Yoz Yoz Yoz...
It has been a while since my last blogging...

Sorry guys for not updating...

Basically there is nothing much happening, it all about NS life. I guess it all about the same for those who had been through NS, just the siongness of the training and the stunt that I did during the training was different. (if you really want to know more... date me out and I will tell you more...)

Though there are weekends for me to book out and had fun but I spent it on going out with parents and did lot of shopping as compare when I’m not in NS. My mum even advice me that, I should stop spending on the non-necessities, though I receive salary every month. If I were to keep on spending I might not have the enough amount of money when the time comes.

I guess I really have to stop, but sometime. To me, spending money makes me feel happier, as it allows me to forget all the unhappiness that I had during the training. Spending on items that I like make me feel better. Now I’m still thinking of getting myself a new shirt when the next book-out comes.

Should I or should I?

Of course, is go for it lar… wahahaha…

Seriously, I misses a lot of thing, this includes my freedom, the girl that I used to love (wonder how is she now), and many more.

Finally all the three letters are here, NTU, NUS and NS letter.

Schooling letters which are the NTU and NUS are letters of rejection. Thanks you for applying, I regret to inform you that your application for the admission has not been successful. The admission selection committee has evaluated your application very carefully and thoroughly before arriving at this difficult decision.
(BULLSHIT man! PUKE! )

Anyway there isn’t any interest in me in studying anymore.

Reason: Not Very Sure.


As for the NS Letter: You are hereby required under Section 10 of the Enlistment Act (Cap 93), to report for enlistment on 10 July 2008 (THU) at 8.30am to BASIC MILITARY TRAINING CENTRE SCHOOL 1
Location: PULAU TEKONG BESAR
(TRANPORT WILL BE PROVIDED FROM PASIR RIS BUS INTERCHANGE TO THE SAF FERRY TERMINAL) -.-

A.K.A: Army training lar… lorso…



I guess this is it, my future. No more study life. Nevertheless, I do not want a working life. I want a life which are challenging and happening. I wouldn’t want something which is boring. Working can be boring and this is what I have seemed throughout the year of working as a part-timer. How good can it be if I were to work as a full timer? I would have die out within a week. Hmmm….It really times to make some wise decision before it too late…

hmmm... there are alot of things I wanna tell you..

but... I do not have the chance and courage to tell you...

haii...

maybe it better off not saying it... :s

人总是当事情发生之后才发现，什么是好，什么是坏。

我就是不明白为什么不是相反呢？

要是相反，那该多好阿！

（也许到最后 你还是要走...）

能不能勇敢说爱(台湾偶像剧《公主小妹》插曲)歌词：

作曲：陈伟 作词：王雅君/黄文萱

世界太罗嗦能不能够惶恐
失踪

是谁在我的背后说什么
好象又没说

一颗心总被你悬在半空中
难受

可是你又迟迟不说爱我
没有你 我发现自己
无法感动

是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作

you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know
需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱

耶~~唔~~

关掉你的眼睛你的鼻和口
Say No

如果你也能放下所有
请你点点头

我的心只为你一个人跳动
心痛

可你还能为我改变什么

没有你 我发现自己
无法感动

是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作

you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know

需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱

耶~~

也许到最后
你还是要走

没有你 我发现自己
无法感动

是否 让身边的人都变成观众
我该做作
you are the sunshine in my life
don't really know

需要你的时候
感受你的温柔
能不能勇敢说爱

耶~~

Graduate le..

Days are boring man...

No life...

Practically doing nothing at home.. Beside playing PSP..

They say.. At least you have something to do mah... But as when the time pass, you still will get sian one mah... (wah.. super singlish sia... who cares... who bother to read.. LolX)



Just don't understand why other people always has alot of entertainment... They could go out practically everyday... Won't they be spenting alot of money and how big is singapore that they can spend so many days going to different places? I'm different sitting at home playing games.. waiting for the NS letter to come.. ZZZZ...



Still wondering should I look for a job? or slack at home...

this is wad... which i haf been hook on...
Monster Hunter Freedom 2 armors

Days 13
Nothing much has change, since that day... (it still there)
Feeling quite happy but do not understand why...
There isn't any good thing happening on me and I'm feeling happy...
Weird sia...
I'm dam bored...
Don't feel like sleeping yet that reason why I was blogging...
Blog so as to keep me occupied...

Hmmm... still waiting for that DAM STUPID NS letter...
I wonder...
What would I get in as? NAVY? ARMY? or POLICE?

Hmm...

I can see that blogging is really not that popular nowadays...

Can't really know what are my friends is really doing through blogging...

I guess more and more people are either getting to lazy to blog (jus like me) or to busy to blog (jus like me)..

LOL...

Family problems still exist, all I can hope now...

Is to hope for a better life...

Perhaps someone who can understand me and is willing to share thoughts with each others...

HMM~~~~

yo yoz yozz!!!

wah! long time nv blog le...

there are so many things to write... but i do not know where to start...

even if i start there won't be an ending...

so i guess i better dun start...

haha...



to be truthful the reason why i blog today was... i recently came across this frm YOUTUBE kinda funny.. but it nice

三的心愿by FIR MMV © Maple Story San Ge Xin Yuan

Started working lor.. Ha-ha... Currently working at Power -One Pte Ltd, as an assistant enginner.
Started, more week ago ba. It a tuesday, but ending this job soon also.
Reason: It moving lor...
If it were to stay at where it is (International Business Park_Jurong) then i would have stay for two month...
SADED
Now i have to look for a new job... SIANZZ>>>>>


Nothing much, just that the working hour is longgg, which makes it very sian.... but it not stress at all.
Tragedy...I got a knock on my head. I do not understand how it happen, that heavy object just fall and hit my head. At that point I turn super alert. Before than I was sleep. OMG!! I guess that places is haunted, nobody touch it and it fall by it own. What makes it weird was, why did it fell when I was sitting under it.
BO BIAN>>> SUAY LAR>>>>
SAD!!!


I guess should be alright lar.. The pain has gone off, so I guess it should be alright.

I guess that about it... update you guys again...

haha:)

MINE'S OVERALL RESULT

FIRE!!

can yu believe it, my flat caught fire... OMG!!

For the first time my block is so happen....

no joke, if you don't believe do come down to Bukit Batok St 33 BLK 331 level 9

Lets101 Quizzes - Quizzes For Fun

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

丁噹 可以不可以 [ 怪獸 MV 演出 ]

Angela 張韶涵 - 不想懂得 MV

Though everything has ended....

I'm Still gonna miss you guys....

GET HIGH


让我们get high (get high...)


让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind


rap


也许明天不知该往哪里去

也许不再有如此美的风景

但是总会有一段旋律在我心里

反复唱着浪漫美丽


有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)

幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)

总会有一天

能看见未来

我的爱

为你在



让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind



曾经害怕不知该往哪里去

曾经和寂寞相处已有默契

但是总会有一道阳光在我心底

给我力量

坚持到底



有一个梦在遥远深海(在遥远深海)

幸福的路陪你去等待(我陪你等待)

总会有一天

能看见未来

我的爱

为你在



让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind



让我们get high

用双手把天撑开

Oh……get high

要所有人都明白

泪水都不应该

因为我有你的爱

Baby you are always on my mind

SHOULD I BE HAPPY OR SAD

inner strength

Something Gain = Something Lose

Golden Warrior Gold Lightan

(黄金戦士ゴールド・ライタン, Ōgon Senshi Gōrudo Raitan, Cantonese: 黄金戦士)

Sazer X Final

5th day of the year 2008

The upcoming week schooling will be resume. As usual, I have to rush for ppt. before 2pm, get it presented and then go home, or else go for FYP or training. Back to robotic life again, come to think of it I'm half hearted to go back to school and study.

This upcoming schooling week wouldn't be long. It only last for one month and that it. That the end of my poly life.

A new life awaits. (Life's of army)

This coming wed, will be the day of my biggest hurdle that I have to cross.

It the day of my competition, Singapore Robotic Games 2007.

I wondered... is my robot ready for this... hmmm...

I really wish I could won the a medals, so that during my final presentation would not be that difficult. At least a solid 'A' grade will be there. I guess I really have to pray hard...

Very HARD! (oh, god pls, let me win this competition)

I really have enough of doing FYP le.... T.T

It tiring... once in the life is more than enough, but not every year.

Today, was a boring a day. However, I am happy. Bought a new long sleeve shirt from MAN STUDIO at LOT 1. Kind of like it, but there is some problem in transition of my card. There might be two transition (I hope not). Met my aunties and uncles from my father side (p.s: my father's mother sister, not very close) during my dinner. Very first question that they ask:" Aren't you in NS now?" "Ermmm... soon this year... haha..." I replied. Second Question: Did you visit your grandmother (which is my father's mother). "YES, yes, yes, every sunday." I replied meanwhile my heart saying, Rain or Shine Never change. LoLx... Visited NTUC, bought some daily cans food for my grandparent and some daily food for our own consumption.

Pretty boring, but I think it was quite an interesting day for me. hmmm...

THOUGHTS:

Should I get a iPOD touch or PSP or both or non?

Watch AVP 2 or not? comments from others wasn't good.

I really miss those days... :(

I know I should voice out,

but my guts alway hold be back from doing so...

Last day of the years

Go, Going, GONE!

OMG, now I'm just few minutes away from 2008.

There is a lot of thing happened this year.

Good, Bad, they are all over. Yeah! What a relief.

I have to say that I really put in a lot in my studies.

I could see that I work very hard for this year and I am very happy about it.

In up year, will be a year of happening.

The year of my Final Polytechnic studies, release of O level results, NS and many more which has lie before me waiting for my accomplishment. Sound scary but no matter what I will succeed and I know I will.

(When there is WILL, there is WAY)

Right here I wanna wish all the living organism around the world a

HAPPY 2008

周杰伦 - 彩虹(Jay Chou - Rainbow/Cai Hong) w/LYRICS

MV Story:-The guy suffers from cancer. He knew his time would come very soon, so before it happens, he brought his girl to all the places they went before once again, to relive their memories for one last moment.He then told her that he had to study abroad for a very long time. But in actual, he dare not face his girl thus wanted her to forget him . She never realized this until the day he passed away, when his diary was mailed to her. Only then did she found out about his true reason for leaving her and the thoughtful things he did before he died.

周杰伦 第二波主打歌 《彩虹》

作曲:周杰伦 作词:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有的云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开 我知道很简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP：
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

Appendix: Youtube.com

眷恋

爱情深埋在我

梦中

说不出口一种

难过

被风带远我

不能飞舞带的伤痛

你要转身你要走

不再多作停留

爱情深埋在我梦中

说不出口一种难过

眼中的落寞

这些都是我的错

你就笑着挥挥手

你的沉默我都

窗外雨水

像泪流满脸

你离去那一天

心快要崩溃

午后一种心碎

洒落在我面前

就算是伤悲

我不想太狼狈

请你说爱我

也留下岁月

下一秒钟就出现

你给的纪念

风吹过的思念

这诱惑的正面

就让我沉醉

带到我胸口

一天

爱情深埋在我

脑中

说不出口一种

难过

眼中的落寞

这些都是我的错

你就笑着挥挥手

你的沉默我都

21 Dec '07 Special Present

17 - 19 dec '07

Consistent of reporting to at 9am, work till 9pm for FYP.

This kind of life is totally meaningless, especially when no matter how hard you troubleshoot it, it still doesn't works.

Has been working for three days, there doesn't seem to be any improvement. Kind of getting tired toward it. I'm tired, please Mr. Rihatsu, please work and stop giving trouble.

20 dec '07

I have decided to give myself a break, not intend to go to school today. Just hope that the rest of the my teammates would be able to solve the problem that we have from Mr. Rihatsu.

Now, I just wish that I could spend this day meaningfully, without any regrets.

14 Dec '07, 10.05pm

OMG!!

My picture is at the front entrance of RP and exit of RP.

Wah!!!

Pai Seh Sai...

It in a poster size somemore....

WAH LIEW AI!!

Pai Seh lar...

:$

Now the whole RP knows about me...

:S

13 Dec '07, 11.59pm

No matter what this is going to be mine very Last Hurdler That I have to Cross......

CHIONG ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8 Dec 2007, 12.38pm

WHY I ALWAY DO NOT GET THE THING THAT I WANT THE MOST

02 第十行星 - 愛.歌姬(F.I.R.飛 兒樂團)

First day of the month, December 1st

hmm..

Nothing much to blog, just kind of bored.

It another boring weekends, haha...

Anyway, my photo taking for the RP's OpenHouse is out.

Allow you guys to have a chance to have a small peep on it.

Actually, the photographer took quite a few photos, but it end up only 4 was chosen, so I only have 4 photos, haha... :) To be truthful, I was quite nervous, it was my first time taking this kind of photo. In addition, it is going to be use for RP's OpenHouse. But anyway I think it nice. I like it. haha...

The very last day of November

For the sake of taking my UT, I have to take a 45min transport to school, then take a 45min test and took another 45min transport back home.

This is simply ridiculous.

What a waste of my time.

haiyo...

What make me think that this test wasn't worth taking is that I do not think that I will be able to pass this test. I simply just scribble some crap as my answer.

45min

What a 45min

It about 4pm in the afternoon, going to 5. I met you once again.

When I was about to the enter the lift taking bus back home. I thought I saw you, but it was you at all. She has the same appearance as you from the back, however it wasn't you at all. When we was in the lift, I tried to look repeatedly at her, to reconfirm that I didn't see the wrong person.

Ya... It wasn't her.

......

about 6pm, GZ, Teck, Terry, GM and Jasmine. We went to westmall to have dinner together. As usual, GZ ps us again. Terry has to meet his friend. GM have to collect his destop before the shop has close. So, we went back at about 9pm.

29 Nov 'o7, 23.43hr

Don't ever assume or think it will happens...

cos it will never happen...

NEVER!

27 Nov '07, 21:14hr

-blogging, meanwhile listening to F.I.R. latest album

Really do not know how to explain the feeling that I am having now...

It a mixture of worried, anxious, looking forward, lonely, happy and sad.

A feeling of something which is going to happen but I do not know what it is going to be.

Kind of misses alot of thing, friends, families and the unknown you.

An un-describable feeling...

Metamorphosis

it coming in a month time but yet nothing has happen...

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

How can I love you [x4]

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x7]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

Reminisces

Recently I attended a gathering. It is a gathering with all those who had went to Service Learning with me. A lot and lot of memory keep coming in. It has been almost one year since we are back from the village and I misses alot. I wonder how is the village, the kids and the tank that we have done there. I had lost all the photo as my lappy got reformatted, hence I can't really flip through my photo album.

Time really flies, those who suppose to be waiting for entering to NS has already waiting for POP. In a year times it would be my turn. Indeed, I'm looking forward for it, I wonder how it going to be like. Nevertheless, I'm worry that I will lose this bunch of good friends as when time goes~~~

思念是一种病(being unable to let go is a sickness)

思念是一种病 - 张震岳
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
多久没有说我爱你?
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 X 2
Oh 思念是一种病

Happy Deepavali

yoz... yoz... yoz....

Happy Deepavali to all those hindu in singapore....

haha...

boring days lei....

OMG!

super sianx!

Really got nothing to do (P.S: actually i haf some note to study on the up coming UTs, but lazy to study.... lol...), but to slack at home.

ohya....

i created my veri own friendster account...

so if you guys wanna add me... simple just add my msn account, it the same....

then i will jus accept you from there....

haha....

i'm still kind of new with it, so give me more time to get used to it...

parents are goin out from dinner at abt 6+

sian, which meani will be alone at home again....

boring... no life...

hope i will get some entertainment asap...

guess i will end here...

BYE!!~

Hmm...

I also dun know where to start...

it seem like there is alot of thing to write..

but do not know where to start...

and if i were to start...

it will never ends...

Now, I am jus hopping for a better life...

(有得必有失)

Yoz...
Last day of work....
I wonder, should I be happy or sad.
Feeling kind of 不舍得 (cannot bear) to quit the job but, there seem to be a lot of thing held which is far more important than this. {SADED}
Haiz...
I don’t know...

Over the weekday, I have taken two UT (understanding test). I think I will flunk both of the papers. In the beginning, I assume that I knew the topic very well; hence I am very confidence with the paper. However, when I was doing the paper, my mind was totally blank. I can’t even think what the various steps that can be use are. In addition, the resource was just right in front of me and I can’t even do it. I felt very miserable.
I thought I was prepared, but eventually I wasn’t...

It is always appear that I thought I am prepared but actually I am not. Whenever I felt prepared, I would not put as much effort as I would for the paper which I am not. Do not know like this kind of feeling, I WANT TO SCORE WELL!

But... Right now all I wish was, I could pass all the paper will do.

Guess what...
Today I wake up dam early today, 8am lei...
Guess what time I sleep?
5am,

only 3hr of sleep, what make it more miracles was I am dam awake. Just like a daylight owl. Don’t ask me why, because I also do not have the answers for it. LoL...

Hmm...
I guess today is going to be another boring day. Simply just hate weekends, study until like crazy during the weekdays hoping weekends will be an enjoyable, however, it always not the case. It either I am working or my friend are busy when I am free. The worst part is working. Imagine you work till the second day at about 2 to 3am, and you reach home at about 3+am, do you think you still can sleep? And when you woke up, you feel like as if you are still on the same day. What make it even more worst is that you only left with few hours of enjoyment then off you go to work again. Sound like No life right? Anyway, my last day of work is 19 Oct, this coming Friday.
Yeah!
My retail shop manager says that I can have to long period of break but do remember to come back. STUNT... I thought I am quitting the job, but it turn out to be a break? Whatever? It will depend on my mood to return back to Denise. To be frank, I kind of like the job just that the shift is too much. Where do you find a job that you can eat while you are working and drink wine for free? Perhaps I will go back, perhaps I will not. My retail shop manager, he looks highly on me, hoping that I will be back, and so is my friend there. I will miss you guys.. ;) thanks for all the helps..

Ohya.. I was just listening to this song by杨丞琳, the song title is call狼来了 it dam funny and I think it nice you all should go and enjoy it...
Lol..

早已见怪不怪
你说狼来了狼来了
说你还是爱我的
花心死心难改
我说狼来了狼来了
该有人帮你上一课

Hi all,
I am so sorry that I can’t join you for all those outing that you guys had organize. There are just too many thing that I am not willing to do had to be clear. Thus, I wouldn’t be available. But I guess till the end of this coming Friday, 19 October, I should be free enough to go out with you all.
Pia seh...

Boring boring boring... (blogging during lesson)

It so sickening, it seem like wolf is starting to wear sheep’s skin.
I do not know is it me that is being jealous or it the truth.
Jealous of being nothing to bullshit in class (being sha ka)
I am starting to hate this class, especially today lesson. It a dam boring lesson of all. All we talk about is servo and servo.
Wah~ it killing me...
Initially, I thought that this module E307 - Robotics & Automation will be interesting. It Robotics, I sure I will gain some interest in it, but since problem 1 to 4 it all servo and it all theory.
What makes it even more worst was the actor that I have mention before, who is in my class.
Someone, anyway save me...

I just wanna be quiet...

Dreams Dreams Dreams...

Funny, I am keep having a weird and weirder dream.
Is it a hint or is it I am thinking too much?

I don't know..

I MISS YOU!

School reopen lor...

First day of school, tio stress liao...

After attending my first meeting as what they usual called in RP, I found out that there are many smart student than what I have expected. OMG... this is really going to kill me. All these smart student they are really dam smart. Smart in the way where they can smoke their questioning, and make the facilitator believe that they know a lot. What make them more annoying were they like to perform well in front of the facilitator. Some of this smart student enjoys doing nothing during the breakout, and act hardworking in front of the facilitators. Acted to be as if he knows the whole world, but actually he didn’t even know what is just right in front of him. There is all kind of stunts perform by this smart student once you attend my class. Sadness! Nevertheless, there are some really smart students. That one TOTALLY NO COMMENT!

Die lar...
There are two different worlds in my class, extreme hardworking and extreme actor. This coming semester will not be as promising as what I thought it will be.

THE DARK KNIGHT

ROBOCOP

ONE HALF 一人一半
演唱： 伍家辉
词： 小寒
曲： 范俊福



一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才会久

时光累积 安静的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵这样的人

这样地等
无非是 等个回应眼神
为爱反滚 不及伤痕
甘心为你一身都浮沉

这样的人 别笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷 就算难残忍
等你想起这没用的人

一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开

已经找到爱 为何要先开

Tired and long 12 of September 2007...

Today I really don’t feel like coming to school. Reasons were firstly none of my FYP team member is coming and the director is coming down today therefore I need to go; robotic structure is still in my lab; and I have to work at 7pm to about 1+am or even later. So what is the point of going? I am just too lazy to go.
I’m tired, I need a longer nap.
After a long, dilemma, I still manage to pull myself to school.

What I did in school today was, I did some dissection to the motor. So as to check is it possible to be modifying from 180 degree turning into 360 degree turning. Since noboday is doing it so i have to do it. However, when I was about to dissect it I realise that I do not have the key for the cupboard where the tools are, therefore I will not have any tools to use.
Aiyo... silly me...
I shouldn’t have come to school man. No tools do what?
The more I think of it the more demoralizing I get.

In addition, I was thinking that was my robotic structure done? Will it be here by 1pm, as what my supplier had promised?
I had left with no choice, since I am here, I must well just do what I can. It would be a lot better than slacking until 4pm.
Hence, I started to borrow some tools from my friend and the dissection begins. Without knowing that will I spoil the servo, I just un-screw the whole servo and dismantled it.

............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............

At the about 12pm, I successfully modify the servo. Finally the dissection is done. Smile started to appear on my face. I was so happy. So happy until the only thing that I could think of was

LUNCH TIME. LOL…

After finishing my lunch, I waited and waited for the supplier to arrive. Since my job for today has been done my only thing un-done was waiting for my robot to be here. My dear robot, when will you arrive?
I waited and waited................................................
Finally, it arrived. Wooot!!!!!
From what I can see robot is only about 60 percent done and to me it was still alright. Anyway, it was what I have expected. I guess this supplier really have to push him to get his job done. Anyway I appreciate his effort. It was well done, everything is to my standard just that if the entire component were to be built in, if everything were to be done by today that will be a lot better.
............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............ ............

And now I am only left with waiting for the director to come.

waiting day sia...

The waiting time is tiring;

it makes me even more tired. As when the more tired I get the more I think of is SLEEP.

Guess what happen after a long period of waiting. That director is not coming, once I receive a message saying that he is not coming, I packed my bag and off I go.
Hello director, people need to work, and might be late, if you are not coming please inform us earlier. Make me wait for you for so long.

Wah Liew Ai....
Anyway I manage to rush home in time for my dinner and short bath, before I head down to from my work.

Un-expertly before worked, I needed the toilet badly, I need to bomb. Suddenly I have a bad stomachache that I have clear it at my working place before i can start working. After clear my waste material. Felt relieve. Haha..

Shoik ar...
Today’s working was still alright, but I think I still need to brush up my meroising skill. In addition, today I drank a lot more that what I did before.
Alcoholic drink such as 95 percent alcoholic drinks, 5-6 glasses of red wine, some ‘pop’ drink as what they normally called as (Voka mix wif Ice Cream Soda) and 1 glasses of champagne.
OMG!
I really did drink a lot today.

Initially I told myself not to, but in the end my friend wanted me to, and I do not want to be a wet blanket so I drank some (which is a lot, I guess)
Today was indeed a tiring day, overall it still fun, especially the working time. Anyway it 3.43am now, it a brand new day hope it would be a lot better than today.

Program:
12 noon report for training. (Dragon)

Recently I watched these three movies
Haha...
Both of this movie is interesting, you all should go and watch. ;)
trust me it nice....

881: The Papaya Sisters

Ratatouille





as for the other moive...




The Bourne Ultimatum

i dun really get the movie... maybe i didn watch the first two moive, "The Bourne Identity" and "The Bourne Supremacy". however, if you like action moive... I still recommend you all to go and watch...

881 電影主題曲
一人一半 - 伍家輝

Practically the whole of today this song has being lingering in my mind...
Hmm...
迷路兵 - 适应

没想过爱竟会下落不明寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走步出背影
我只能静静地
风吹醒 那些曾经
转过身我用眼泪聆听
心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住不断地翻起

没想过爱竟会下落不
明寂寞都不忍心
故事的结局走步出背
影我只能静静地
风吹醒 那些曾经
转过身我用眼泪聆听
心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所有回忆
你却一直住在心理 事谁都无法代替

我的心 该怎么学会去适应
那些没你的安静
我 也想小心地收起所有回忆
却总是忍不住不断地翻起
爱开始了该怎么去喊停

it is me, that is thinking too much or there is a meaning behind it....

? . ?

hmmmm..........

???????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Forth day of working

Hmmm...
After working for the forth day, I am getting more and more into this job that I am working with. Even thought sometime I am required to drink some wine, which I preferably say no if I can, working is tiring or had to spend a lot on cab fare. Whenever there is friend where we can always joke together, learn from each other and had fun along with it, working at Denise is fun, and it is the kind of job that suits me now.
Today I drunk quite a lot of wine, initially the feeling of drinking a wine to me was unpleasant. However, after I had drunk a couple of times I get this feel of being “HIGH”, which really makes me, feel very happy. And this is one good thing about drinking wine. It will not get you drunk so easily but “HIGH”. I know that I am feeling kind of dull this couples of days, but after drinking it, it make me to forget all the sadness that I had in mind. This is the kind of feel I am looking for everyday. I know that drinking is not a good way of hiding the problem that I have. No matter what I have to find ways to make myself happy rather than drinking and I will do it.

To conclude working at is Denise fun fun fun...
Perhaps you guys should try drinking some wine also. You could visit the website if you want to: “http://www.denisewine.com/index.asp” or you can come down to Upper Bukit Timah, Railway Mall to look for me. PS: come only when I am working, if unsure call me. LoLxx

Third day of working...

After working for the third time, I found out that I shouldn't have start working. It is not because working there was boring or what so ever. I find working there very meaningful and fun. I enjoy working there and do not intend to stop working. However, now I’m really worried that the events that are coming on my way would be crashing into each other. Perhaps if I had foreseen that this would have happen then I should have avoided it. Is abandoning dream to hope for a better life a good choice? I do not know, just hope everything will run smoothly. :S


Abandoning dream to hope for a better life ?

Question - Answer

Doubts, Difficulty, Issue, Inquiry, Problem and Query all these question have always being hunting on me. However, today it seems like it revealing the answers itself slowly today as the time pass. I do not know how long these have been hunting me, but anyway I am just glad that most of it has been resolve. Most of the answers seem to be just too simple to understand just that I always think too much on the answers. Or perhaps I am just hiding from the truth.

Anyway problems are cleared; hope to live a better life in future… :)

wah... worried.... dam dam worried....
at about 3.05pm... i taken my forth english oral...
OMG>>>
i wonder did i did successfully or badly....
the examiner ask me a question... cant remember very clearly what the question was...
but i remember clearly that the examiner asked me a question repeatly....
is that good or bad...
hmm... i wonder...
what made me worried more was... he rasie his word when he asked this question...
die die die....
i dun wanna retake english again.... :(

before i go on...
i wanna thank someone.... (dun intend to mention the name)
that someone... has given me alot of motivation and help for this oral...
THANKS YOU AUNTI!!!
For helping AUNTI'S DI PING YOU
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hai.... anyway what over is over...
dun think about it le...
the more i think the more i'm worry about it....
the more sad i get...

hmmm... come to think of time...
time really flies.... year three, first semester has officially ended yesterday...

in abt three week time.... it another 16 week of hardwork....

recalling back... for the last 16 week of studies...
like there isn't any interesting event that makes me want to stay in that period....

how i wish this upcoming 16 week are full of excitement that i could look forward to...

the end of this sem is apporaching...
here are some of the ppl that has been going through the hardship along with me in skool...

Classmate: E46L
RDLCT
Republic Dragon and Lion Cultural Troupe's members

my FYP's team; robot name: Rihatsu

Late for school

OMG this is the second time I'm late for school, this time is even more worst. Can you believe it, I wake up at 8.00am, instead of 6.45am.

no choice lar...

I'm just too tired....

Need more sleep man...

(*o*)zzZZ

now i can think of is JUST SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.....

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泪 - 迷路兵

深夜里 无法习惯没有你

不愿意再走下去这距离 痛得我不能呼吸

难忘记你的失去

多少眼泪都无所谓

我闭上眼睛不能入睡

只希望你给我一些安慰

这些眼泪我无所谓

真心的对待最珍贵

我回头想起爱情的甜美

永远不后悔

深夜里 无法习惯没有你

不愿意再走下去

这距离 痛得我不能呼吸

难忘记你的失去

多少眼泪都无所谓

我闭上眼睛不能入睡

只希望你给我一些安慰

这些眼泪我无所谓

真心的对待最珍贵

我回头想起爱情的甜美

永远不后悔

牵领我进入睡梦追随

重温过去 我们俩梦中相依偎

虽是梦幻 愿沉醉

多少眼泪都无所谓

我闭上眼睛不能入睡

只希望你给我一些安慰

这些眼泪我无所谓

真心的对待最珍贵

我回头想起爱情的甜美

永远不后悔

yoz yoz yoz...

it has been a while i have not blog again...

haha...

hmm... i think got one month le ba... hehe...

wad to do...

lazy to blog lar..

haha...

hmm...

reason that i was blogging tonite was...

nothing to do...

si bei sian...

there isn't any gd thing happening in my life....

all i have were disastrous,

laptop spoil lar...

not scoring well for UT....

being group with an elite team (a team who doesn't work but slack)....

can't stand it man...

hai...

it weekend man..

i should be going out with my friend during my weekends, however, i am staying at home rotting...

come on man... i need mircale.... i need some good luck....

Today’s mood: Moderate

Lesson time, was the hardest time to pass, what makes it even worst was the UT (understand Test) that I just took. That UT totally cannot make it. I think I would flunk another module’s UT again.
SAD! :’<

However, after school program was fun.
Firstly, I met up with terry at woodland MRT control station and head to BB Mac., to teach him Digital. OMG to be frank I almost forgotten every single topic that my facilitator has taught me, I guess I had return all the knowledge back to my facilitator. Luckily, I do not have to retake that module again. If not I guess, I would have to re-study the whole module again.
Meanwhile we wait for GM, GZ and Teck to arrive. As when everyone arrived we went to westmall arcade, then follow by TIGER!!! Terry favourites.
As when we finishes our drinks, GZ, Terry and me went to GM’s house. Play BLACK JACK. HINTS: Do not be the zhuang, it will make you acuminate a lot of owning to others. If you do not believe, ask GZ.
Haha...

Hmm.... I guess this is how my days end today, 29 of June 2007.

Tomorrow is another new days, I guess, I need make myself happy by doing some shopping and catch some movie, Transformers. Yeah!
There seem to be a lot of thing to buy...

Shopping list

• Jacket


• Watch


• Batman logo polo tee


• Music CD (张韶涵 - 梦里花)


• I-Dog


• PSP(maybe only)
  

I guess that should be it.
Haha.. We shall see how tomorrow ba... ;)
Ai... nono... it about another 12 hr from now ba>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

What is love & what is marriage?

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question,go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi andcome back. But the rule is: you can go through themonly once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, hesaw one big padi, but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one...but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him.

Later, when he finished more than half of the padifield, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted!!!! So, he ended up wentback to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise,you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked.

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question,go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go through them only once and cannot turn back to pick." The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back acorn.... you look for one that is just nice, and youhave faith and believe this is the best one youget.... this is marriage."

幻想爱 - 张韶涵

是我在做梦 我看到许多熟悉的环境
今天我会爱上谁 一切都无法掌控
没法去想你我的暧昧 Cold as ice
只好天天想着你 希望你走回相片里
Cause love is what I need

Everyday with you I wann let you know

我会爱你更多 幻想是你
在日出那一刻 相信我的眼里只有你
Everyday with you I'm gonna let you know
回忆无法取代 爱的是你
you can make me feel this way

是我还在梦 我听见一个熟悉的声音
是雨还是我的泪 游戏中我已被冰冻
只希望你能将我唤醒 Cold as ice
是你温暖我的心 还是这幻觉的意境
提醒了我自己

Everyday with you I wann let you know

我会爱你更多 幻想是你 在日出那一刻 相信我的眼里只有你

Everyday with you I'm gonna let you know

回忆无法取代 爱的是你

you can make me feel this way

Love is today
他爱我他不爱 他不爱还是爱我
玫瑰花当沙拉 爱我不爱想得太多
癞蛤蟆魔咒法 乌龟珍珠加只尾巴

他爱我他不爱 oh.. 我想一个傻瓜

Everyday with you I wann let you know
我会爱你更多 幻想是你 在日出那一刻 相信我的眼里只有你
Everyday with you I'm gonna let you know
回忆无法取代 爱的是你
you can make me feel this way

Everyday with you I wann let you know

我会爱你更多 幻想是你 在日出那一刻 相信我的眼里只有你

Everyday with you I'm gonna let you know

回忆无法取代 爱的是你

you can make me feel this way

Love is today

I'm in love today...

Teck's Birthday pic is finally out

let us welcome the ah "BENGS"

Mr. Super Duper Not Relax (Terry)

vs

Super Duper Relax (GM)

Beast(Me) VS YangDao(Teck)


Mr. Whatever (GZ, Alex)

Teck: GUYS! WESTMALL IS CLOSE WHY ARE U ALL STILL STAYING HERE @ MY TEH-PUAH..
Kelly, Terry, Me, GZ, Alex, GM: SORRY BOSS

Memories

first time is history...i'm late for school
OMG.... today really isit my day... first thing first...
stupid 187...
i reach the bus stop at abt 7.35amusually the bus will come at this time, but today... it doesn't..it came at abt 7.50... OMG...lidat confirm late...but if it happen that i got onto the bus, i'm still be able to make it....sadly, i don't...the bus was pack full of people..
die...
what on heaven is today?
late days? No choice got to wait for another bus, this bus even more powerful, it reach at abt 8.05...wah liew.. hai...no choice i have to hop onto the bus no matter wad...when i was on the bus, this STUPID driver, drive dam slow... what the hell.. what makes it worst were, he stop at every bus stop for abt 10min...the bus was so pack with people, he still insist to load more people..don't know he is brainless or tryin to be kind...
wah~~
now confirm plus chop late liao... as a matter of fact, i'm late...for the 1st time in history i'm late for schoo...lesson start at 8.45am, i reach at 8.58am...haii.....i think that goes my grade... what make me feel more down, was i fail my UT... OMG... D for Data com. die lar...

see...

i guess i really got to study hard lei...

no more slackin and enjoyment...

it all abt study study study....

hmm...

during lesson time and training....

everything still alright..

however... during dinner time..

sad case happens again...

i oso dun understand y it happen..it jus happens....

haii....

i guess isn't really my day today...luckily it ending soon...hope tml will be a much better day....
i think i gtg le..
inuyasha time! :)

Yoz...

ha-ha... it seem like years i have not update my blog le...
need to do something before i start...

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clearing in progress

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10%

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 38%

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 45%

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 78%

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 89%

DONE!

~~~~~~~

haha... too many spider-web le... need to clear lar... hahaha....

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hmm...

i oso do not know where to start...

since the very last update, life remains unchange...

there are days where is super down,

there are also days which is very happy,

but do not understand why?

?.?

hmmm....

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life seem to be meaningless when the school term has started.

everyday is just like working robot...

work non-stop.

stop?

what is stop?

no stopping, only repeated life.

that how my life was...

but after talking to a "long lost friend"

i became more alert, less being moody, or non-toneless life...

that is only in school, during lesson time...

~~~~~~~

however, journey back home is still remain unchange...

boring, tired, sian...

no life man...

whenever i step on the bus, sit down, all these would start to haunt me...

~~~~~~~

hmmm....

meaningless...

i really need changes man...

~~~~~~~

changes....

~~~~~~~~

*-)

even thought sometime in school or even outside we still happen to met each others

i still miss u...

my "long lost friend"

Memorable Public Holiday (Good Friday)
Today indeed was a memorable public holiday, a good Friday…

But the sad cases was not photo as a memory. :(
Not only I had enjoyed myself, I learned quite a few things in life.
Which is firstly, arcade indeed is a good place to release stress; a place where you could forgot about all the sad memories that you had before. Certainly it a place where you have to spend a lot of money to do so, however, if you think that you spend the money as an exchange of one big red plastic packet of sweet and a lot of soft toy, depending on how many investment you are willing to put in.
What was unexpected was that, I spent nearly about 5 hour in a day in the arcade. Un-believable, this is really something, which I never think that I could do. Nevertheless, come to think of, if you were to exchange it from all your unhappiness, it worth it. Besides learning that arcade is a good place for buying time, I also had learned how to drift a Daytona Car. It not only, about a normal drifting but it is all about drifting it with style. Haha... what an achievement... lol...
Today I also had learned that I should go and improve my Techoew.
Oh my god!
Guess whom I met in the shopping mall today?
It my Lao Ma, talking to her was really a tough job for me, as I had almost forgotten most my Techoew language, thus she did not understand what I was trying to tell her. I guess I not only had to brush up my English, but my Techoew too.
A flash back appear when helps Kelly to sent his stead home, which was to see her mother waiting for her to come back. It already 2+ am Saturday morning and her mum did not sleep because she was not back home yet. This incident did happen on me once; I did wait for my mum to come back once because I was worried thus I know the how it feels. And my mum did wait for me to come back before she could turn in. The feeling of waiting was not easy; you know yourself that you are tired; however, you cannot sleep because someone whom you care has not reach home. Thus, it makes me even more unwilling to stay for longer at night with friends; I do not want my mum to wait for me. Unless I know that she had gone to sleep then, perhaps I would do so. If not I would avoid.
Lastly, I had to keep this in mind:
WORKS AND STUDIES EXRA HARDER as this would be the last year of my studies. If not it would be my turn to worry the only choice is going into NS.

Pei Seh ar.. Blog rotting liao...
haha...

okok... hmm... So where should I start?

ok..

let us talk about school hoilday...

should you spend your school hoilday relaxing? Play game (CO or Maple)... basically enjoying life?

or

you should spend your hoilday going back to school? lot of commitment to be accomplish ?

To me I think I should do both...

cos I have to, it part of my life...

commitment in school make me feel that I had not wasted my day, at least I had learned something new on that day. However, all these commitment that I had, makes me to have lesser time going out with my friend.

SOrry huh guys!

need to find time to pei u all lei... haha...

I guess for the start of this week, I had to make my weekend for enjoyment while weekday for work, rather than work throughout. Anyway I'm trying to release some of the commitment for that I could have more time relaxing, going out with parent and friend...

SEE-->

OH

MY

GOD

Willie driving his FAV car... :)

Yeah!

Finally i got my N73 music edition...

Ha-ha....So happy..... :)

:)
some photo to share wif u all

NTU competition

1st Runner-up

photo taken at the chingay performance ( i was one of the performance)

My house Lion Dance performance

Woodlands CC LNY

PS: no CB this time...

:) next time ba!

It has been as while I had not blog...

Sorry for that...

To be Frank, I'm actually not in the mood to blog, that the reason why I do not blog.

Even since my O level result is out, I since to be very moody...

what to do... fail lar..

hai...

super down...

II

l l

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But life still has to go on... and i did...

walkin aimlessly... moody...

even though my NTU_NWF_comp on 10Feb07...

I came in first runner up...

but it still seem meanless for me...

there are day that i feel like giving up...

BUT...

something since to pull me back again...

hai....

it seem so hard to let to go......