What a day...

Indeed what a day, this morning I woke up early 6.15am. Got woke up by my dad, then I was wondering why am I waking up so early. Exam over, No school, he wake me up for what. (1< min later...) OMG today I taking my IPPT, so must wake up. Up, I'm wake off I go to Maju Camp for my IPPT. Result of course pass lar, haha... 100 dollar, so happy don't know why. After that I was waiting for James to fetch me for Lion Dance's performance at Bedok Esso Mobile. He reply and said that he will be there in an hour time. So I decide to take bus to Sun Shine Plaza(haha.. It Sun Rise actually) for my 2 dollar meal. One times Coffee, and two half boil eggs. OMG!! super nice. Before I finish my meal, Kervin called and ask where am I. .Sun Shine Plaza(It Sun Rise for god sake)! lol, wrong info. But in the end, I manage to find out then got him the right place. Off I get onto the lorry off we go. Once we reaches Esso Mobile, I got myself change and ready for performs. I super wired thing happen, this particular lady wears a thick make-up and everyone seem to be talking about her come toward me. At first I thought she just walk pass so as to walk away from the main path for vehicle to drive through. I was wrong, she was walking toward me and she started to touch my path. -.- WT (she just want to have a feel of the material that I'm wear for the Lion Dance's Performance) then everyone in the troupe start make fun of me. :( she such a weirdo! After the performance, we went back to RP, get myself change and got 50 dollar for the performance. Wah Shiong 150 dollar for half a day. Super Duper happy. HAHAHA... on my way back taking 187 home (the super long journey home from woodland). I was thinking, why am I so happy today. 2 dollar meal(coffee with 2 half boil eggs) + 100 dollar for IPPT + 50 dollar from Lion Dance. Really make me so happy? Then I soon realize, actually I should be happy every day. The main reason I wasn't happy from the pass few day is all because I was worry that I will lose the person whom I cherish the most. The fact is that I shouldn't be thinking so much, since the person do not cherish you. Why should be still holding on to it? I had been thinking about this for a very long time. Now I realize that I do love her and is not willing to give up until I know that she do not love me anything. Maybe she is really very busy and she is still loving me. A person whom does not give the love that what you wanted doesn't mean that he/she doesn't love you at all. Till the day I got the answer from her, I will try my very best not to think so much and be happy every day. Every day Must be like today, Stay Happy. Still keen to know more about what happen next after taking 187 home. Continue to read ba... when I reach home I help my parents to get their stuff working, but still fail, cause be are going out soon. We went to MBS, super boring sia, all branded stuff can see cannot buy, like wasting time, took some photo(see below), quite boring la.. Basically I was pushing myself forward to walk on, after a day of IPPT test and Lion Dance's Performance. We had our dinner at Singapore Flyer Food Trail. I had my favorite dish, fish ball noodle (uncle, 干的 mee pok 辣椒! ) haha.. it super nice 4 dollar, one bowl of noodle 2 big fish ball and one slice of Abalone Mushrooms (鲍菇)..shiok ar!! haha... and one cup of artificial Bird Nest Drink. Super nice also haha.. happy happy. After our dinner we head to marina square, walk around waste time. LOL... after that we went back to SRC where my dad park his car. OMG leg super tired, but still I push on, then we head to West Coast MacDonald. ^^ I had nuggets with shaker fries. Haha.. nice, I like. While I was eating I saw one chio young Ah Lian. I look at her, then she look at me. :X chio lei, but too bad she ah lian, I am nothing to her. So now here I am writing this super long post haha.. what a day..

photo photo photo:

Lyrics | Chris Medina lyrics - What Are Words lyrics

A friend of mine:
Hey, Willie holiday le, aren't you going out with your girlfriend? Why are you staying at home
Me:
oh, cause he say she busy and no money to go out.
A friend of mine:
Huh? What kind of answer, is she don't want to go out with you ba.
Me:
Dunnoe.
A friend of mine:
No money also can meet what, excuses.
Me:
(Dunnoe know how to answer)

in progress....

Exam over le.. wow!!

New man, indeed new man..


there will be Changes..

tml last paper le, so fast man...
so fast three weeks has past, three weeks of exam.
I think I most properly will fail this exam badly. Nothing seem to be going in and while taking the exam the answer doesn't seem to be appearing out, only after the exam. -.-
haii...
wish me luck...

sad super sad...
it true, a person whom you love the most always the one who hurt you the most...

you say you forgotten alot of things, as time pass, I'll be the next you will forget.
why wouldn't you forget about your games stuff, excuses.
maybe it time to end it..

CONFUSE
What will a person do if a person really miss another person?


if I were to tell this to you, will you ever understand. NO, she won't!!! Have you forgotten that you did explain to her and she don't understand. So why bother, go sleep la..


"okok lo... " arrrhhhh!!!

no nice movie yet?? maybe different people have different taste.
take donkey year to reply? I don't know how to answer.

exam no exam.. like the same no diff

SO ME..

today's paper is totally OMG...
I totally don't know how to do sia.. Although it an open book test I was totally clueless, it was way beyond my understanding. I guess this gonna be another D grade paper. : ( How how how, seriously how? I totally no mood to study for tomorrow paper. Have to push myself forward, I have to.

Sad.. Feel like texting her, tell her how much I miss her. But I don't see the point then I know she will take very long to reply and jus say haha.. What is the point man, go sleep ba..

Today I got a SMS from her so happy yet sad..
Happy because she SMS me, the first word touches my heart. But the content breaks my heart. She asked me if I'm free this coming wed, as her exams end on this wed she invite me to celebrate with her and her friend, whom I happen to know also. So I thought, it was her friend who ask me to tag along so I ask if it her friend ask me to go but it wasn't. It was her who wanted me to go. Then I was thinking, they go celebrate lei, my exam not even finish yet. Sound so wrong, if I were to join them. So I replied and say maybe not this wed ba.. Then she replied: "okok. Anything"
Maybe it is just me, the way I understand this conversation was, if you want you come, if don't want don't come lor... It like, there no diff if you are there, I just ask for ...... I don't know. haiii
Till now I had not reply yet, should I go.....

DAM SAD, SUPER SAD

What should I say...

Feel like calling you to have a good chat... I guess not you won't bother to answer go sleep ba..

I think I'm stupid.. No not stupid very stupid..

Feel so stupid...

can't she have a minutes for me? busy busy busy...
really got so busy mei... got time for short game no time for short chat..
make me feel what is the point of make time for her...


hai... go slp lar...it late le...

I have to:

REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER...
REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER...

my MR.Hermit died... D :

What Are Words?

She SMS me... :D

Thing have change, so does people

用真爱来飞翔 用心来发光
用希望找爱的天堂

OMG I only sleep for like less than 3 hour...
slpy slpy... zzzz
Die man, having a programming exam at 10.30, I wonder if I could think.

This is funny... haha

an ending that lead to a new beginning

what should I do, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do...

I feel like she don't want it

Feel like eating this
“tau-hui” 豆花

Miss my girl, I really miss her alot..
Wanted to SMS her but scare that she is concerning on her exam and don't wish to disturb her. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to see her badly but don't know how to. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to go out with her but scare that she will reject. So, I didn't do anything.
Day after day, Night after night.
Hoping that not receiving any new from her, doesn't mean that this r/s is ending soon.

Really don't know what should I do?

lost one small Dino, found one big Raptor

indeed this is well said...

lost a small dino

Found a big raptor

Seeing is deceiving.
Dreaming is believing.

wow F.I.R new album
“Atlantis.”

亞特蘭提斯

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're perfect to me!

May be I should just...

I guess there isn't any point of waiting...

Just let it go...

灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人
原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求
同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我

如果这就是爱情
本来就不公平
你不需要讲理
我可以离去
如果我成全了你
如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清
是我证明 我爱你

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得
我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍

我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了

I always think that this particular song has it meaning but I do not know about it as it is in Japanese, until today then I clear understand.....


If given a second, anyone can give up and run
So just keep on walking
There's something only you can do
So that this blue planet doesn't lose it's light
Seize the dreams you had!
Protect your beloved friends!
You can become stronger
Unknown power dwells in your heart, when its fire is lit
Any wish, it's true
Will surely be granted...show me your brave heart
Not every day is sunny, so sometimes
Even though a cold rain is falling, just open your umbrella
There's no map of how to live, that's why we're free
You can go anywhere
Run faster than the wind!
Aim farther than the skies!
You can meet a new you
Unknown courage sleeps in your heart, and when you realize
The downpour in your heart
Will surely stop...show me your brave heart
Seize the bright tomorrow!
Protect the ones you love!
You can become stronger
Break that weak self!
Destroy the walls blocking you!
The warm beat of your heart will be your weapon
Believe in your heart

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

Omg.. I have not blogging since like dun noe when haha.. Guess wad I'm back.. It seem like I only will start blogging when my days are turning from bad to worst. Haha.. Wadever la huh.. Anyway my life isit alway that beautiful either, I guess it fated that My life is fill with hardship. No easy way out!! Anyway that not the point. The point is from now on I will now try my best to blog everyday if possible.. haha.. Guess I will end here for now.. Stay tune

Training, training..
Why are people alway late and I alway appear to be early. I simply don't understand why?Haha..anyway weeks has pass once again. Nevermind...
Initial I should be going for my orientation camp, but no calls from them. Meaning, I got rejected. Wah!! I have been packing my bag for this camp for days, there isn't any calls and I end up rejected. What the @*#! ? Haha..Nevertheless, I didn't spend my weeks un-meaningful. I went for a movie night despicable me on monday, bowling on a tuesday night, Night Safari on wednesday night, accompany my girlfriend on thursday, sleep the whole day for friday and movie night again, The Sorcerers' Apprentice and on saturday.
Wah seh, how I wish every week could be this fruitful. Haha..

Working toward another meaningful week. :D

Wavin' Flag lyrics
Songwriters: Lawrence, Phillip; Mars, Bruno; Warsame, Keinan;
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom, just like a wavin' flag

When I get older, I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
A violent prone, poor people zone
But it's my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam

Out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Accept no defeat, surrender, retreat

So we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that fateful day
It's not far away, but for now we say

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say 'love is the way'
'Love is the answer,' that's what they say

But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn't hold us
'Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers

But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that faithful day
It's not far away but for now we say

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then is goes

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes
And then it goes

And everybody will be singing it
And you and I will be singing it
And we all will be singing it

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger just like a wavin' flag
Just like a wavin' flag, just like a wavin' flag
Flag, flag, just like a wavin' flag

these lyrics are submitted by aLeXuS
these lyrics are last corrected by Sun Inc.

I seriously don't know what i say. Sad? Angry? I really do not know which is the right feeling, it more of a mix feeling.
I'm not sad until as if I will drop down and cry nor I'm angry till I feel like slapping someone on the face. My orientation camp is in two day away and I had already pack my stuff, got the items that I had required to buy. Cracking my head thinking what are the thing to bring, etc. Now I receive a email saying I am on a waiting list. I thought I could get to know some senior of my course so that when I need help I can get from them. But, everything turn back to square one.
Well I guess I have to work out a new plans.
Bright future a heads!!!

It another sunday, a day which I use to hate it alot, but now my average sunday's have change. Every morning I have to wake up at 7.30, have my breakfast then make my way school for my training. Althought, the training only last for the whole morning it makes my life makes my life more meaningful. It used to a be a montones sunday, going my parent's house wasting alot of time doing nothing at all. Follow by dinner then book-in. OMG!! Seriously, I don't think anything can take it and I had made it throught for two year...shark! Don't ask me how I do it, cause I don't even know about it. Let don't talk about this anymore. It over, no more book-in, cause I had ORD-ed!! Oop!! Haha..
Working toward for a better life every single day.

It friday!!!

Finally, but should I go out today??

Hey hey hey...
It really has been a while since I last blog. Don't ask me why have I stop for so long and now I'm back blogging once again. The reason would be almost the same as what other would do when they has a blog of their own. It a trend, lol!!

Everything happening in my life seem to be have change. There are some which got worst, don't really know what the hack happen. There are some which I thought I would be better if there a change, however it does not. It seem weird at first, but slowly I'm getting used to it. There are also changes that makes me recall of what has happen in the past and it worth to be kept in the mind. I seriously miss those days.
Nevertheless, I do look forward for my new start to pursuit for my degree. Kind of worry too, worry that I would not do well. Anyway I will try my very best to do it well. ;)

MY NEW GUITAR... :D

Riddle me this...Riddle me that...

Who's afraid of the big bad man...

OMG!!

Once again...I'm shopping alone...

Ha-ha! Weird right? OK lar...Not the first time lei...

Kinda feel alright...Moveover I'm looking forward for more...

I nid to get a guitar

I come, I go, I disappear

Now u see me...

Now u dun...

恋爱就像选糖 别再眼盲
睁大眼光 别轻易投降
好看的包装 不一定高尚
打开再欣赏 有没有中奖

别担心 勇敢去尝
每一颗 都有希望
没有人不会受伤
选对糖 让你闪闪发亮

闪亮钻石糖 是甜蜜的梦想
我们都在想像 快乐的配方
闪亮钻石糖 有幸福的光芒;
当对的人出场 会散发那道光

他有没有肩膀 会不会是软糖
热情是否够长 温暖着心房
赏味期等待 保存期收藏
爱的理想对象 掌握在自己手上
幸福掌握在你手上
失恋就像苦糖 试吃没保障
酸甜苦辣 敢试就要坚强
热恋像蜜糖 钻漾的光芒
谁都别想抢 要风靡全场

我不想 生活总好像 被寂寞搞得绝望
我期待遇到那真爱 带我旅行四方
爱的一个秘方 就要勇敢去爱

I wanna buy toy

BACK TO SQUARE ONE!!!

Everything seems to be much quieter without the present of you

Who is the one in ur mind now?

I wait and waited, Till I fall a sleep..

Why Am I So Weak

一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
一天一夜没有未接来电
每次接起来却都只是幻觉
好像你的简讯有去无回
在搞什么鬼
我像迷了路的孤魂野鬼
半夜三点钟还梦游在茶街
狠狠被击败的孤独败类
人格快分裂
不要一直把我当小鬼
我流的不只有冷血
我也有我致命的死穴
别以为我无所谓
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
没想到你跟我来硬碰硬
一出手就活活被我 一枪毙命
鬼打墙的越打越强的我的心脏
这一秒突然你整个美丽
那一种痛 痛起来要人命
只有你能让我呼吸
鬼打墙的拚命拚命拚命的找你
到哪里都杠上铜墙铁壁
自以为没有什么搞不定
没料到这一次栽在你手掌心

I am really lost, please show me some sign...any sign....hint anything...As long as it can be use to guide me will do...

I think I really blew it, this time...

Wad shld I do next?

Totally lost...

Can someone guide me pls?

Valentine's Day and Happy Chinese New Year...

You ready?! Lets go!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all


This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!

Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist

It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!

WORST DAY OF ALL..

but still I nid to thnk someone...

someone who made my day today... :)

Today went out watched both of this movie.

haha...movie marathon..

I think <聽說> this film though the comment wasn't very good, but I find it very nice as compare to "it's complicated". It a must watch film man. Hope I can find that song man.

骑士精神

当我看见左肩破损的战衣
盔甲后的你表情带著笑意
想要对我说
外来的袭击即将离公主远去
那些令人刺耳的声音我不听我不听
偏偏我又容易受影响容易伤心
没有用微笑的表面不停骗自己
他们的语气好笑的攻击自卑的心理
四年来带著各种面具想让你我孤立
莫名其妙那些话语
莫名其妙那些话语
如同沙子掉进眼里不用哭泣
莫名其妙那些话语
莫名其妙那些话语
不如下档电影值得注意
我不要王子苦苦守候的故事
梦幻不实我不希望你是王子
因为瑰影童话结局为战而死
故事开端结局会因你而真实

像骑士的忠贞
不畏惧邪恶的眼神
这过程一直放在我心底就像
挡在你胸前的盔甲
保护著我让我心疼
骑士们发挥出你们的精神
就这样强悍的骑士撑到最后
骄傲的公主的要回家整装再出发

RAT LOVE BIG RICE?
老鼠爱大米

Something is really wrong.
Something has to be changed.

RIGHT NOW!!

so the first time I don't feel like going home....

you should go out more often, 22 year old le...still staying at home...

like a kid...

you should go out make more friends...
-.-

HOW DO U NOE TT I WOULDN'T WANT TO GO OUT IF I HAF A CHOICE,

IT NOT I DUN WAN TO MAKE MORE FRIENDS, IT THEY DO NOT WAN ME AS A FRIEND

UNDERSTAND!!!

U STUPID OLD LADY!

WHY SO SERIOUS?

Run, Run~ Run!!!!!!!

choing ar~

oh-no~

I totally forgotten what I want to write...

I was full of thought throughout this week, thought of writing them all there...

But 我忘到完了...

hai....

Never mind, no matter what I should just stay happy!! :)

sleep sleep sleep..

all I know is sleep...

I should have been going out today....

But in the end I just slept once again...

Hopeless...I wonder...

When will I change or will I ever change?

It a weekend you know...

It another weekend burn...

If you wander off too far,

If you follow the wrong star,
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
If the bright lights blinds your eyes,
If your troubles break your stride,

If you ever feel ashamed,
When there’s only you to blame,
get back on your feet and think of me,

cos my love will get you home.

There are tons and tons of stuff in my mind.

Seriously, I do not know where to start.

Good, Bad, Kindness, Betrayal are all in my mind.

Nightmare seem to be getting more commons in my dreams.

Happiness are no longer existed.

How I wish, I wish...

I'm still looking for you,

where are you? Stop hidding,

will you please appear in my life,

soon?

Positive Feeling...
I always feel that I'm looking forward for something to happen…
Something which is good that will be going to happen in my life…
However, that is not always the truth as compare to what always has happen in my life…
So, what is the good feeling that I'm looking for?

I don't really feels, like what I usually feel it is..

IPPT: Silver

I got to seriously admit that I am getting old le...When I took my IPPT test, I'm kind of not being able to perform to the fullest. There seems to be some resistance that it pulling me back from doing so. I do not know what. It could be lack of training, I don't know. I can't jump as far as I used to for my SBJ. I can't run as fast as I used to for my shutter run. Chin-Up, doesn't improve much still the same. I aways feels that I can do more, but there is just some resistant that stop me from doing so. As for the 2.4km run, is the only station that I have improve on. Not very sure of the timing, but I could say that I have improve. From 11min 30+sec to 10min and don't know how many seconds. haha...Oop! Right after my IPPT I went back for my familiarization driving. God! My legs are aching man and that doesn't end my day. Part two was doing guard-duty. Not regimental but replacing someone. Kind of last minute thing. Up coming Monday I would be doing another duty. SIAN~~ Anyway after this coming Monday duty that would be the end of my this month duty. SHOIK! I guess that all I wants to say... BYE!!!!!!!

出 Stunt!!

Thinking... Recalling...

Suddenly I thought of those days back at tekong...One year ago, I was just newly posted to Sispec..Life has change since I have step into army...There are ups and downs period...No matter it Good or bad, time will still pass...Loving it, or simply just hate it, I still have to go throught...Now I'm just glad in about 7 more month I'll be going to ORD...7 more months

Book-out lor...but I ain't happy at all.
Bored, super bored, dam bored.
Recently, I have been watching channel 8 tv drama. A 9pm show called "Heart Of Greed's" which is also known as 溏心風暴 the chinese name for it. In this show whenever it is showing the part where the female actress name '常在心', while the male actor 'Afreld', their background music play will alway play this song called: "my love will get you home". It super nice (I have added the link so if you wants to hear it, just click the title of the song). There seem to have tons of identical thing that was shown in the show (if you happen to watch it) speaks the feel of what I am currently feeling now. Every since words, in addition, the female actress do look like the girl whom I like.
Sad, less than an hour time I'll be book-in again. Guard-duty! WAH~~~

When she's in a bad mood, I can't even help to make her happy...

I tried many ways to think but I just can't think of ways to help her...

Feel very bad, Confuse, 心情乱七八糟...

What should I do?

Finally OFF day...

Haha... Tired, damm tired..

Stupid AOH really shag me up.

Throughout this OpenHouse which last for about 4 days and we had work for three week. In these three shit week is all about moving props, rubber tire or rim for salon vehicle, collecting ration and all kind of shit that no one could ever think of.

Super glad that it over... Everything is over.

Back to FLB's life.

Miss the morning run. Willie needs more long distance run.

Day after days... Night after nights... Week after weeks..
If you were to ask me, what is the feeling of doing the same thing over and over again...
I can tell you that, the feel would be the same. There wouldn't be any different.

On the 16 Aug, I finally completed my 21KM Half Army Marathon Run.I completed in 2hr and 16min, if I were to complete within 2hr 15min I would get 2days off. Wah! sad sia.. Don't care I must try to convince my PC to get my 2day off... Wahahaha....

On the 27 Aug, I had my ATP. Cheese-Bun, during my practice. I got 26 out of 36, 2 point away from marksman badges and 200dollar. On the actual day, I failed. Wah! Can you believe it? All my figure 15 all I miss. Miss! Miss and more miss until I fail. Wah-liew. Suck thumb have to retake, result 25 of 36. Hai... Bo money, bo badge. Downn!!

Recently, Busy lo... everyday go PLC. All the endless Siakan. Hai...No wonder they say 3rd sergeant are first class man. I have to admit that that is sooo true... Suck thumb lor...

Hai... I wanna be happy...

我不是一定要你回来

只是当又把回忆翻开

除了你之外的空白

还有谁能来教我爱

Bad news, Bad news...
The Half Army Marathon, I will be doing my GUARD-DUTY. Sad all my effort has gone to the wasted. :'( All the await, All the plans. All gone, 彩虹消失在一瞬间. Huh! All my training. Really do not know what to say. Si Bei Sad ar... Just was talking about it to my buddy in the morning that what if it happens that either of us kanna guard-duty on that Half Army Marathon all the effort that we have put in, in our training will all gone to waste. Then right before we book-out we found that my buddy guard-duty was the day before me, while mine was on the dot the day that we are running the Half Army Marathon. haiz...... I guess in my life there will only be once that I'll be runnign in a marathon and now I can't even run. SAD!!!!!

14km? wad is 14 I have completed 16Km... Haha... I can't believe that I have completed 16Km. It was indeed a fun run, though the journey was dam long. Thought of giving up but I didn't. Haha.. (累不累~~ 作一场冒险的表演 走过千秋万岁　寂寞的云烟 下雨天　没有地点可以搁浅.) Can't really even see the finishing line but I still made it. Met quite a few old friends in the past courses we attended together. Haha... You can really see the shagginess in the face. Haha... Right after the run, I went for the free massage. I was indeed SHOIK AR!!. That stupid funny massager still ask how I get my leg tone until so nice. DOT!!! Have being running lei... Of course the leg will tone nicely lar... Stupid question. Anyway it was a fun run. I really enjoyed my run. Can't wait for the 21KM Half Army Marathon to come.

One year lor...

One year soldier lor...

100708, is the date I enlist...

100709, is the date that I will receive my pay and doing guard-duty till tomorrow morning...

wah-seh! What a coincident. I didn't even know it when I know that date of my guard-duty. 10 JULY, sounded so familiar. It kept making be to think about it. 10 JULY. what the hell happen on 10 JULY I kept thinking. Till my buddy told be about one year soldier. Then I know. To be truthful, I can't really believe that I have really been through one year of my life in army. OMG! In addition, today I also complete my very first 14KM run, the longest distance I ever run in my life. Timing still could manage is squeeze within 1hr 30min. Ha-ha... I know it slow lar.. Slow run man, I'm not siao on lei... Run like one crazy dogs. Next week it 16KM, die ar!! One year past, one year of memories in army. Willie, 10 more month to go, 10 more month to ORD!!!

-PAST-

-3rd SERGENT lor-

我爱谁 跨不过 从来也不觉得错
自以为 抓著痛 总会修成爱的果
偏执相信著 受诅咒的水晶球
阻挡可能心动的理由

而你却 靠近了 逼我们视线交错
原地不动 或向前走 突然在意这分钟
眼前荒沙弥漫了等候
耳边传来孱弱的呼救
追赶要我爱的不保留

我身骑白马 走三关
我改换素衣 过中原
放下西凉没人管
我一心只想王宝钏

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

你的眼睛　蓝色的一面海
总是太安静　像是会有暴风雨
呼唤一个夏季　也许那天都逝去
海面闪着泪　像梦境

你的眼睛　闪烁的一面海
平静地叹息　洒了一片碎玻璃
穿过一座岛屿　也许那天都死去
海浪都沉默　累不累~

作一场冒险的表演
走过千秋万岁　寂寞的云烟
下雨天　没有地点可以搁浅
拍一张分别的纪念
努力远走高飞　失眠的海面 
地平线　彩虹消失在一瞬间


其实从头到尾　谁又得到了水仙
其实从头到尾　走了错误的航线
让海水都没去你我的脸　闭上眼
回到原点　一个语言两个世界

作一场冒险的表演
走过千秋万岁　寂寞的云烟
下雨天　没有地点可以搁浅
拍一张分别的纪念
努力远走高飞　失眠的海面
地平线　彩虹消失在一瞬间