你常常说 我很完美
没人能取代 我给的一切
我就以为 我努力更完美
我们 就会永远
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

後来你说 我太完美
值得更好的 陪在我身边
你不是我 你怎么能体会
你有 多么珍贵
完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美成了罪

完美并不美 我们多虚伪
你让我的好 变成一种罪
完美并不美 当你爱了谁
我的完美也只是 不完美

我要快乐。。。

Yoz yoz yoz...
What have I being doing man, you might ask.
Training lor...I guess..
More and more responsibility are coming in. It like a never ending stories.
I wonder if I could cope. Yes I can, trying to be positive.
Being the best out of the worst is the best I can do.
The facts is that I am alway being the worst, maybe all I can do is at least try to be the best out of the worst.
DO MY BEST!

whenever these song is being played over the air.
it always reminds me of you.


would it be good if we were to remain as friend?
or
a one step forward as a couple?


do I really need you like just like the superman who need the sun to survive?
it has been days we have not being contacting each other.
what is happening between us ?
will there be a day that you will ever think of me?
I wonder...

If there a day..

just that particular day that you will think of me..

you really got to tell me..

I guess, today will be the day that I will never forget...

Finally..I pass my TP...wooootttt....

I thought I would have fail, but I didn't. I made it through. WOW!

Willie Bolei! Willie Bolei!

You all won't know how down I was yesterday, but today. SA-KA-LIAO

Saturday is my Island-Wide, die.

Need to hit 100KM for both rover and tonner.

Which mean I have to drive for hours and hours.

OMG!!!

Guess guess guess...

Guess who I met today...

Chio-bu lei...

lolx... It someone who I know...

Has been a while I didn see her...

But who know that I met her.... wooott...

POP loh.. 250209
haha...

Finally this days really comes.
Training for the parade was siong ar... Image that you trained in the rain and you got tan. Weird right? This show that how strong the UV rays are. What makes it worst is it rain dueing our actual parade. Wah liew ai... Luckily it stop just right before the time when my parent can come forward to put on the chevrons for me. haha.. What make the parade a memorable was the rainbow that we right behind of us. Cool right. OMG! It not only one but two lehx... haha...

There are some of the photo enjoy sorry about the two rainbow it not inside pity right haha...

It has been a while that I did not go out with my poly friend.
But today, I went out with them to celebrate Farah's birthday. There are Nurul, Fariz, HuiWen, Farah cousins, sister and her some other friends. I'm kinda stupid, didn't know that it a surprise party for Farah and I say Hi to her. which i suppose not to. We went to Minds Cafe, have a little touch up on what are they doing. It is mend to be fun but it turn out to be kind of boring because most of them are Malay and only me and HuiWen are the only Chinese, the rest of the Chinese all have their stupid reason for not attending... -.- What makes it worst was Fariz and Nurul, they are no longer couple. They are back to friend friend kind of relationship. Just happens that me and HuiWen are between them. So it normal that we will feel kinda of weird in between them, so we just start chatting with each other. SAD. They used to be a lovely couple, but then they do not have time to spent with each other, things change. So is it true that when guys are going into NS, it better not to be involve in relationship? After the celebration Me and HuiWen took a ride home together, don't think too far. We are going home together is because we are staying quite close to each other so we are going home together and not I'm sending her home, wrong thinking lei... But being truthful, I alway feel that after chatting with her, I felt happier then usual. Maybe it because I have someone whom I can share my life with. I really hope we could have more, as a friend to friend chats. :)

Time really flies...
Course finally come to an end, so happy. Haha...
This week was one of the most siong week in FLB(Fun Loving Boys).
Construction, camouflage, deployment really is a pain. Nevertheless I glad that I have made it through. All thank to all my pioneer. I couldn't have done well without you guys, Thank you guys. Up coming weeks I would be going back to ETI then driving school. No worry, I'll be back at around May, and once again I'll bring joy to you all. haha...
With pride I will lead.

海的思念绵延不绝
终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会跟幸福相见

承诺常常很像蝴蝶
美丽的飞盘旋然后不见
但我相信你给我的誓言
就像一定会来的春天

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

在最开始的那一秒有些事早已经注定要到老
虽然命运爱开玩笑真心会和真心遇到

Is anyone enjoying in army? I doubt so.
Nobody likes to talk about army once they enter in the army, but still their conversation are all about army. Trying to hide, trying to giving lot of excuses, trying to make himself happy, but in his heart, he knows whatever he think was a liar to himself.

Yesterday, I went back to RP, for the Chingay performance at night, didn't get a chance to go on Friday, because my book-out timing was too late. Sad. Tons of thing did happen in my club, could see that my junior are changing, they are growing up, almost all found their partners but for the rest who don't. JiaYou lei. You guys will find one soon, too... Could see that there are improvement in their performance. Anyway, during the Chingay performance I got a very bad injury. Now, all the joints that I have, are have cracking sounds. Even with a small movement a crack sound can be hear. Especially my right shoulder, it hurt. God this coming weeks I'm going to have my SOC test. How I am going to pass. (ZZZZZ) Should I go see the MO? (hmmm...) Sian... this coming Saturday I would be having my gaurd duty. Which mean I cannot enjoy my weekends. :( Haiyo! sian sian sian! It ok, it alright, two more weeks and one day, it would be the end of my specializing phrase. Here comes my class 3, 4, & 5. YEAH!

MISTAKE,
I make tons of mistake,
So many that I can't even account for it,
There are time where I fall,
I did manage to pull myself through,
And I did learn from my mistake,
But how long can I last?
I don't know...

下一個雨帶 夏天傍晚 我都毀虧 唱歌的踹 嘿
把心情都吵醒 月光甩啦很涼快 就是這樣回憶起來
第一次告白 You gotta wall I can

我裝了很這些等你機械 很可愛 你說活在明天活在期待
不如活著今天的人在 我說我懂了楔ㄦ太快
未來你一定要展開 第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快

站在地上的腳踝 因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在
第一次浪漫去愛 愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩
它總是永遠那麼燦爛

你很搞笑你很奇怪 你頭髮很亂 有的時候
你突楓飢琲漕 變得很勇敢 怎麼說來很不單純

你陪我看海 還那麼來 我又好像 不應該把你想得有點壞
壞的是我發現不知不覺 不見到你不是很習慣
你的眼神裡好像也期待 期待不一樣的未來

第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快 站在地上的腳踝
因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在 第一次浪漫去愛

愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩 它總是永遠那麼燦爛
藍色的海 海上的魚 應了那段 不轉彎 那未來

你說活在明天活在期待 不如活在今天的自在
我說我懂了楔ㄦ太快 未來你一定要展開

第一天我存在 第一次呼吸暢快 站在地上的腳踝
因為你而有真實感 第一天我存在 第一次浪漫去愛
愛是騰空的魔幻 第一天的純真色彩 它總是永遠那麼燦爛

永遠那麼燦爛 永遠那麼燦爛
First day first day
First day first day
First day
Today every day first day

约定

说好的三年不见面用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又过了我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现，空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们那时的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了。。
你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了。。。。

what is your, it is your

what is not your, it is not your...

so it better not to think of ways to get it...

Days in FLB still remain unchanged. I still don't seem to be remembering thing. Even my personal stuff. Aiyo! 失败! lehx! God!
Weekends are changing, from going out to staying at home. My parent keep enforcing, and wants me to go out. Meet up with friend, get a life. But all I can think of is after one week of constructing both my mind and body so tired that all I wan is to stay at home. Watch TV, cartoons will be good, play game or some other thing. There are just too many thing that I had plan to do at home are still undone and has been postpone to another week, if this goes on it will never end. Staying at home isn't boring, it "休息是为了走根长的路". LOLx... Chim ritez! I learn it from a friend of mine. Ha-ha... Get a life, I'll try. Upcoming week of construction would be at the transit gap, in addition I'm the IC of the week OMG, more stress is coming in. But, I have rest enough and I'm ready for it, just bring it man.

I dreamt of u again,

lying down on my shoulder,

hugging my arms.

R u the one?

Or it just only a dream

My Own shadow

Today was a memorable day, I thought that I shouldn't be going there because there someone whom I used to love was there. Sounded abit childish, butthis is how I feel. I never ever told this to her before, as I thought a guys like me, does not suit her at all. In the past, our friend like to make fun of us. Saying we are like couple the thing that we do the place we go, we are always togther, there are other friend around us, but it appear that we look like couple. How I wish that she is my GF but she's not. There is also once that she was so angry that she scolded the person whom was making fun of us, she spoke out loud that we are impossible. I was glad that I did not spoke out that I like her. If not I would have hurt more. That was like about two year ago, and we have kept a distance from each other. Today, one of her friend made fun of her once again... She didn't reacted much but I was worried that her got angry so I took one step back, so as to create a misunderstanding. And now I'm at home I wathing this show. It happen that the story line was just like mine. OMG, but the ending is different lar... haha...
hmmm....
Now I'm just thinking.... and kinda worried...
Should I or Shouldn't I?

010109

The first day of the year, I'm spending it not doing anything, but doing guard duties. Might sound quite sian 1/2... but it regimental so bo bian lar...
To be truthful, this guard duty that I have was quite interesting. My prodding was at 12pm hot sun, god really this really can kill someone man. It not tiring, but I’m just being exhausted by the heat. Next duty was after dinner, my buddy and I walk so fast just to rush back watch 心花朵朵开 and we did made it just in time. Lolx. Midnight duty was the most interesting, I got chase by three dogs during my duty. Wooott.. No worry, my buddy and I weren’t hurt. How did it happen, I also don't know. It just happens very fast, I was just only thinking about would I encounter/chase/attack by a dog and then it just happen. Not One but three dogs. My buddy and I were walking toward our checkpoint, sudden we heard dog barking. Initially, I thought there are only two dogs which were like just playing and chasing each other so we don't intend to disturb. However, they are not, they are running toward our direction. And these two dogs are calling for backup. From two and now it becomes three. OMG!! During that point of time all we could think of is, don’t run, stand still and nothing will happen, and we did. The dogs did come to a hault but it was just right beside my buddy and it keeps barking and barking. We do not know what to do, maybe if we turn around and walk away from it, it would stop. As when we turn around and walk away it run toward us again. Dotz! The whole area was cover by all the barking so it decide to carm them down by just doing shhh.. and shhh... It works. Not only it succeeds, the dogs turn and run away. WHAO! Amazing! Haha! We reported back and inform the guard com. that we are unable to get to the checkpoint. We were told to skip the checkpoint and carry on. Yeah! Lolx! The following day, my duty was to check the vehicles from entering the camp. Got scolded for no reason by the drive, but I am just too tired to care about him. haha~! Dam shag!
Fatigued level: 90%

Brain functioning level: 10%

Overall: 100%(cannot work and think)

LOLX

What a new year to start with...

What an experience

New year Resolutions is to get a GF. ;)

一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次見面看妳 不太順眼 誰知道後來關係 那麼密切
我們一個像夏天 一個像秋天 卻總能把 冬天變成了春天

妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳


妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳

妳了解我所有 得意的東西 才常潑我冷水怕我忘形
妳知道我所有 丟臉的事情 卻為我的美好形象保密

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳

woo woo ~ ~ woo woo ~ ~ ya ya ~ ~

Poor Memory

Simply just do not understand why, my memory is getting weaker and weaker. I am not being able to remember thing as good as in the past. WHY, I do not know. I wish I would know why too, but this annoyed me a lot. Imagine that you have tons of things to remember, but you just can’t remember it, till it too late. Sometime I would stare in the blues, thinking that there are thing that I have forgotten to do but I just can’t think of it. When I was far away from it, then I would remember. This just can’t go on, if it does, I really do not know what to say.

I wan a better life!!

Guess what guess what...
haha..


This year Christmas, I'm counting down in the toilet!
haha..
sorry lar.. people got bad stomachache lar...


Anyway same old shit again, there are so many things I want to say but I don't think I could list them all out. Days in training are full of downs than ups. Kanna F*** until like don’t know who the hell am I. However, I still manage to pull myself through. If you don’t get any scolding then that might be something wrong somewhere. Through the scolding I did manage to learn some of my mistake. Yes indeed I am learning. But, :( there are just too many things to learn. I have to admit that I am a stupidly slow learner. I am willing to learn if they were to have patient with me. Apologise if I really boil your blood. Haha..
Each and everyday, my days seem to be very down, however, it turn out to be still alright. There are times where I think my day will be fruity but it turns out to be very bad. What to do, anyway I am booking in soon; and about roughly this time I will book out again tomorrow. Shiok sia!!
Haha.. Tomorrow SOC! Happy or sad I do not know?
Perhaps I’ll tell the next time. ;)

Do my best 把夢實現 走到海的最遙遠
就把時間化成永遠 找尋新的體驗
Do my best 當成信念 航向天的那一邊
拼著地圖 我能找到 心中那座 美麗樂園