Dreams Dreams Dreams...

Funny, I am keep having a weird and weirder dream.
Is it a hint or is it I am thinking too much?

I don't know..

I MISS YOU!

School reopen lor...

First day of school, tio stress liao...

After attending my first meeting as what they usual called in RP, I found out that there are many smart student than what I have expected. OMG... this is really going to kill me. All these smart student they are really dam smart. Smart in the way where they can smoke their questioning, and make the facilitator believe that they know a lot. What make them more annoying were they like to perform well in front of the facilitator. Some of this smart student enjoys doing nothing during the breakout, and act hardworking in front of the facilitators. Acted to be as if he knows the whole world, but actually he didn’t even know what is just right in front of him. There is all kind of stunts perform by this smart student once you attend my class. Sadness! Nevertheless, there are some really smart students. That one TOTALLY NO COMMENT!

Die lar...
There are two different worlds in my class, extreme hardworking and extreme actor. This coming semester will not be as promising as what I thought it will be.

THE DARK KNIGHT

ROBOCOP

ONE HALF 一人一半
演唱： 伍家辉
词： 小寒
曲： 范俊福



一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才会久

时光累积 安静的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵这样的人

这样地等
无非是 等个回应眼神
为爱反滚 不及伤痕
甘心为你一身都浮沉

这样的人 别笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷 就算难残忍
等你想起这没用的人

一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开

已经找到爱 为何要先开

Tired and long 12 of September 2007...

Today I really don’t feel like coming to school. Reasons were firstly none of my FYP team member is coming and the director is coming down today therefore I need to go; robotic structure is still in my lab; and I have to work at 7pm to about 1+am or even later. So what is the point of going? I am just too lazy to go.
I’m tired, I need a longer nap.
After a long, dilemma, I still manage to pull myself to school.

What I did in school today was, I did some dissection to the motor. So as to check is it possible to be modifying from 180 degree turning into 360 degree turning. Since noboday is doing it so i have to do it. However, when I was about to dissect it I realise that I do not have the key for the cupboard where the tools are, therefore I will not have any tools to use.
Aiyo... silly me...
I shouldn’t have come to school man. No tools do what?
The more I think of it the more demoralizing I get.

In addition, I was thinking that was my robotic structure done? Will it be here by 1pm, as what my supplier had promised?
I had left with no choice, since I am here, I must well just do what I can. It would be a lot better than slacking until 4pm.
Hence, I started to borrow some tools from my friend and the dissection begins. Without knowing that will I spoil the servo, I just un-screw the whole servo and dismantled it.

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At the about 12pm, I successfully modify the servo. Finally the dissection is done. Smile started to appear on my face. I was so happy. So happy until the only thing that I could think of was

LUNCH TIME. LOL…

After finishing my lunch, I waited and waited for the supplier to arrive. Since my job for today has been done my only thing un-done was waiting for my robot to be here. My dear robot, when will you arrive?
I waited and waited................................................
Finally, it arrived. Wooot!!!!!
From what I can see robot is only about 60 percent done and to me it was still alright. Anyway, it was what I have expected. I guess this supplier really have to push him to get his job done. Anyway I appreciate his effort. It was well done, everything is to my standard just that if the entire component were to be built in, if everything were to be done by today that will be a lot better.
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And now I am only left with waiting for the director to come.

waiting day sia...

The waiting time is tiring;

it makes me even more tired. As when the more tired I get the more I think of is SLEEP.

Guess what happen after a long period of waiting. That director is not coming, once I receive a message saying that he is not coming, I packed my bag and off I go.
Hello director, people need to work, and might be late, if you are not coming please inform us earlier. Make me wait for you for so long.

Wah Liew Ai....
Anyway I manage to rush home in time for my dinner and short bath, before I head down to from my work.

Un-expertly before worked, I needed the toilet badly, I need to bomb. Suddenly I have a bad stomachache that I have clear it at my working place before i can start working. After clear my waste material. Felt relieve. Haha..

Shoik ar...
Today’s working was still alright, but I think I still need to brush up my meroising skill. In addition, today I drank a lot more that what I did before.
Alcoholic drink such as 95 percent alcoholic drinks, 5-6 glasses of red wine, some ‘pop’ drink as what they normally called as (Voka mix wif Ice Cream Soda) and 1 glasses of champagne.
OMG!
I really did drink a lot today.

Initially I told myself not to, but in the end my friend wanted me to, and I do not want to be a wet blanket so I drank some (which is a lot, I guess)
Today was indeed a tiring day, overall it still fun, especially the working time. Anyway it 3.43am now, it a brand new day hope it would be a lot better than today.

Program:
12 noon report for training. (Dragon)

Recently I watched these three movies
Haha...
Both of this movie is interesting, you all should go and watch. ;)
trust me it nice....

881: The Papaya Sisters

Ratatouille





as for the other moive...




The Bourne Ultimatum

i dun really get the movie... maybe i didn watch the first two moive, "The Bourne Identity" and "The Bourne Supremacy". however, if you like action moive... I still recommend you all to go and watch...

881 電影主題曲
一人一半 - 伍家輝

Practically the whole of today this song has being lingering in my mind...
Hmm...
迷路兵 - 适应

没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走步出背影
我只能静静地
风吹醒 那些曾经
转过身我用眼泪聆听
心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住不断地翻起

没想过爱竟会下落不
明寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走步出背
影我只能静静地
风吹醒 那些曾经
转过身我用眼泪聆听
心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所有回忆
你却一直住在心理 事谁都无法代替

我的心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住不断地翻起
爱开始了该怎么去喊停

it is me, that is thinking too much or there is a meaning behind it....

? . ?

hmmmm..........

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Forth day of working

Hmmm...
After working for the forth day, I am getting more and more into this job that I am working with. Even thought sometime I am required to drink some wine, which I preferably say no if I can, working is tiring or had to spend a lot on cab fare. Whenever there is friend where we can always joke together, learn from each other and had fun along with it, working at Denise is fun, and it is the kind of job that suits me now.
Today I drunk quite a lot of wine, initially the feeling of drinking a wine to me was unpleasant. However, after I had drunk a couple of times I get this feel of being “HIGH”, which really makes me, feel very happy. And this is one good thing about drinking wine. It will not get you drunk so easily but “HIGH”. I know that I am feeling kind of dull this couples of days, but after drinking it, it make me to forget all the sadness that I had in mind. This is the kind of feel I am looking for everyday. I know that drinking is not a good way of hiding the problem that I have. No matter what I have to find ways to make myself happy rather than drinking and I will do it.

To conclude working at is Denise fun fun fun...
Perhaps you guys should try drinking some wine also. You could visit the website if you want to: “http://www.denisewine.com/index.asp” or you can come down to Upper Bukit Timah, Railway Mall to look for me. PS: come only when I am working, if unsure call me. LoLxx

Third day of working...

After working for the third time, I found out that I shouldn't have start working. It is not because working there was boring or what so ever. I find working there very meaningful and fun. I enjoy working there and do not intend to stop working. However, now I’m really worried that the events that are coming on my way would be crashing into each other. Perhaps if I had foreseen that this would have happen then I should have avoided it. Is abandoning dream to hope for a better life a good choice? I do not know, just hope everything will run smoothly. :S


Abandoning dream to hope for a better life ?

Question - Answer

Doubts, Difficulty, Issue, Inquiry, Problem and Query all these question have always being hunting on me. However, today it seems like it revealing the answers itself slowly today as the time pass. I do not know how long these have been hunting me, but anyway I am just glad that most of it has been resolve. Most of the answers seem to be just too simple to understand just that I always think too much on the answers. Or perhaps I am just hiding from the truth.

Anyway problems are cleared; hope to live a better life in future… :)