Yoz...
Last day of work....
I wonder, should I be happy or sad.
Feeling kind of 不舍得 (cannot bear) to quit the job but, there seem to be a lot of thing held which is far more important than this. {SADED}
Haiz...
I don’t know...

Over the weekday, I have taken two UT (understanding test). I think I will flunk both of the papers. In the beginning, I assume that I knew the topic very well; hence I am very confidence with the paper. However, when I was doing the paper, my mind was totally blank. I can’t even think what the various steps that can be use are. In addition, the resource was just right in front of me and I can’t even do it. I felt very miserable.
I thought I was prepared, but eventually I wasn’t...

It is always appear that I thought I am prepared but actually I am not. Whenever I felt prepared, I would not put as much effort as I would for the paper which I am not. Do not know like this kind of feeling, I WANT TO SCORE WELL!

But... Right now all I wish was, I could pass all the paper will do.

Guess what...
Today I wake up dam early today, 8am lei...
Guess what time I sleep?
5am,

only 3hr of sleep, what make it more miracles was I am dam awake. Just like a daylight owl. Don’t ask me why, because I also do not have the answers for it. LoL...

Hmm...
I guess today is going to be another boring day. Simply just hate weekends, study until like crazy during the weekdays hoping weekends will be an enjoyable, however, it always not the case. It either I am working or my friend are busy when I am free. The worst part is working. Imagine you work till the second day at about 2 to 3am, and you reach home at about 3+am, do you think you still can sleep? And when you woke up, you feel like as if you are still on the same day. What make it even more worst is that you only left with few hours of enjoyment then off you go to work again. Sound like No life right? Anyway, my last day of work is 19 Oct, this coming Friday.
Yeah!
My retail shop manager says that I can have to long period of break but do remember to come back. STUNT... I thought I am quitting the job, but it turn out to be a break? Whatever? It will depend on my mood to return back to Denise. To be frank, I kind of like the job just that the shift is too much. Where do you find a job that you can eat while you are working and drink wine for free? Perhaps I will go back, perhaps I will not. My retail shop manager, he looks highly on me, hoping that I will be back, and so is my friend there. I will miss you guys.. ;) thanks for all the helps..

Ohya.. I was just listening to this song by杨丞琳, the song title is call狼来了 it dam funny and I think it nice you all should go and enjoy it...
Lol..

早已见怪不怪
你说狼来了狼来了
说你还是爱我的
花心死心难改
我说狼来了狼来了
该有人帮你上一课

Hi all,
I am so sorry that I can’t join you for all those outing that you guys had organize. There are just too many thing that I am not willing to do had to be clear. Thus, I wouldn’t be available. But I guess till the end of this coming Friday, 19 October, I should be free enough to go out with you all.
Pia seh...

Boring boring boring... (blogging during lesson)

It so sickening, it seem like wolf is starting to wear sheep’s skin.
I do not know is it me that is being jealous or it the truth.
Jealous of being nothing to bullshit in class (being sha ka)
I am starting to hate this class, especially today lesson. It a dam boring lesson of all. All we talk about is servo and servo.
Wah~ it killing me...
Initially, I thought that this module E307 - Robotics & Automation will be interesting. It Robotics, I sure I will gain some interest in it, but since problem 1 to 4 it all servo and it all theory.
What makes it even more worst was the actor that I have mention before, who is in my class.
Someone, anyway save me...

I just wanna be quiet...