sleep sleep sleep..

all I know is sleep...

I should have been going out today....

But in the end I just slept once again...

Hopeless...I wonder...

When will I change or will I ever change?

It a weekend you know...

It another weekend burn...

If you wander off too far,

If you follow the wrong star,
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
If the bright lights blinds your eyes,
If your troubles break your stride,

If you ever feel ashamed,
When there’s only you to blame,
get back on your feet and think of me,

cos my love will get you home.

There are tons and tons of stuff in my mind.

Seriously, I do not know where to start.

Good, Bad, Kindness, Betrayal are all in my mind.

Nightmare seem to be getting more commons in my dreams.

Happiness are no longer existed.

How I wish, I wish...

I'm still looking for you,

where are you? Stop hidding,

will you please appear in my life,

soon?

Positive Feeling...
I always feel that I'm looking forward for something to happen…
Something which is good that will be going to happen in my life…
However, that is not always the truth as compare to what always has happen in my life…
So, what is the good feeling that I'm looking for?

I don't really feels, like what I usually feel it is..

IPPT: Silver

I got to seriously admit that I am getting old le...When I took my IPPT test, I'm kind of not being able to perform to the fullest. There seems to be some resistance that it pulling me back from doing so. I do not know what. It could be lack of training, I don't know. I can't jump as far as I used to for my SBJ. I can't run as fast as I used to for my shutter run. Chin-Up, doesn't improve much still the same. I aways feels that I can do more, but there is just some resistant that stop me from doing so. As for the 2.4km run, is the only station that I have improve on. Not very sure of the timing, but I could say that I have improve. From 11min 30+sec to 10min and don't know how many seconds. haha...Oop! Right after my IPPT I went back for my familiarization driving. God! My legs are aching man and that doesn't end my day. Part two was doing guard-duty. Not regimental but replacing someone. Kind of last minute thing. Up coming Monday I would be doing another duty. SIAN~~ Anyway after this coming Monday duty that would be the end of my this month duty. SHOIK! I guess that all I wants to say... BYE!!!!!!!

出 Stunt!!