask how I get my leg tone until so nice. DOT!!! Have being running lei... Of course the leg will tone nicely lar... Stupid question. Anyway it was a fun run. I really enjoyed my run. Can't wait for the 21KM Half Army Marathon to come.
Friday, July 10, 2009
One year lor...
One year soldier lor...
100708, is the date I enlist...
100709, is the date that I will receive my pay and doing guard-duty till tomorrow morning...
wah-seh! What a coincident. I didn't even know it when I know that date of my guard-duty. 10 JULY, sounded so familiar. It kept making be to think about it. 10 JULY. what the hell happen on 10 JULY I kept thinking. Till my buddy told be about one year soldier. Then I know. To be truthful, I can't really believe that I have really been through one year of my life in army. OMG! In addition, today I also complete my very first 14KM run, the longest distance I ever run in my life. Timing still could manage is squeeze within 1hr 30min. Ha-ha... I know it slow lar.. Slow run man, I'm not siao on lei... Run like one crazy dogs. Next week it 16KM, die ar!! One year past, one year of memories in army. Willie, 10 more month to go, 10 more month to ORD!!!
-PAST-
-3rd SERGENT lor-
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Yoz yoz yoz...
What have I being doing man, you might ask.
Training lor...I guess..
More and more responsibility are coming in. It like a never ending stories.
I wonder if I could cope. Yes I can, trying to be positive.
Being the best out of the worst is the best I can do.
The facts is that I am alway being the worst, maybe all I can do is at least try to be the best out of the worst.
DO MY BEST!
What have I being doing man, you might ask.
Training lor...I guess..
More and more responsibility are coming in. It like a never ending stories.
I wonder if I could cope. Yes I can, trying to be positive.
Being the best out of the worst is the best I can do.
The facts is that I am alway being the worst, maybe all I can do is at least try to be the best out of the worst.
DO MY BEST!
Thursday, April 30, 2009
whenever these song is being played over the air.
it always reminds me of you.
would it be good if we were to remain as friend?
or
a one step forward as a couple?
do I really need you like just like the superman who need the sun to survive?
it has been days we have not being contacting each other.
what is happening between us ?
will there be a day that you will ever think of me?
I wonder...
it always reminds me of you.
would it be good if we were to remain as friend?
or
a one step forward as a couple?
do I really need you like just like the superman who need the sun to survive?
it has been days we have not being contacting each other.
what is happening between us ?
will there be a day that you will ever think of me?
I wonder...
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
I guess, today will be the day that I will never forget...
Finally..I pass my TP...wooootttt....
I thought I would have fail, but I didn't. I made it through. WOW!
Willie Bolei! Willie Bolei!
You all won't know how down I was yesterday, but today. SA-KA-LIAO
Saturday is my Island-Wide, die.
Need to hit 100KM for both rover and tonner.
Which mean I have to drive for hours and hours.
OMG!!!
Friday, April 03, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Finally this days really comes.
Training for the parade was siong ar... Image that you trained in the rain and you got tan. Weird right? This show that how strong the UV rays are. What makes it worst is it rain dueing our actual parade. Wah liew ai... Luckily it stop just right before the time when my parent can come forward to put on the chevrons for me. haha.. What make the parade a memorable was the rainbow that we right behind of us. Cool right. OMG! It not only one but two lehx... haha...
Training for the parade was siong ar... Image that you trained in the rain and you got tan. Weird right? This show that how strong the UV rays are. What makes it worst is it rain dueing our actual parade. Wah liew ai... Luckily it stop just right before the time when my parent can come forward to put on the chevrons for me. haha.. What make the parade a memorable was the rainbow that we right behind of us. Cool right. OMG! It not only one but two lehx... haha...
There are some of the photo enjoy sorry about the two rainbow it not inside pity right haha...
Saturday, February 21, 2009
It has been a while that I did not go out with my poly friend.
But today, I went out with them to celebrate Farah's birthday. There are Nurul, Fariz, HuiWen, Farah cousins, sister and her some other friends. I'm kinda stupid, didn't know that it a surprise party for Farah and I say Hi to her. which i suppose not to. We went to Minds Cafe, have a little touch up on what are they doing. It is mend to be fun but it turn out to be kind of boring because most of them are Malay and only me and HuiWen are the only Chinese, the rest of the Chinese all have their stupid reason for not attending... -.- What makes it worst was Fariz and Nurul, they are no longer couple. They are back to friend friend kind of relationship. Just happens that me and HuiWen are between them. So it normal that we will feel kinda of weird in between them, so we just start chatting with each other. SAD. They used to be a lovely couple, but then they do not have time to spent with each other, things change. So is it true that when guys are going into NS, it better not to be involve in relationship? After the celebration Me and HuiWen took a ride home together, don't think too far. We are going home together is because we are staying quite close to each other so we are going home together and not I'm sending her home, wrong thinking lei... But being truthful, I alway feel that after chatting with her, I felt happier then usual. Maybe it because I have someone whom I can share my life with. I really hope we could have more, as a friend to friend chats. :)
But today, I went out with them to celebrate Farah's birthday. There are Nurul, Fariz, HuiWen, Farah cousins, sister and her some other friends. I'm kinda stupid, didn't know that it a surprise party for Farah and I say Hi to her. which i suppose not to. We went to Minds Cafe, have a little touch up on what are they doing. It is mend to be fun but it turn out to be kind of boring because most of them are Malay and only me and HuiWen are the only Chinese, the rest of the Chinese all have their stupid reason for not attending... -.- What makes it worst was Fariz and Nurul, they are no longer couple. They are back to friend friend kind of relationship. Just happens that me and HuiWen are between them. So it normal that we will feel kinda of weird in between them, so we just start chatting with each other. SAD. They used to be a lovely couple, but then they do not have time to spent with each other, things change. So is it true that when guys are going into NS, it better not to be involve in relationship? After the celebration Me and HuiWen took a ride home together, don't think too far. We are going home together is because we are staying quite close to each other so we are going home together and not I'm sending her home, wrong thinking lei... But being truthful, I alway feel that after chatting with her, I felt happier then usual. Maybe it because I have someone whom I can share my life with. I really hope we could have more, as a friend to friend chats. :)
Friday, February 13, 2009
Time really flies...
Course finally come to an end, so happy. Haha...
This week was one of the most siong week in FLB(Fun Loving Boys).
Construction, camouflage, deployment really is a pain. Nevertheless I glad that I have made it through. All thank to all my pioneer. I couldn't have done well without you guys, Thank you guys. Up coming weeks I would be going back to ETI then driving school. No worry, I'll be back at around May, and once again I'll bring joy to you all. haha...
With pride I will lead.
Course finally come to an end, so happy. Haha...
This week was one of the most siong week in FLB(Fun Loving Boys).
Construction, camouflage, deployment really is a pain. Nevertheless I glad that I have made it through. All thank to all my pioneer. I couldn't have done well without you guys, Thank you guys. Up coming weeks I would be going back to ETI then driving school. No worry, I'll be back at around May, and once again I'll bring joy to you all. haha...
With pride I will lead.
Friday, February 06, 2009
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Is anyone enjoying in army? I doubt so.
Nobody likes to talk about army once they enter in the army, but still their conversation are all about army. Trying to hide, trying to giving lot of excuses, trying to make himself happy, but in his heart, he knows whatever he think was a liar to himself.
Nobody likes to talk about army once they enter in the army, but still their conversation are all about army. Trying to hide, trying to giving lot of excuses, trying to make himself happy, but in his heart, he knows whatever he think was a liar to himself.
Yesterday, I went back to RP, for the Chingay performance at night, didn't get a chance to go on Friday, because my book-out timing was too late. Sad. Tons of thing did happen in my club, could see that my junior are changing, they are growing up, almost all found their partners but for the rest who don't. JiaYou lei. You guys will find one soon, too... Could see that there are improvement in their performance. Anyway, during the Chingay performance I got a very bad injury. Now, all the joints that I have, are have cracking sounds. Even with a small movement a crack sound can be hear. Especially my right shoulder, it hurt. God this coming weeks I'm going to have my SOC test. How I am going to pass. (ZZZZZ) Should I go see the MO? (hmmm...) Sian... this coming Saturday I would be having my gaurd duty. Which mean I cannot enjoy my weekends. :( Haiyo! sian sian sian! It ok, it alright, two more weeks and one day, it would be the end of my specializing phrase. Here comes my class 3, 4, & 5. YEAH!
MISTAKE,
I make tons of mistake,
So many that I can't even account for it,
There are time where I fall,
I did manage to pull myself through,
And I did learn from my mistake,
But how long can I last?
I don't know...
Monday, January 26, 2009
下一個雨帶 夏天傍晚 我都毀虧 唱歌的踹 嘿
把心情都吵醒 月光甩啦很涼快 就是這樣回憶起來
第一次告白 You gotta wall I can
我裝了很這些等你機械 很可愛 你說活在明天活在期待
不如活著今天的人在 我說我懂了楔ㄦ太快
未來你一定要展開 第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快
站在地上的腳踝 因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在
第一次浪漫去愛 愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩
它總是永遠那麼燦爛
你很搞笑你很奇怪 你頭髮很亂 有的時候
你突楓飢琲漕 變得很勇敢 怎麼說來很不單純
你陪我看海 還那麼來 我又好像 不應該把你想得有點壞
壞的是我發現不知不覺 不見到你不是很習慣
你的眼神裡好像也期待 期待不一樣的未來
第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快 站在地上的腳踝
因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在 第一次浪漫去愛
愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩 它總是永遠那麼燦爛
藍色的海 海上的魚 應了那段 不轉彎 那未來
你說活在明天活在期待 不如活在今天的自在
我說我懂了楔ㄦ太快 未來你一定要展開
第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快 站在地上的腳踝
因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在 第一次浪漫去愛
愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩 它總是永遠那麼燦爛
永遠那麼燦爛 永遠那麼燦爛
First day first day
First day first day
First day
Today every day first day
把心情都吵醒 月光甩啦很涼快 就是這樣回憶起來
第一次告白 You gotta wall I can
我裝了很這些等你機械 很可愛 你說活在明天活在期待
不如活著今天的人在 我說我懂了楔ㄦ太快
未來你一定要展開 第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快
站在地上的腳踝 因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在
第一次浪漫去愛 愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩
它總是永遠那麼燦爛
你很搞笑你很奇怪 你頭髮很亂 有的時候
你突楓飢琲漕 變得很勇敢 怎麼說來很不單純
你陪我看海 還那麼來 我又好像 不應該把你想得有點壞
壞的是我發現不知不覺 不見到你不是很習慣
你的眼神裡好像也期待 期待不一樣的未來
第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快 站在地上的腳踝
因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在 第一次浪漫去愛
愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩 它總是永遠那麼燦爛
藍色的海 海上的魚 應了那段 不轉彎 那未來
你說活在明天活在期待 不如活在今天的自在
我說我懂了楔ㄦ太快 未來你一定要展開
第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快 站在地上的腳踝
因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在 第一次浪漫去愛
愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩 它總是永遠那麼燦爛
永遠那麼燦爛 永遠那麼燦爛
First day first day
First day first day
First day
Today every day first day
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Days in FLB still remain unchanged. I still don't seem to be remembering thing. Even my personal stuff. Aiyo! 失败! lehx! God!
Weekends are changing, from going out to staying at home. My parent keep enforcing, and wants me to go out. Meet up with friend, get a life. But all I can think of is after one week of constructing both my mind and body so tired that all I wan is to stay at home. Watch TV, cartoons will be good, play game or some other thing. There are just too many thing that I had plan to do at home are still undone and has been postpone to another week, if this goes on it will never end. Staying at home isn't boring, it "休息是为了走根长的路". LOLx... Chim ritez! I learn it from a friend of mine. Ha-ha... Get a life, I'll try. Upcoming week of construction would be at the transit gap, in addition I'm the IC of the week OMG, more stress is coming in. But, I have rest enough and I'm ready for it, just bring it man.
Weekends are changing, from going out to staying at home. My parent keep enforcing, and wants me to go out. Meet up with friend, get a life. But all I can think of is after one week of constructing both my mind and body so tired that all I wan is to stay at home. Watch TV, cartoons will be good, play game or some other thing. There are just too many thing that I had plan to do at home are still undone and has been postpone to another week, if this goes on it will never end. Staying at home isn't boring, it "休息是为了走根长的路". LOLx... Chim ritez! I learn it from a friend of mine. Ha-ha... Get a life, I'll try. Upcoming week of construction would be at the transit gap, in addition I'm the IC of the week OMG, more stress is coming in. But, I have rest enough and I'm ready for it, just bring it man.
I dreamt of u again,
lying down on my shoulder,
hugging my arms.
R u the one?
Or it just only a dream
Saturday, January 03, 2009
My Own shadow
Today was a memorable day, I thought that I shouldn't be going there because there someone whom I used to love was there. Sounded abit childish, butthis is how I feel. I never ever told this to her before, as I thought a guys like me, does not suit her at all. In the past, our friend like to make fun of us. Saying we are like couple the thing that we do the place we go, we are always togther, there are other friend around us, but it appear that we look like couple. How I wish that she is my GF but she's not. There is also once that she was so angry that she scolded the person whom was making fun of us, she spoke out loud that we are impossible. I was glad that I did not spoke out that I like her. If not I would have hurt more. That was like about two year ago, and we have kept a distance from each other. Today, one of her friend made fun of her once again... She didn't reacted much but I was worried that her got angry so I took one step back, so as to create a misunderstanding. And now I'm at home I wathing this show. It happen that the story line was just like mine. OMG, but the ending is different lar... haha...
hmmm....
Now I'm just thinking.... and kinda worried...
Should I or Shouldn't I?
Today was a memorable day, I thought that I shouldn't be going there because there someone whom I used to love was there. Sounded abit childish, butthis is how I feel. I never ever told this to her before, as I thought a guys like me, does not suit her at all. In the past, our friend like to make fun of us. Saying we are like couple the thing that we do the place we go, we are always togther, there are other friend around us, but it appear that we look like couple. How I wish that she is my GF but she's not. There is also once that she was so angry that she scolded the person whom was making fun of us, she spoke out loud that we are impossible. I was glad that I did not spoke out that I like her. If not I would have hurt more. That was like about two year ago, and we have kept a distance from each other. Today, one of her friend made fun of her once again... She didn't reacted much but I was worried that her got angry so I took one step back, so as to create a misunderstanding. And now I'm at home I wathing this show. It happen that the story line was just like mine. OMG, but the ending is different lar... haha...
hmmm....
Now I'm just thinking.... and kinda worried...
Should I or Shouldn't I?
Friday, January 02, 2009
010109
The first day of the year, I'm spending it not doing anything, but doing guard duties. Might sound quite sian 1/2... but it regimental so bo bian lar...
To be truthful, this guard duty that I have was quite interesting. My prodding was at 12pm hot sun, god really this really can kill someone man. It not tiring, but I’m just being exhausted by the heat. Next duty was after dinner, my buddy and I walk so fast just to rush back watch 心花朵朵开 and we did made it just in time. Lolx. Midnight duty was the most interesting, I got chase by three dogs during my duty. Wooott.. No worry, my buddy and I weren’t hurt. How did it happen, I also don't know. It just happens very fast, I was just only thinking about would I encounter/chase/attack by a dog and then it just happen. Not One but three dogs. My buddy and I were walking toward our checkpoint, sudden we heard dog barking. Initially, I thought there are only two dogs which were like just playing and chasing each other so we don't intend to disturb. However, they are not, they are running toward our direction. And these two dogs are calling for backup. From two and now it becomes three. OMG!! During that point of time all we could think of is, don’t run, stand still and nothing will happen, and we did. The dogs did come to a hault but it was just right beside my buddy and it keeps barking and barking. We do not know what to do, maybe if we turn around and walk away from it, it would stop. As when we turn around and walk away it run toward us again. Dotz! The whole area was cover by all the barking so it decide to carm them down by just doing shhh.. and shhh... It works. Not only it succeeds, the dogs turn and run away. WHAO! Amazing! Haha! We reported back and inform the guard com. that we are unable to get to the checkpoint. We were told to skip the checkpoint and carry on. Yeah! Lolx! The following day, my duty was to check the vehicles from entering the camp. Got scolded for no reason by the drive, but I am just too tired to care about him. haha~! Dam shag!
Fatigued level: 90%
The first day of the year, I'm spending it not doing anything, but doing guard duties. Might sound quite sian 1/2... but it regimental so bo bian lar...
To be truthful, this guard duty that I have was quite interesting. My prodding was at 12pm hot sun, god really this really can kill someone man. It not tiring, but I’m just being exhausted by the heat. Next duty was after dinner, my buddy and I walk so fast just to rush back watch 心花朵朵开 and we did made it just in time. Lolx. Midnight duty was the most interesting, I got chase by three dogs during my duty. Wooott.. No worry, my buddy and I weren’t hurt. How did it happen, I also don't know. It just happens very fast, I was just only thinking about would I encounter/chase/attack by a dog and then it just happen. Not One but three dogs. My buddy and I were walking toward our checkpoint, sudden we heard dog barking. Initially, I thought there are only two dogs which were like just playing and chasing each other so we don't intend to disturb. However, they are not, they are running toward our direction. And these two dogs are calling for backup. From two and now it becomes three. OMG!! During that point of time all we could think of is, don’t run, stand still and nothing will happen, and we did. The dogs did come to a hault but it was just right beside my buddy and it keeps barking and barking. We do not know what to do, maybe if we turn around and walk away from it, it would stop. As when we turn around and walk away it run toward us again. Dotz! The whole area was cover by all the barking so it decide to carm them down by just doing shhh.. and shhh... It works. Not only it succeeds, the dogs turn and run away. WHAO! Amazing! Haha! We reported back and inform the guard com. that we are unable to get to the checkpoint. We were told to skip the checkpoint and carry on. Yeah! Lolx! The following day, my duty was to check the vehicles from entering the camp. Got scolded for no reason by the drive, but I am just too tired to care about him. haha~! Dam shag!
Fatigued level: 90%
Brain functioning level: 10%
Overall: 100%(cannot work and think)
LOLX
What a new year to start with...
What an experience
New year Resolutions is to get a GF. ;)
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
一个像夏天一个像秋天
第一次見面看妳 不太順眼 誰知道後來關係 那麼密切
我們一個像夏天 一個像秋天 卻總能把 冬天變成了春天
妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節
如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句
如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳
妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節
如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句
如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳
妳了解我所有 得意的東西 才常潑我冷水怕我忘形
妳知道我所有 丟臉的事情 卻為我的美好形象保密
如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句
如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳
woo woo ~ ~ woo woo ~ ~ ya ya ~ ~
第一次見面看妳 不太順眼 誰知道後來關係 那麼密切
我們一個像夏天 一個像秋天 卻總能把 冬天變成了春天
妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節
如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句
如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳
妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節
如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句
如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳
妳了解我所有 得意的東西 才常潑我冷水怕我忘形
妳知道我所有 丟臉的事情 卻為我的美好形象保密
如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句
如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳
woo woo ~ ~ woo woo ~ ~ ya ya ~ ~
Friday, December 26, 2008
Poor Memory
Simply just do not understand why, my memory is getting weaker and weaker. I am not being able to remember thing as good as in the past. WHY, I do not know. I wish I would know why too, but this annoyed me a lot. Imagine that you have tons of things to remember, but you just can’t remember it, till it too late. Sometime I would stare in the blues, thinking that there are thing that I have forgotten to do but I just can’t think of it. When I was far away from it, then I would remember. This just can’t go on, if it does, I really do not know what to say.
Simply just do not understand why, my memory is getting weaker and weaker. I am not being able to remember thing as good as in the past. WHY, I do not know. I wish I would know why too, but this annoyed me a lot. Imagine that you have tons of things to remember, but you just can’t remember it, till it too late. Sometime I would stare in the blues, thinking that there are thing that I have forgotten to do but I just can’t think of it. When I was far away from it, then I would remember. This just can’t go on, if it does, I really do not know what to say.
I wan a better life!!
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Guess what guess what...
haha..
This year Christmas, I'm counting down in the toilet!
haha..
sorry lar.. people got bad stomachache lar...
Anyway same old shit again, there are so many things I want to say but I don't think I could list them all out. Days in training are full of downs than ups. Kanna F*** until like don’t know who the hell am I. However, I still manage to pull myself through. If you don’t get any scolding then that might be something wrong somewhere. Through the scolding I did manage to learn some of my mistake. Yes indeed I am learning. But, :( there are just too many things to learn. I have to admit that I am a stupidly slow learner. I am willing to learn if they were to have patient with me. Apologise if I really boil your blood. Haha..
Each and everyday, my days seem to be very down, however, it turn out to be still alright. There are times where I think my day will be fruity but it turns out to be very bad. What to do, anyway I am booking in soon; and about roughly this time I will book out again tomorrow. Shiok sia!!
Haha.. Tomorrow SOC! Happy or sad I do not know?
Perhaps I’ll tell the next time. ;)
haha..
This year Christmas, I'm counting down in the toilet!
haha..
sorry lar.. people got bad stomachache lar...
Anyway same old shit again, there are so many things I want to say but I don't think I could list them all out. Days in training are full of downs than ups. Kanna F*** until like don’t know who the hell am I. However, I still manage to pull myself through. If you don’t get any scolding then that might be something wrong somewhere. Through the scolding I did manage to learn some of my mistake. Yes indeed I am learning. But, :( there are just too many things to learn. I have to admit that I am a stupidly slow learner. I am willing to learn if they were to have patient with me. Apologise if I really boil your blood. Haha..
Each and everyday, my days seem to be very down, however, it turn out to be still alright. There are times where I think my day will be fruity but it turns out to be very bad. What to do, anyway I am booking in soon; and about roughly this time I will book out again tomorrow. Shiok sia!!
Haha.. Tomorrow SOC! Happy or sad I do not know?
Perhaps I’ll tell the next time. ;)
Do my best 把夢實現 走到海的最遙遠
就把時間化成永遠 找尋新的體驗
Do my best 當成信念 航向天的那一邊
拼著地圖 我能找到 心中那座 美麗樂園
就把時間化成永遠 找尋新的體驗
Do my best 當成信念 航向天的那一邊
拼著地圖 我能找到 心中那座 美麗樂園
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
眼泪笑了
比想像中更痛 你真的沒回頭
我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走 都積在我心中
我就有責任讓它值得被珍重
謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候
我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著 找回光和熱
面對你的時候 我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客 因為路有些曲折 是美的
心碎成了沙漠 就快開鑿綠洲
我沒有時間不知所措
你溫柔的雙手 本就不屬於我
又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢
謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候
我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著 找回光和熱
面對你的時候 我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客 因為路有些曲折 是美的
我眼淚都笑了 誰還會哭呢
來不及完美的 就唱首驪歌
想起你的時候 我不是卑微的
然而我沒有遺憾 因為我已愛過你 深深的
比想像中更痛 你真的沒回頭
我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走 都積在我心中
我就有責任讓它值得被珍重
謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候
我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著 找回光和熱
面對你的時候 我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客 因為路有些曲折 是美的
心碎成了沙漠 就快開鑿綠洲
我沒有時間不知所措
你溫柔的雙手 本就不屬於我
又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢
謝謝你曾讓我難過 謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候
我眼淚都笑了 誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著 找回光和熱
面對你的時候 我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客 因為路有些曲折 是美的
我眼淚都笑了 誰還會哭呢
來不及完美的 就唱首驪歌
想起你的時候 我不是卑微的
然而我沒有遺憾 因為我已愛過你 深深的
Monday, December 15, 2008
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Next phase… 4 week of basic has come to an end, to be truthful.
There a feeling of not to leave my stuffy and smelly bunk while I was packing my stuff to my newly allocate bunk.
I am going to miss my session mate. Yes I will!
The start of next new 8 week would be my advance and specialize.
I wonder, would this upcoming phase be an easy and smooth going which I would look forward to or “Shiong” which I would not always want in my life, NEVER!!.
The FIVE out of the hundreds, the one and only LUCKY FIVE lifes continues…
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Sunday, December 07, 2008
對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景
你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
NIGHTMARE!
Recently I had not been sleeping well, kept having nightmare. The nightmare that I had is not something which will wake you up in the middle of the night, but it something which makes you worried.
I guess I’m just getting too much stress from NS life.
Anyway, life as a Combat Engineers wasn’t as siong as what other might think. The present of Combat Engineers, is a lot less siong as compare to the pass. Nevertheless the discipline level is still very high. It so high that makes you think that you are still in BMT and not a trainees. No matter what I still have to go through 4 weeks which is 1 month of basic training term, then follow by 12 weeks of specializing. 4 weeks only ma. Can make it de.
Now I’m only left with 3 weeks, time will fly, endure and everything will end soon....
Recently I had not been sleeping well, kept having nightmare. The nightmare that I had is not something which will wake you up in the middle of the night, but it something which makes you worried.
I guess I’m just getting too much stress from NS life.
Anyway, life as a Combat Engineers wasn’t as siong as what other might think. The present of Combat Engineers, is a lot less siong as compare to the pass. Nevertheless the discipline level is still very high. It so high that makes you think that you are still in BMT and not a trainees. No matter what I still have to go through 4 weeks which is 1 month of basic training term, then follow by 12 weeks of specializing. 4 weeks only ma. Can make it de.
Now I’m only left with 3 weeks, time will fly, endure and everything will end soon....
COMBAT ENGINEER,
WITH PRIDE I LEAD!
SISPEC!!
WITH PRIDE I LEAD!
SISPEC!!
Wherever you are I'm still looking for you, so please do appear so in my life.
Brighten my life! I don’t want any more miserable life.
Brighten my life! I don’t want any more miserable life.
好想好想...
Saturday, November 15, 2008
8 WEEKS; 2 MONTHS
Finally I had come to an end of my BSLC.
Guess what?
I had complete my 28KM Education March (???) and my Graduation parade.
Now, I'm being posted to Ngee Soon Camp, A.K.A a place for Combat Engineers.
OMG COMBAT ENGINEERS!!
Can you believe it, It another Siong Training for me.
Totally no comment for that but to accept the fate that my life in Army is always tough. It never being easy for me. All I could I hope or wish for, is to get into a welfare Company.
Finally I had come to an end of my BSLC.
Guess what?
I had complete my 28KM Education March (???) and my Graduation parade.
Now, I'm being posted to Ngee Soon Camp, A.K.A a place for Combat Engineers.
OMG COMBAT ENGINEERS!!
Can you believe it, It another Siong Training for me.
Totally no comment for that but to accept the fate that my life in Army is always tough. It never being easy for me. All I could I hope or wish for, is to get into a welfare Company.
神阿救救我吧！给我快乐！我要快乐！
Sunday, September 21, 2008
OMG!
That goes my block leave...
It seems like I had not enjoys it at all, neither do I think that I have rested well enough. Tomorrow is the day where I will be posted to SISPEC, and my vocation is INF LDR (TRAINEE). How I wish and hope my training won’t be that shiong, a very slack training, nice and friendly sergeant, good and friendly platoon and section mate, and then my three month will be an enjoyable one.
Wah!
In life where got so lucky. Ha-ha…
Just hope and wish ba...
Haha...
Anyway, my answer will come tomorrow.
Don’t worry tomorrow will be a better day.
It will be...
That goes my block leave...
It seems like I had not enjoys it at all, neither do I think that I have rested well enough. Tomorrow is the day where I will be posted to SISPEC, and my vocation is INF LDR (TRAINEE). How I wish and hope my training won’t be that shiong, a very slack training, nice and friendly sergeant, good and friendly platoon and section mate, and then my three month will be an enjoyable one.
Wah!
In life where got so lucky. Ha-ha…
Just hope and wish ba...
Haha...
Anyway, my answer will come tomorrow.
Don’t worry tomorrow will be a better day.
It will be...
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
P-O-P!P-O-P!
POP!POP!POP!
P-O-P!
P--O--P~~!!
YEAH!
Finally POP loh...
haha... so happy...
I have to say that I did cry at the moment when my dad put on the Joggie Hat for me... Ai... At that point of time, it was really touching. Who won’t have cry, unless you are those heartless person, then perhaps you wouldn’t. Anyway, I’m glad that I, POP loh…
Saturday, September 06, 2008
Initially I though life in the army is going to be good. However, I am wrong, it is the opposite. Every now and then whatever I do, I have to think it twice, think it hard. Will I do it stupidly? Accident will happen if I don’t think hard enough. Throughout these eight weeks in army, I had learned that life is not about predicting or knowing what is going to happen next. It all about letting nature to take it causes. It does help to make life better. Thought there are dark clouds ahead it doesn’t mean that the days is going to be bad, it might turn out to be another way round. All I have to do is to give my very best in it, take whatever overcomes as part of a learning journey. Perhaps in future I might be reading this again, so I hope this will serve as a reminder for me to move on. Moving on to be a better person in future. Now, I am glad that I am passing out soon from Tekong to some other unit. I just hope that my life would be better ahead.
The stories of Kee M H continue…
The stories of Kee M H continue…
We Are From Cougar Com-pa-ny!!!
Cougar Coy~~ Cougar Coy!!!
We Are From Cougar Com-pa-ny!!!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Yoz Yoz Yoz...
It has been a while since my last blogging...
Sorry guys for not updating...
Basically there is nothing much happening, it all about NS life. I guess it all about the same for those who had been through NS, just the siongness of the training and the stunt that I did during the training was different. (if you really want to know more... date me out and I will tell you more...)
Though there are weekends for me to book out and had fun but I spent it on going out with parents and did lot of shopping as compare when I’m not in NS. My mum even advice me that, I should stop spending on the non-necessities, though I receive salary every month. If I were to keep on spending I might not have the enough amount of money when the time comes.
I guess I really have to stop, but sometime. To me, spending money makes me feel happier, as it allows me to forget all the unhappiness that I had during the training. Spending on items that I like make me feel better. Now I’m still thinking of getting myself a new shirt when the next book-out comes.
Should I or should I?
Of course, is go for it lar… wahahaha…
It has been a while since my last blogging...
Sorry guys for not updating...
Basically there is nothing much happening, it all about NS life. I guess it all about the same for those who had been through NS, just the siongness of the training and the stunt that I did during the training was different. (if you really want to know more... date me out and I will tell you more...)
Though there are weekends for me to book out and had fun but I spent it on going out with parents and did lot of shopping as compare when I’m not in NS. My mum even advice me that, I should stop spending on the non-necessities, though I receive salary every month. If I were to keep on spending I might not have the enough amount of money when the time comes.
I guess I really have to stop, but sometime. To me, spending money makes me feel happier, as it allows me to forget all the unhappiness that I had during the training. Spending on items that I like make me feel better. Now I’m still thinking of getting myself a new shirt when the next book-out comes.
Should I or should I?
Of course, is go for it lar… wahahaha…
Seriously, I misses a lot of thing, this includes my freedom, the girl that I used to love (wonder how is she now), and many more.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Finally all the three letters are here, NTU, NUS and NS letter.
Schooling letters which are the NTU and NUS are letters of rejection. Thanks you for applying, I regret to inform you that your application for the admission has not been successful. The admission selection committee has evaluated your application very carefully and thoroughly before arriving at this difficult decision.
(BULLSHIT man! PUKE! )
Anyway there isn’t any interest in me in studying anymore.
Reason: Not Very Sure.
As for the NS Letter: You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 10 July 2008 (THU) at 8.30am to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1
Location: PULAU TEKONG BESAR
(TRANPORT WILL BE PROVIDED FROM PASIR RIS BUS INTERCHANGE TO THE SAF FERRY TERMINAL) -.-
A.K.A: Army training lar… lorso…
I guess this is it, my future. No more study life. Nevertheless, I do not want a working life. I want a life which are challenging and happening. I wouldn’t want something which is boring. Working can be boring and this is what I have seemed throughout the year of working as a part-timer. How good can it be if I were to work as a full timer? I would have die out within a week. Hmmm….It really times to make some wise decision before it too late…
Schooling letters which are the NTU and NUS are letters of rejection. Thanks you for applying, I regret to inform you that your application for the admission has not been successful. The admission selection committee has evaluated your application very carefully and thoroughly before arriving at this difficult decision.
(BULLSHIT man! PUKE! )
Anyway there isn’t any interest in me in studying anymore.
Reason: Not Very Sure.
As for the NS Letter: You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 10 July 2008 (THU) at 8.30am to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1
Location: PULAU TEKONG BESAR
(TRANPORT WILL BE PROVIDED FROM PASIR RIS BUS INTERCHANGE TO THE SAF FERRY TERMINAL) -.-
A.K.A: Army training lar… lorso…
I guess this is it, my future. No more study life. Nevertheless, I do not want a working life. I want a life which are challenging and happening. I wouldn’t want something which is boring. Working can be boring and this is what I have seemed throughout the year of working as a part-timer. How good can it be if I were to work as a full timer? I would have die out within a week. Hmmm….It really times to make some wise decision before it too late…
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Sunday, May 04, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
能不能勇敢说爱(台湾偶像剧《公主小妹》插曲)歌词：
作曲：陈伟 作词：王雅君/黄文萱
世界太罗嗦能不能够惶恐
失踪
作曲：陈伟 作词：王雅君/黄文萱
世界太罗嗦能不能够惶恐
失踪
是谁在我的背后说什么
好象又没说
一颗心总被你悬在半空中
难受
可是你又迟迟不说爱我
没有你 我发现自己
无法感动
是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作
you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know
需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱
耶~~唔~~
关掉你的眼睛你的鼻和口
Say No
如果你也能放下所有
请你点点头
我的心只为你一个人跳动
心痛
可你还能为我改变什么
没有你 我发现自己
无法感动
是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作
you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know
需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱
耶~~
也许到最后
你还是要走
没有你 我发现自己
无法感动
是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作
you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know
需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱
耶~~
Monday, April 07, 2008
Graduate le..
Days are boring man...
No life...
Practically doing nothing at home.. Beside playing PSP..
They say.. At least you have something to do mah... But as when the time pass, you still will get sian one mah... (wah.. super singlish sia... who cares... who bother to read.. LolX)
Just don't understand why other people always has alot of entertainment... They could go out practically everyday... Won't they be spenting alot of money and how big is singapore that they can spend so many days going to different places? I'm different sitting at home playing games.. waiting for the NS letter to come.. ZZZZ...
Still wondering should I look for a job? or slack at home...
Days are boring man...
No life...
Practically doing nothing at home.. Beside playing PSP..
They say.. At least you have something to do mah... But as when the time pass, you still will get sian one mah... (wah.. super singlish sia... who cares... who bother to read.. LolX)
Just don't understand why other people always has alot of entertainment... They could go out practically everyday... Won't they be spenting alot of money and how big is singapore that they can spend so many days going to different places? I'm different sitting at home playing games.. waiting for the NS letter to come.. ZZZZ...
Still wondering should I look for a job? or slack at home...
Monday, March 24, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Days 13
Nothing much has change, since that day... (it still there)
Feeling quite happy but do not understand why...
There isn't any good thing happening on me and I'm feeling happy...
Weird sia...
I'm dam bored...
Don't feel like sleeping yet that reason why I was blogging...
Blog so as to keep me occupied...
Hmmm... still waiting for that DAM STUPID NS letter...
I wonder...
What would I get in as? NAVY? ARMY? or POLICE?
Nothing much has change, since that day... (it still there)
Feeling quite happy but do not understand why...
There isn't any good thing happening on me and I'm feeling happy...
Weird sia...
I'm dam bored...
Don't feel like sleeping yet that reason why I was blogging...
Blog so as to keep me occupied...
Hmmm... still waiting for that DAM STUPID NS letter...
I wonder...
What would I get in as? NAVY? ARMY? or POLICE?
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Hmm...
I can see that blogging is really not that popular nowadays...
Can't really know what are my friends is really doing through blogging...
I guess more and more people are either getting to lazy to blog (jus like me) or to busy to blog (jus like me)..
LOL...
Family problems still exist, all I can hope now...
Is to hope for a better life...
Perhaps someone who can understand me and is willing to share thoughts with each others...
HMM~~~~
I can see that blogging is really not that popular nowadays...
Can't really know what are my friends is really doing through blogging...
I guess more and more people are either getting to lazy to blog (jus like me) or to busy to blog (jus like me)..
LOL...
Family problems still exist, all I can hope now...
Is to hope for a better life...
Perhaps someone who can understand me and is willing to share thoughts with each others...
HMM~~~~
Monday, March 17, 2008
yo yoz yozz!!!
wah! long time nv blog le...
there are so many things to write... but i do not know where to start...
even if i start there won't be an ending...
so i guess i better dun start...
haha...
to be truthful the reason why i blog today was... i recently came across this frm YOUTUBE kinda funny.. but it nice
三的心愿by FIR MMV © Maple Story San Ge Xin Yuan
Friday, February 29, 2008
Started working lor.. Ha-ha... Currently working at Power -One Pte Ltd, as an assistant enginner.
Started, more week ago ba. It a tuesday, but ending this job soon also.
Reason: It moving lor...
If it were to stay at where it is (International Business Park_Jurong) then i would have stay for two month...
SADED
Now i have to look for a new job... SIANZZ>>>>>
Nothing much, just that the working hour is longgg, which makes it very sian.... but it not stress at all.
Tragedy...I got a knock on my head. I do not understand how it happen, that heavy object just fall and hit my head. At that point I turn super alert. Before than I was sleep. OMG!! I guess that places is haunted, nobody touch it and it fall by it own. What makes it weird was, why did it fell when I was sitting under it.
BO BIAN>>> SUAY LAR>>>>
SAD!!!
I guess should be alright lar.. The pain has gone off, so I guess it should be alright.
I guess that about it... update you guys again...
haha:)
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Friday, February 01, 2008
Friday, January 25, 2008
GET HIGH
让我们get high (get high...)
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
rap
也许明天不知该往哪里去
也许不再有如此美的风景
但是总会有一段旋律在我心里
反复唱着浪漫美丽
有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)
幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)
总会有一天
能看见未来
我的爱
为你在
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
曾经害怕不知该往哪里去
曾经和寂寞相处已有默契
但是总会有一道阳光在我心底
给我力量
坚持到底
有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)
幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)
总会有一天
能看见未来
我的爱
为你在
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
让我们get high (get high...)
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
rap
也许明天不知该往哪里去
也许不再有如此美的风景
但是总会有一段旋律在我心里
反复唱着浪漫美丽
有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)
幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)
总会有一天
能看见未来
我的爱
为你在
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
曾经害怕不知该往哪里去
曾经和寂寞相处已有默契
但是总会有一道阳光在我心底
给我力量
坚持到底
有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)
幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)
总会有一天
能看见未来
我的爱
为你在
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
让我们get high
用双手把天撑开
Oh……get high
要所有人都明白
泪水都不应该
因为我有你的爱
Baby you are always on my mind
Thursday, January 24, 2008
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Saturday, January 05, 2008
5th day of the year 2008
The upcoming week schooling will be resume. As usual, I have to rush for ppt. before 2pm, get it presented and then go home, or else go for FYP or training. Back to robotic life again, come to think of it I'm half hearted to go back to school and study.
This upcoming schooling week wouldn't be long. It only last for one month and that it. That the end of my poly life.
A new life awaits. (Life's of army)
This coming wed, will be the day of my biggest hurdle that I have to cross.
It the day of my competition, Singapore Robotic Games 2007.
I wondered... is my robot ready for this... hmmm...
I really wish I could won the a medals, so that during my final presentation would not be that difficult. At least a solid 'A' grade will be there. I guess I really have to pray hard...
Very HARD! (oh, god pls, let me win this competition)
I really have enough of doing FYP le.... T.T
It tiring... once in the life is more than enough, but not every year.
Today, was a boring a day. However, I am happy. Bought a new long sleeve shirt from MAN STUDIO at LOT 1. Kind of like it, but there is some problem in transition of my card. There might be two transition (I hope not). Met my aunties and uncles from my father side (p.s: my father's mother sister, not very close) during my dinner. Very first question that they ask:" Aren't you in NS now?" "Ermmm... soon this year... haha..." I replied. Second Question: Did you visit your grandmother (which is my father's mother). "YES, yes, yes, every sunday." I replied meanwhile my heart saying, Rain or Shine Never change. LoLx... Visited NTUC, bought some daily cans food for my grandparent and some daily food for our own consumption.
Pretty boring, but I think it was quite an interesting day for me. hmmm...
THOUGHTS:
Should I get a iPOD touch or PSP or both or non?
Watch AVP 2 or not? comments from others wasn't good.
I really miss those days... :(
I know I should voice out,
but my guts alway hold be back from doing so...
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