一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次見面看妳 不太順眼 誰知道後來關係 那麼密切
我們一個像夏天 一個像秋天 卻總能把 冬天變成了春天

妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳


妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳

妳了解我所有 得意的東西 才常潑我冷水怕我忘形
妳知道我所有 丟臉的事情 卻為我的美好形象保密

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳

woo woo ~ ~ woo woo ~ ~ ya ya ~ ~

Poor Memory

Simply just do not understand why, my memory is getting weaker and weaker. I am not being able to remember thing as good as in the past. WHY, I do not know. I wish I would know why too, but this annoyed me a lot. Imagine that you have tons of things to remember, but you just can’t remember it, till it too late. Sometime I would stare in the blues, thinking that there are thing that I have forgotten to do but I just can’t think of it. When I was far away from it, then I would remember. This just can’t go on, if it does, I really do not know what to say.

I wan a better life!!

Guess what guess what...
haha..


This year Christmas, I'm counting down in the toilet!
haha..
sorry lar.. people got bad stomachache lar...


Anyway same old shit again, there are so many things I want to say but I don't think I could list them all out. Days in training are full of downs than ups. Kanna F*** until like don’t know who the hell am I. However, I still manage to pull myself through. If you don’t get any scolding then that might be something wrong somewhere. Through the scolding I did manage to learn some of my mistake. Yes indeed I am learning. But, :( there are just too many things to learn. I have to admit that I am a stupidly slow learner. I am willing to learn if they were to have patient with me. Apologise if I really boil your blood. Haha..
Each and everyday, my days seem to be very down, however, it turn out to be still alright. There are times where I think my day will be fruity but it turns out to be very bad. What to do, anyway I am booking in soon; and about roughly this time I will book out again tomorrow. Shiok sia!!
Haha.. Tomorrow SOC! Happy or sad I do not know?
Perhaps I’ll tell the next time. ;)

Do my best 把夢實現 走到海的最遙遠
就把時間化成永遠 找尋新的體驗
Do my best 當成信念 航向天的那一邊
拼著地圖 我能找到 心中那座 美麗樂園

眼泪笑了

比想像中更痛　你真的沒回頭
我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走　都積在我心中
我就有責任讓它值得被珍重

謝謝你曾讓我難過　謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候

我眼淚都笑了　誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著　找回光和熱
面對你的時候　我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客　因為路有些曲折　是美的

心碎成了沙漠　就快開鑿綠洲
我沒有時間不知所措
你溫柔的雙手　本就不屬於我
又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢

謝謝你曾讓我難過　謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候

我眼淚都笑了　誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著　找回光和熱
面對你的時候　我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客　因為路有些曲折　是美的

我眼淚都笑了　誰還會哭呢
來不及完美的　就唱首驪歌
想起你的時候　我不是卑微的
然而我沒有遺憾　因為我已愛過你　深深的

Next phase…

4 week of basic has come to an end, to be truthful.
There a feeling of not to leave my stuffy and smelly bunk while I was packing my stuff to my newly allocate bunk.
I am going to miss my session mate. Yes I will!

The start of next new 8 week would be my advance and specialize.
I wonder, would this upcoming phase be an easy and smooth going which I would look forward to or “Shiong” which I would not always want in my life, NEVER!!.

The FIVE out of the hundreds, the one and only LUCKY FIVE lifes continues…

Lyrics | Coldplay lyrics - Viva La Vida lyrics

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

Hmm…
Don’t know how to start lei…
Too many thing to say just do not know how to express in words.
Hmm.. I guess I don’t start but I'll end here…

2 more week and I be through

NIGHTMARE!

Recently I had not been sleeping well, kept having nightmare. The nightmare that I had is not something which will wake you up in the middle of the night, but it something which makes you worried.

I guess I’m just getting too much stress from NS life.

Anyway, life as a Combat Engineers wasn’t as siong as what other might think. The present of Combat Engineers, is a lot less siong as compare to the pass. Nevertheless the discipline level is still very high. It so high that makes you think that you are still in BMT and not a trainees. No matter what I still have to go through 4 weeks which is 1 month of basic training term, then follow by 12 weeks of specializing. 4 weeks only ma. Can make it de.

Now I’m only left with 3 weeks, time will fly, endure and everything will end soon....

COMBAT ENGINEER,
WITH PRIDE I LEAD!
SISPEC!!

Wherever you are I'm still looking for you, so please do appear so in my life.
Brighten my life! I don’t want any more miserable life.

好想好想...

8 WEEKS; 2 MONTHS

Finally I had come to an end of my BSLC.

Guess what?

I had complete my 28KM Education March (???) and my Graduation parade.

Now, I'm being posted to Ngee Soon Camp, A.K.A a place for Combat Engineers.

OMG COMBAT ENGINEERS!!

Can you believe it, It another Siong Training for me.

Totally no comment for that but to accept the fate that my life in Army is always tough. It never being easy for me. All I could I hope or wish for, is to get into a welfare Company.

神阿救救我吧！给我快乐！我要快乐！

OMG!

That goes my block leave...

It seems like I had not enjoys it at all, neither do I think that I have rested well enough. Tomorrow is the day where I will be posted to SISPEC, and my vocation is INF LDR (TRAINEE). How I wish and hope my training won’t be that shiong, a very slack training, nice and friendly sergeant, good and friendly platoon and section mate, and then my three month will be an enjoyable one.

Wah!

In life where got so lucky. Ha-ha…

Just hope and wish ba...

Haha...

Anyway, my answer will come tomorrow.

Don’t worry tomorrow will be a better day.

It will be...

P-O-P!P-O-P!
POP!POP!POP!
P-O-P!
P--O--P~~!!

YEAH!
Finally POP loh...
haha... so happy...
I have to say that I did cry at the moment when my dad put on the Joggie Hat for me... Ai... At that point of time, it was really touching. Who won’t have cry, unless you are those heartless person, then perhaps you wouldn’t. Anyway, I’m glad that I, POP loh…

Initially I though life in the army is going to be good. However, I am wrong, it is the opposite. Every now and then whatever I do, I have to think it twice, think it hard. Will I do it stupidly? Accident will happen if I don’t think hard enough. Throughout these eight weeks in army, I had learned that life is not about predicting or knowing what is going to happen next. It all about letting nature to take it causes. It does help to make life better. Thought there are dark clouds ahead it doesn’t mean that the days is going to be bad, it might turn out to be another way round. All I have to do is to give my very best in it, take whatever overcomes as part of a learning journey. Perhaps in future I might be reading this again, so I hope this will serve as a reminder for me to move on. Moving on to be a better person in future. Now, I am glad that I am passing out soon from Tekong to some other unit. I just hope that my life would be better ahead.

The stories of Kee M H continue…

We Are From Cougar Com-pa-ny!!!

Cougar Coy~~ Cougar Coy!!!

We Are From Cougar Com-pa-ny!!!

Yoz Yoz Yoz...
It has been a while since my last blogging...

Sorry guys for not updating...

Basically there is nothing much happening, it all about NS life. I guess it all about the same for those who had been through NS, just the siongness of the training and the stunt that I did during the training was different. (if you really want to know more... date me out and I will tell you more...)

Though there are weekends for me to book out and had fun but I spent it on going out with parents and did lot of shopping as compare when I’m not in NS. My mum even advice me that, I should stop spending on the non-necessities, though I receive salary every month. If I were to keep on spending I might not have the enough amount of money when the time comes.

I guess I really have to stop, but sometime. To me, spending money makes me feel happier, as it allows me to forget all the unhappiness that I had during the training. Spending on items that I like make me feel better. Now I’m still thinking of getting myself a new shirt when the next book-out comes.

Should I or should I?

Of course, is go for it lar… wahahaha…

Seriously, I misses a lot of thing, this includes my freedom, the girl that I used to love (wonder how is she now), and many more.

Finally all the three letters are here, NTU, NUS and NS letter.

Schooling letters which are the NTU and NUS are letters of rejection. Thanks you for applying, I regret to inform you that your application for the admission has not been successful. The admission selection committee has evaluated your application very carefully and thoroughly before arriving at this difficult decision.
(BULLSHIT man! PUKE! )

Anyway there isn’t any interest in me in studying anymore.

Reason: Not Very Sure.


As for the NS Letter: You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 10 July 2008 (THU) at 8.30am to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1
Location: PULAU TEKONG BESAR
(TRANPORT WILL BE PROVIDED FROM PASIR RIS BUS INTERCHANGE TO THE SAF FERRY TERMINAL) -.-

A.K.A: Army training lar… lorso…



I guess this is it, my future. No more study life. Nevertheless, I do not want a working life. I want a life which are challenging and happening. I wouldn’t want something which is boring. Working can be boring and this is what I have seemed throughout the year of working as a part-timer. How good can it be if I were to work as a full timer? I would have die out within a week. Hmmm….It really times to make some wise decision before it too late…

hmmm... there are alot of things I wanna tell you..

but... I do not have the chance and courage to tell you...

haii...

maybe it better off not saying it... :s

人总是当事情发生之后才发现，什么是好，什么是坏。

我就是不明白为什么不是相反呢？

要是相反，那该多好阿！

（也许到最后 你还是要走...）

能不能勇敢说爱(台湾偶像剧《公主小妹》插曲)歌词：

作曲：陈伟 作词：王雅君/黄文萱

世界太罗嗦能不能够惶恐
失踪

是谁在我的背后说什么
好象又没说

一颗心总被你悬在半空中
难受

可是你又迟迟不说爱我
没有你 我发现自己
无法感动

是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作

you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know
需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱

耶~~唔~~

关掉你的眼睛你的鼻和口
Say No

如果你也能放下所有
请你点点头

我的心只为你一个人跳动
心痛

可你还能为我改变什么

没有你 我发现自己
无法感动

是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作

you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know

需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱

耶~~

也许到最后
你还是要走

没有你 我发现自己
无法感动

是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作
you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know

需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱

耶~~

Graduate le..

Days are boring man...

No life...

Practically doing nothing at home.. Beside playing PSP..

They say.. At least you have something to do mah... But as when the time pass, you still will get sian one mah... (wah.. super singlish sia... who cares... who bother to read.. LolX)



Just don't understand why other people always has alot of entertainment... They could go out practically everyday... Won't they be spenting alot of money and how big is singapore that they can spend so many days going to different places? I'm different sitting at home playing games.. waiting for the NS letter to come.. ZZZZ...



Still wondering should I look for a job? or slack at home...

this is wad... which i haf been hook on...
Monster Hunter Freedom 2 armors

Days 13
Nothing much has change, since that day... (it still there)
Feeling quite happy but do not understand why...
There isn't any good thing happening on me and I'm feeling happy...
Weird sia...
I'm dam bored...
Don't feel like sleeping yet that reason why I was blogging...
Blog so as to keep me occupied...

Hmmm... still waiting for that DAM STUPID NS letter...
I wonder...
What would I get in as? NAVY? ARMY? or POLICE?

Hmm...

I can see that blogging is really not that popular nowadays...

Can't really know what are my friends is really doing through blogging...

I guess more and more people are either getting to lazy to blog (jus like me) or to busy to blog (jus like me)..

LOL...

Family problems still exist, all I can hope now...

Is to hope for a better life...

Perhaps someone who can understand me and is willing to share thoughts with each others...

HMM~~~~

yo yoz yozz!!!

wah! long time nv blog le...

there are so many things to write... but i do not know where to start...

even if i start there won't be an ending...

so i guess i better dun start...

haha...



to be truthful the reason why i blog today was... i recently came across this frm YOUTUBE kinda funny.. but it nice

三的心愿by FIR MMV © Maple Story San Ge Xin Yuan

Started working lor.. Ha-ha... Currently working at Power -One Pte Ltd, as an assistant enginner.
Started, more week ago ba. It a tuesday, but ending this job soon also.
Reason: It moving lor...
If it were to stay at where it is (International Business Park_Jurong) then i would have stay for two month...
SADED
Now i have to look for a new job... SIANZZ>>>>>


Nothing much, just that the working hour is longgg, which makes it very sian.... but it not stress at all.
Tragedy...I got a knock on my head. I do not understand how it happen, that heavy object just fall and hit my head. At that point I turn super alert. Before than I was sleep. OMG!! I guess that places is haunted, nobody touch it and it fall by it own. What makes it weird was, why did it fell when I was sitting under it.
BO BIAN>>> SUAY LAR>>>>
SAD!!!


I guess should be alright lar.. The pain has gone off, so I guess it should be alright.

I guess that about it... update you guys again...

haha:)

MINE'S OVERALL RESULT

FIRE!!

can yu believe it, my flat caught fire... OMG!!

For the first time my block is so happen....

no joke, if you don't believe do come down to Bukit Batok St 33 BLK 331 level 9

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

丁噹 可以不可以 [ 怪獸 MV 演出 ]

Angela 張韶涵 - 不想懂得 MV

Though everything has ended....

I'm Still gonna miss you guys....

GET HIGH


让我们get high (get high...)


让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind


rap


也许明天不知该往哪里去

也许不再有如此美的风景

但是总会有一段旋律在我心里

反复唱着浪漫美丽


有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)

幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)

总会有一天

能看见未来

我的爱

为你在



让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind



曾经害怕不知该往哪里去

曾经和寂寞相处已有默契

但是总会有一道阳光在我心底

给我力量

坚持到底



有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)

幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)

总会有一天

能看见未来

我的爱

为你在



让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind



让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind

SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD

inner strength

Something Gain = Something Lose

Golden Warrior Gold Lightan

(黄金戦士ゴールド・ライタン, Ōgon Senshi Gōrudo Raitan, Cantonese: 黄金戦士)

Sazer X Final

5th day of the year 2008

The upcoming week schooling will be resume. As usual, I have to rush for ppt. before 2pm, get it presented and then go home, or else go for FYP or training. Back to robotic life again, come to think of it I'm half hearted to go back to school and study.

This upcoming schooling week wouldn't be long. It only last for one month and that it. That the end of my poly life.

A new life awaits. (Life's of army)

This coming wed, will be the day of my biggest hurdle that I have to cross.

It the day of my competition, Singapore Robotic Games 2007.

I wondered... is my robot ready for this... hmmm...

I really wish I could won the a medals, so that during my final presentation would not be that difficult. At least a solid 'A' grade will be there. I guess I really have to pray hard...

Very HARD! (oh, god pls, let me win this competition)

I really have enough of doing FYP le.... T.T

It tiring... once in the life is more than enough, but not every year.

Today, was a boring a day. However, I am happy. Bought a new long sleeve shirt from MAN STUDIO at LOT 1. Kind of like it, but there is some problem in transition of my card. There might be two transition (I hope not). Met my aunties and uncles from my father side (p.s: my father's mother sister, not very close) during my dinner. Very first question that they ask:" Aren't you in NS now?" "Ermmm... soon this year... haha..." I replied. Second Question: Did you visit your grandmother (which is my father's mother). "YES, yes, yes, every sunday." I replied meanwhile my heart saying, Rain or Shine Never change. LoLx... Visited NTUC, bought some daily cans food for my grandparent and some daily food for our own consumption.

Pretty boring, but I think it was quite an interesting day for me. hmmm...

THOUGHTS:

Should I get a iPOD touch or PSP or both or non?

Watch AVP 2 or not? comments from others wasn't good.

I really miss those days... :(

I know I should voice out,

but my guts alway hold be back from doing so...