Monday, May 23, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
What a day...
Indeed what a day, this morning I woke up early 6.15am. Got woke up by my dad, then I was wondering why am I waking up so early. Exam over, No school, he wake me up for what. (1< min later...) OMG today I taking my IPPT, so must wake up. Up, I'm wake off I go to Maju Camp for my IPPT. Result of course pass lar, haha... 100 dollar, so happy don't know why. After that I was waiting for James to fetch me for Lion Dance's performance at Bedok Esso Mobile. He reply and said that he will be there in an hour time. So I decide to take bus to Sun Shine Plaza(haha.. It Sun Rise actually) for my 2 dollar meal. One times Coffee, and two half boil eggs. OMG!! super nice. Before I finish my meal, Kervin called and ask where am I. .Sun Shine Plaza(It Sun Rise for god sake)! lol, wrong info. But in the end, I manage to find out then got him the right place. Off I get onto the lorry off we go. Once we reaches Esso Mobile, I got myself change and ready for performs. I super wired thing happen, this particular lady wears a thick make-up and everyone seem to be talking about her come toward me. At first I thought she just walk pass so as to walk away from the main path for vehicle to drive through. I was wrong, she was walking toward me and she started to touch my path. -.- WT (she just want to have a feel of the material that I'm wear for the Lion Dance's Performance) then everyone in the troupe start make fun of me. :( she such a weirdo! After the performance, we went back to RP, get myself change and got 50 dollar for the performance. Wah Shiong 150 dollar for half a day. Super Duper happy. HAHAHA... on my way back taking 187 home (the super long journey home from woodland). I was thinking, why am I so happy today. 2 dollar meal(coffee with 2 half boil eggs) + 100 dollar for IPPT + 50 dollar from Lion Dance. Really make me so happy? Then I soon realize, actually I should be happy every day. The main reason I wasn't happy from the pass few day is all because I was worry that I will lose the person whom I cherish the most. The fact is that I shouldn't be thinking so much, since the person do not cherish you. Why should be still holding on to it? I had been thinking about this for a very long time. Now I realize that I do love her and is not willing to give up until I know that she do not love me anything. Maybe she is really very busy and she is still loving me. A person whom does not give the love that what you wanted doesn't mean that he/she doesn't love you at all. Till the day I got the answer from her, I will try my very best not to think so much and be happy every day. Every day Must be like today, Stay Happy. Still keen to know more about what happen next after taking 187 home. Continue to read ba... when I reach home I help my parents to get their stuff working, but still fail, cause be are going out soon. We went to MBS, super boring sia, all branded stuff can see cannot buy, like wasting time, took some photo(see below), quite boring la.. Basically I was pushing myself forward to walk on, after a day of IPPT test and Lion Dance's Performance. We had our dinner at Singapore Flyer Food Trail. I had my favorite dish, fish ball noodle (uncle, 干的 mee pok 辣椒! ) haha.. it super nice 4 dollar, one bowl of noodle 2 big fish ball and one slice of Abalone Mushrooms (鲍菇)..shiok ar!! haha... and one cup of artificial Bird Nest Drink. Super nice also haha.. happy happy. After our dinner we head to marina square, walk around waste time. LOL... after that we went back to SRC where my dad park his car. OMG leg super tired, but still I push on, then we head to West Coast MacDonald. ^^ I had nuggets with shaker fries. Haha.. nice, I like. While I was eating I saw one chio young Ah Lian. I look at her, then she look at me. :X chio lei, but too bad she ah lian, I am nothing to her. So now here I am writing this super long post haha.. what a day..
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Friday, May 20, 2011
A friend of mine:
Hey, Willie holiday le, aren't you going out with your girlfriend? Why are you staying at home
Me:
oh, cause he say she busy and no money to go out.
A friend of mine:
Huh? What kind of answer, is she don't want to go out with you ba.
Me:
Dunnoe.
A friend of mine:
No money also can meet what, excuses.
Me:
(Dunnoe know how to answer)
Hey, Willie holiday le, aren't you going out with your girlfriend? Why are you staying at home
Me:
oh, cause he say she busy and no money to go out.
A friend of mine:
Huh? What kind of answer, is she don't want to go out with you ba.
Me:
Dunnoe.
A friend of mine:
No money also can meet what, excuses.
Me:
(Dunnoe know how to answer)
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Monday, May 16, 2011
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Friday, May 13, 2011
Thursday, May 12, 2011
today's paper is totally OMG...
I totally don't know how to do sia.. Although it an open book test I was totally clueless, it was way beyond my understanding. I guess this gonna be another D grade paper. : ( How how how, seriously how? I totally no mood to study for tomorrow paper. Have to push myself forward, I have to.
I totally don't know how to do sia.. Although it an open book test I was totally clueless, it was way beyond my understanding. I guess this gonna be another D grade paper. : ( How how how, seriously how? I totally no mood to study for tomorrow paper. Have to push myself forward, I have to.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Sunday, May 08, 2011
Today I got a SMS from her so happy yet sad..
Happy because she SMS me, the first word touches my heart. But the content breaks my heart. She asked me if I'm free this coming wed, as her exams end on this wed she invite me to celebrate with her and her friend, whom I happen to know also. So I thought, it was her friend who ask me to tag along so I ask if it her friend ask me to go but it wasn't. It was her who wanted me to go. Then I was thinking, they go celebrate lei, my exam not even finish yet. Sound so wrong, if I were to join them. So I replied and say maybe not this wed ba.. Then she replied: "okok. Anything"
Maybe it is just me, the way I understand this conversation was, if you want you come, if don't want don't come lor... It like, there no diff if you are there, I just ask for ...... I don't know. haiii
Till now I had not reply yet, should I go.....
Happy because she SMS me, the first word touches my heart. But the content breaks my heart. She asked me if I'm free this coming wed, as her exams end on this wed she invite me to celebrate with her and her friend, whom I happen to know also. So I thought, it was her friend who ask me to tag along so I ask if it her friend ask me to go but it wasn't. It was her who wanted me to go. Then I was thinking, they go celebrate lei, my exam not even finish yet. Sound so wrong, if I were to join them. So I replied and say maybe not this wed ba.. Then she replied: "okok. Anything"
Maybe it is just me, the way I understand this conversation was, if you want you come, if don't want don't come lor... It like, there no diff if you are there, I just ask for ...... I don't know. haiii
Till now I had not reply yet, should I go.....
Thursday, May 05, 2011
Wednesday, May 04, 2011
Monday, May 02, 2011
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Monday, April 25, 2011
Miss my girl, I really miss her alot..
Wanted to SMS her but scare that she is concerning on her exam and don't wish to disturb her. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to see her badly but don't know how to. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to go out with her but scare that she will reject. So, I didn't do anything.
Day after day, Night after night.
Hoping that not receiving any new from her, doesn't mean that this r/s is ending soon.
Really don't know what should I do?
Wanted to SMS her but scare that she is concerning on her exam and don't wish to disturb her. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to see her badly but don't know how to. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to go out with her but scare that she will reject. So, I didn't do anything.
Day after day, Night after night.
Hoping that not receiving any new from her, doesn't mean that this r/s is ending soon.
Really don't know what should I do?
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
I always think that this particular song has it meaning but I do not know about it as it is in Japanese, until today then I clear understand.....
If given a second, anyone can give up and run
So just keep on walking
There's something only you can do
So that this blue planet doesn't lose it's light
Seize the dreams you had!
Protect your beloved friends!
You can become stronger
Unknown power dwells in your heart, when its fire is lit
Any wish, it's true
Will surely be granted...show me your brave heart
Not every day is sunny, so sometimes
Even though a cold rain is falling, just open your umbrella
There's no map of how to live, that's why we're free
You can go anywhere
Run faster than the wind!
Aim farther than the skies!
You can meet a new you
Unknown courage sleeps in your heart, and when you realize
The downpour in your heart
Will surely stop...show me your brave heart
Seize the bright tomorrow!
Protect the ones you love!
You can become stronger
Break that weak self!
Destroy the walls blocking you!
The warm beat of your heart will be your weapon
Believe in your heart
If given a second, anyone can give up and run
So just keep on walking
There's something only you can do
So that this blue planet doesn't lose it's light
Seize the dreams you had!
Protect your beloved friends!
You can become stronger
Unknown power dwells in your heart, when its fire is lit
Any wish, it's true
Will surely be granted...show me your brave heart
Not every day is sunny, so sometimes
Even though a cold rain is falling, just open your umbrella
There's no map of how to live, that's why we're free
You can go anywhere
Run faster than the wind!
Aim farther than the skies!
You can meet a new you
Unknown courage sleeps in your heart, and when you realize
The downpour in your heart
Will surely stop...show me your brave heart
Seize the bright tomorrow!
Protect the ones you love!
You can become stronger
Break that weak self!
Destroy the walls blocking you!
The warm beat of your heart will be your weapon
Believe in your heart
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Saturday, April 09, 2011
Omg.. I have not blogging since like dun noe when haha.. Guess wad I'm back.. It seem like I only will start blogging when my days are turning from bad to worst. Haha.. Wadever la huh.. Anyway my life isit alway that beautiful either, I guess it fated that My life is fill with hardship. No easy way out!! Anyway that not the point. The point is from now on I will now try my best to blog everyday if possible.. haha.. Guess I will end here for now.. Stay tune
Sunday, July 25, 2010
Training, training..
Why are people alway late and I alway appear to be early. I simply don't understand why?Haha..anyway weeks has pass once again. Nevermind...
Initial I should be going for my orientation camp, but no calls from them. Meaning, I got rejected. Wah!! I have been packing my bag for this camp for days, there isn't any calls and I end up rejected. What the @*#! ? Haha..Nevertheless, I didn't spend my weeks un-meaningful. I went for a movie night despicable me on monday, bowling on a tuesday night, Night Safari on wednesday night, accompany my girlfriend on thursday, sleep the whole day for friday and movie night again, The Sorcerers' Apprentice and on saturday.
Wah seh, how I wish every week could be this fruitful. Haha..
Working toward another meaningful week. :D
Why are people alway late and I alway appear to be early. I simply don't understand why?Haha..anyway weeks has pass once again. Nevermind...
Initial I should be going for my orientation camp, but no calls from them. Meaning, I got rejected. Wah!! I have been packing my bag for this camp for days, there isn't any calls and I end up rejected. What the @*#! ? Haha..Nevertheless, I didn't spend my weeks un-meaningful. I went for a movie night despicable me on monday, bowling on a tuesday night, Night Safari on wednesday night, accompany my girlfriend on thursday, sleep the whole day for friday and movie night again, The Sorcerers' Apprentice and on saturday.
Wah seh, how I wish every week could be this fruitful. Haha..
Working toward another meaningful week. :D
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Wavin' Flag lyrics
Songwriters: Lawrence, Phillip; Mars, Bruno; Warsame, Keinan;
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom, just like a wavin' flag
When I get older, I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh
Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
A violent prone, poor people zone
But it's my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam
Out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Accept no defeat, surrender, retreat
So we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that fateful day
It's not far away, but for now we say
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh
So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say 'love is the way'
'Love is the answer,' that's what they say
But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn't hold us
'Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers
But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that faithful day
It's not far away but for now we say
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then is goes
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes
And then it goes
And everybody will be singing it
And you and I will be singing it
And we all will be singing it
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh
When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger just like a wavin' flag
Just like a wavin' flag, just like a wavin' flag
Flag, flag, just like a wavin' flag
these lyrics are submitted by aLeXuS
these lyrics are last corrected by Sun Inc.
Songwriters: Lawrence, Phillip; Mars, Bruno; Warsame, Keinan;
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom, just like a wavin' flag
When I get older, I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh
Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
A violent prone, poor people zone
But it's my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam
Out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Accept no defeat, surrender, retreat
So we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that fateful day
It's not far away, but for now we say
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh
So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say 'love is the way'
'Love is the answer,' that's what they say
But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn't hold us
'Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers
But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that faithful day
It's not far away but for now we say
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then is goes
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes
And then it goes
And everybody will be singing it
And you and I will be singing it
And we all will be singing it
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh
When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger just like a wavin' flag
Just like a wavin' flag, just like a wavin' flag
Flag, flag, just like a wavin' flag
these lyrics are submitted by aLeXuS
these lyrics are last corrected by Sun Inc.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
I seriously don't know what i say. Sad? Angry? I really do not know which is the right feeling, it more of a mix feeling.
I'm not sad until as if I will drop down and cry nor I'm angry till I feel like slapping someone on the face. My orientation camp is in two day away and I had already pack my stuff, got the items that I had required to buy. Cracking my head thinking what are the thing to bring, etc. Now I receive a email saying I am on a waiting list. I thought I could get to know some senior of my course so that when I need help I can get from them. But, everything turn back to square one.
Well I guess I have to work out a new plans.
Bright future a heads!!!
I'm not sad until as if I will drop down and cry nor I'm angry till I feel like slapping someone on the face. My orientation camp is in two day away and I had already pack my stuff, got the items that I had required to buy. Cracking my head thinking what are the thing to bring, etc. Now I receive a email saying I am on a waiting list. I thought I could get to know some senior of my course so that when I need help I can get from them. But, everything turn back to square one.
Well I guess I have to work out a new plans.
Bright future a heads!!!
Sunday, July 11, 2010
It another sunday, a day which I use to hate it alot, but now my average sunday's have change. Every morning I have to wake up at 7.30, have my breakfast then make my way school for my training. Althought, the training only last for the whole morning it makes my life makes my life more meaningful. It used to a be a montones sunday, going my parent's house wasting alot of time doing nothing at all. Follow by dinner then book-in. OMG!! Seriously, I don't think anything can take it and I had made it throught for two year...shark! Don't ask me how I do it, cause I don't even know about it. Let don't talk about this anymore. It over, no more book-in, cause I had ORD-ed!! Oop!! Haha..
Working toward for a better life every single day.
Working toward for a better life every single day.
Thursday, July 08, 2010
Hey hey hey...
It really has been a while since I last blog. Don't ask me why have I stop for so long and now I'm back blogging once again. The reason would be almost the same as what other would do when they has a blog of their own. It a trend, lol!!
Everything happening in my life seem to be have change. There are some which got worst, don't really know what the hack happen. There are some which I thought I would be better if there a change, however it does not. It seem weird at first, but slowly I'm getting used to it. There are also changes that makes me recall of what has happen in the past and it worth to be kept in the mind. I seriously miss those days.
Nevertheless, I do look forward for my new start to pursuit for my degree. Kind of worry too, worry that I would not do well. Anyway I will try my very best to do it well. ;)
It really has been a while since I last blog. Don't ask me why have I stop for so long and now I'm back blogging once again. The reason would be almost the same as what other would do when they has a blog of their own. It a trend, lol!!
Everything happening in my life seem to be have change. There are some which got worst, don't really know what the hack happen. There are some which I thought I would be better if there a change, however it does not. It seem weird at first, but slowly I'm getting used to it. There are also changes that makes me recall of what has happen in the past and it worth to be kept in the mind. I seriously miss those days.
Nevertheless, I do look forward for my new start to pursuit for my degree. Kind of worry too, worry that I would not do well. Anyway I will try my very best to do it well. ;)
Saturday, March 06, 2010
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
自以为没有什么搞不定
没料到这一次栽在你手掌心
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
自以为没有什么搞不定
没料到这一次栽在你手掌心
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Saturday, February 13, 2010
You ready?! Lets go!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!
He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!
Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist
It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!
He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!
Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist
It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Wednesday, December 09, 2009
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
If you wander off too far,
If you follow the wrong star,
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
If the bright lights blinds your eyes,
If your troubles break your stride,
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
If the bright lights blinds your eyes,
If your troubles break your stride,
If you ever feel ashamed,
When there’s only you to blame,
get back on your feet and think of me,
When there’s only you to blame,
get back on your feet and think of me,
cos my love will get you home.
Monday, October 19, 2009
There are tons and tons of stuff in my mind.
Seriously, I do not know where to start.
Good, Bad, Kindness, Betrayal are all in my mind.
Nightmare seem to be getting more commons in my dreams.
Happiness are no longer existed.
How I wish, I wish...
I'm still looking for you,
where are you? Stop hidding,
will you please appear in my life,
soon?
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Friday, October 09, 2009
IPPT: Silver
I got to seriously admit that I am getting old le...When I took my IPPT test, I'm kind of not being able to perform to the fullest. There seems to be some resistance that it pulling me back from doing so. I do not know what. It could be lack of training, I don't know. I can't jump as far as I used to for my SBJ. I can't run as fast as I used to for my shutter run. Chin-Up, doesn't improve much still the same. I aways feels that I can do more, but there is just some resistant that stop me from doing so. As for the 2.4km run, is the only station that I have improve on. Not very sure of the timing, but I could say that I have improve. From 11min 30+sec to 10min and don't know how many seconds. haha...Oop! Right after my IPPT I went back for my familiarization driving. God! My legs are aching man and that doesn't end my day. Part two was doing guard-duty. Not regimental but replacing someone. Kind of last minute thing. Up coming Monday I would be doing another duty. SIAN~~ Anyway after this coming Monday duty that would be the end of my this month duty. SHOIK! I guess that all I wants to say... BYE!!!!!!!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Thinking... Recalling...
Suddenly I thought of those days back at tekong...One year ago, I was just newly posted to Sispec..Life has change since I have step into army...There are ups and downs period...No matter it Good or bad, time will still pass...Loving it, or simply just hate it, I still have to go throught...Now I'm just glad in about 7 more month I'll be going to ORD...7 more months
Friday, September 25, 2009
Book-out lor...but I ain't happy at all.
Bored, super bored, dam bored.
Recently, I have been watching channel 8 tv drama. A 9pm show called "Heart Of Greed's" which is also known as 溏心風暴 the chinese name for it. In this show whenever it is showing the part where the female actress name '常在心', while the male actor 'Afreld', their background music play will alway play this song called: "my love will get you home". It super nice (I have added the link so if you wants to hear it, just click the title of the song). There seem to have tons of identical thing that was shown in the show (if you happen to watch it) speaks the feel of what I am currently feeling now. Every since words, in addition, the female actress do look like the girl whom I like.
Sad, less than an hour time I'll be book-in again. Guard-duty! WAH~~~
Bored, super bored, dam bored.
Recently, I have been watching channel 8 tv drama. A 9pm show called "Heart Of Greed's" which is also known as 溏心風暴 the chinese name for it. In this show whenever it is showing the part where the female actress name '常在心', while the male actor 'Afreld', their background music play will alway play this song called: "my love will get you home". It super nice (I have added the link so if you wants to hear it, just click the title of the song). There seem to have tons of identical thing that was shown in the show (if you happen to watch it) speaks the feel of what I am currently feeling now. Every since words, in addition, the female actress do look like the girl whom I like.
Sad, less than an hour time I'll be book-in again. Guard-duty! WAH~~~
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Finally OFF day...
Haha... Tired, damm tired..
Stupid AOH really shag me up.
Throughout this OpenHouse which last for about 4 days and we had work for three week. In these three shit week is all about moving props, rubber tire or rim for salon vehicle, collecting ration and all kind of shit that no one could ever think of.
Super glad that it over... Everything is over.
Back to FLB's life.
Miss the morning run. Willie needs more long distance run.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Day after days... Night after nights... Week after weeks..
If you were to ask me, what is the feeling of doing the same thing over and over again...
I can tell you that, the feel would be the same. There wouldn't be any different.
On the 16 Aug, I finally completed my 21KM Half Army Marathon Run.I completed in 2hr and 16min, if I were to complete within 2hr 15min I would get 2days off. Wah! sad sia.. Don't care I must try to convince my PC to get my 2day off... Wahahaha....
On the 27 Aug, I had my ATP. Cheese-Bun, during my practice. I got 26 out of 36, 2 point away from marksman badges and 200dollar. On the actual day, I failed. Wah! Can you believe it? All my figure 15 all I miss. Miss! Miss and more miss until I fail. Wah-liew. Suck thumb have to retake, result 25 of 36. Hai... Bo money, bo badge. Downn!!
Recently, Busy lo... everyday go PLC. All the endless Siakan. Hai...No wonder they say 3rd sergeant are first class man. I have to admit that that is sooo true... Suck thumb lor...
Hai... I wanna be happy...
If you were to ask me, what is the feeling of doing the same thing over and over again...
I can tell you that, the feel would be the same. There wouldn't be any different.
On the 16 Aug, I finally completed my 21KM Half Army Marathon Run.I completed in 2hr and 16min, if I were to complete within 2hr 15min I would get 2days off. Wah! sad sia.. Don't care I must try to convince my PC to get my 2day off... Wahahaha....
On the 27 Aug, I had my ATP. Cheese-Bun, during my practice. I got 26 out of 36, 2 point away from marksman badges and 200dollar. On the actual day, I failed. Wah! Can you believe it? All my figure 15 all I miss. Miss! Miss and more miss until I fail. Wah-liew. Suck thumb have to retake, result 25 of 36. Hai... Bo money, bo badge. Downn!!
Recently, Busy lo... everyday go PLC. All the endless Siakan. Hai...No wonder they say 3rd sergeant are first class man. I have to admit that that is sooo true... Suck thumb lor...
Hai... I wanna be happy...
Friday, July 24, 2009
Bad news, Bad news...
The Half Army Marathon, I will be doing my GUARD-DUTY. Sad all my effort has gone to the wasted. :'( All the await, All the plans. All gone, 彩虹消失在一瞬间. Huh! All my training. Really do not know what to say. Si Bei Sad ar... Just was talking about it to my buddy in the morning that what if it happens that either of us kanna guard-duty on that Half Army Marathon all the effort that we have put in, in our training will all gone to waste. Then right before we book-out we found that my buddy guard-duty was the day before me, while mine was on the dot the day that we are running the Half Army Marathon. haiz...... I guess in my life there will only be once that I'll be runnign in a marathon and now I can't even run. SAD!!!!!
The Half Army Marathon, I will be doing my GUARD-DUTY. Sad all my effort has gone to the wasted. :'( All the await, All the plans. All gone, 彩虹消失在一瞬间. Huh! All my training. Really do not know what to say. Si Bei Sad ar... Just was talking about it to my buddy in the morning that what if it happens that either of us kanna guard-duty on that Half Army Marathon all the effort that we have put in, in our training will all gone to waste. Then right before we book-out we found that my buddy guard-duty was the day before me, while mine was on the dot the day that we are running the Half Army Marathon. haiz...... I guess in my life there will only be once that I'll be runnign in a marathon and now I can't even run. SAD!!!!!
Friday, July 17, 2009
14km? wad is 14 I have completed 16Km... Haha... I can't believe that I have completed 16Km. It was indeed a fun run, though the journey was dam long. Thought of giving up but I didn't. Haha.. (累不累~~ 作一场冒险的表演 走过千秋万岁 寂寞的云烟 下雨天 没有地点可以搁浅.) Can't really even see the finishing line but I still made it. Met quite a few old friends in the past courses we attended together. Haha... You can really see the shagginess in the face. Haha... Right after the run, I went for the free massage. I was indeed SHOIK AR!!. That stupid funny massager still ask how I get my leg tone until so nice. DOT!!! Have being running lei... Of course the leg will tone nicely lar... Stupid question. Anyway it was a fun run. I really enjoyed my run. Can't wait for the 21KM Half Army Marathon to come.
Friday, July 10, 2009
One year lor...
One year soldier lor...
100708, is the date I enlist...
100709, is the date that I will receive my pay and doing guard-duty till tomorrow morning...
wah-seh! What a coincident. I didn't even know it when I know that date of my guard-duty. 10 JULY, sounded so familiar. It kept making be to think about it. 10 JULY. what the hell happen on 10 JULY I kept thinking. Till my buddy told be about one year soldier. Then I know. To be truthful, I can't really believe that I have really been through one year of my life in army. OMG! In addition, today I also complete my very first 14KM run, the longest distance I ever run in my life. Timing still could manage is squeeze within 1hr 30min. Ha-ha... I know it slow lar.. Slow run man, I'm not siao on lei... Run like one crazy dogs. Next week it 16KM, die ar!! One year past, one year of memories in army. Willie, 10 more month to go, 10 more month to ORD!!!
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb
The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb
Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith
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