Friday, November 30, 2007

The very last day of November
For the sake of taking my UT, I have to take a 45min transport to school, then take a 45min test and took another 45min transport back home.
This is simply ridiculous.
What a waste of my time.
haiyo...
What make me think that this test wasn't worth taking is that I do not think that I will be able to pass this test. I simply just scribble some crap as my answer.
45min
What a 45min
It about 4pm in the afternoon, going to 5. I met you once again.
When I was about to the enter the lift taking bus back home. I thought I saw you, but it was you at all. She has the same appearance as you from the back, however it wasn't you at all. When we was in the lift, I tried to look repeatedly at her, to reconfirm that I didn't see the wrong person.
Ya... It wasn't her.
......
about 6pm, GZ, Teck, Terry, GM and Jasmine. We went to westmall to have dinner together. As usual, GZ ps us again. Terry has to meet his friend. GM have to collect his destop before the shop has close. So, we went back at about 9pm.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

29 Nov 'o7, 23.43hr
Don't ever assume or think it will happens...
cos it will never happen...
NEVER!

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

27 Nov '07, 21:14hr

-blogging, meanwhile listening to F.I.R. latest album


Really do not know how to explain the feeling that I am having now...
It a mixture of worried, anxious, looking forward, lonely, happy and sad.
A feeling of something which is going to happen but I do not know what it is going to be.
Kind of misses alot of thing, friends, families and the unknown you.

An un-describable feeling...

Sunday, November 25, 2007

it coming in a month time but yet nothing has happen...

Monday, November 19, 2007


Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

How can I love you [x4]

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x7]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Monday, November 12, 2007

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

Saturday, November 10, 2007

Reminisces
Recently I attended a gathering. It is a gathering with all those who had went to Service Learning with me. A lot and lot of memory keep coming in. It has been almost one year since we are back from the village and I misses alot. I wonder how is the village, the kids and the tank that we have done there. I had lost all the photo as my lappy got reformatted, hence I can't really flip through my photo album.
Time really flies, those who suppose to be waiting for entering to NS has already waiting for POP. In a year times it would be my turn. Indeed, I'm looking forward for it, I wonder how it going to be like. Nevertheless, I'm worry that I will lose this bunch of good friends as when time goes~~~
思念是一种病(being unable to let go is a sickness)


思念是一种病 - 张震岳

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
多久没有说我爱你?
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 X 2
Oh 思念是一种病

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Happy Deepavali
yoz... yoz... yoz....
Happy Deepavali to all those hindu in singapore....
haha...
boring days lei....
OMG!
super sianx!
Really got nothing to do (P.S: actually i haf some note to study on the up coming UTs, but lazy to study.... lol...), but to slack at home.
ohya....

i created my veri own friendster account...
so if you guys wanna add me... simple just add my msn account, it the same....
then i will jus accept you from there....
haha....
i'm still kind of new with it, so give me more time to get used to it...

parents are goin out from dinner at abt 6+
sian, which meani will be alone at home again....
boring... no life...
hope i will get some entertainment asap...
guess i will end here...
BYE!!~

Sunday, November 04, 2007

Hmm...
I also dun know where to start...
it seem like there is alot of thing to write..
but do not know where to start...
and if i were to start...
it will never ends...
Now, I am jus hopping for a better life...
(有得必有失)