约定

说好的三年不见面用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又过了我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现，空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我还记得我们那时的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了。。
你会记得我们的约定
我比以前还更爱你了
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了。。。。

what is your, it is your

what is not your, it is not your...

so it better not to think of ways to get it...

Days in FLB still remain unchanged. I still don't seem to be remembering thing. Even my personal stuff. Aiyo! 失败! lehx! God!
Weekends are changing, from going out to staying at home. My parent keep enforcing, and wants me to go out. Meet up with friend, get a life. But all I can think of is after one week of constructing both my mind and body so tired that all I wan is to stay at home. Watch TV, cartoons will be good, play game or some other thing. There are just too many thing that I had plan to do at home are still undone and has been postpone to another week, if this goes on it will never end. Staying at home isn't boring, it "休息是为了走根长的路". LOLx... Chim ritez! I learn it from a friend of mine. Ha-ha... Get a life, I'll try. Upcoming week of construction would be at the transit gap, in addition I'm the IC of the week OMG, more stress is coming in. But, I have rest enough and I'm ready for it, just bring it man.

I dreamt of u again,

lying down on my shoulder,

hugging my arms.

R u the one?

Or it just only a dream

My Own shadow

Today was a memorable day, I thought that I shouldn't be going there because there someone whom I used to love was there. Sounded abit childish, butthis is how I feel. I never ever told this to her before, as I thought a guys like me, does not suit her at all. In the past, our friend like to make fun of us. Saying we are like couple the thing that we do the place we go, we are always togther, there are other friend around us, but it appear that we look like couple. How I wish that she is my GF but she's not. There is also once that she was so angry that she scolded the person whom was making fun of us, she spoke out loud that we are impossible. I was glad that I did not spoke out that I like her. If not I would have hurt more. That was like about two year ago, and we have kept a distance from each other. Today, one of her friend made fun of her once again... She didn't reacted much but I was worried that her got angry so I took one step back, so as to create a misunderstanding. And now I'm at home I wathing this show. It happen that the story line was just like mine. OMG, but the ending is different lar... haha...
hmmm....
Now I'm just thinking.... and kinda worried...
Should I or Shouldn't I?

010109

The first day of the year, I'm spending it not doing anything, but doing guard duties. Might sound quite sian 1/2... but it regimental so bo bian lar...
To be truthful, this guard duty that I have was quite interesting. My prodding was at 12pm hot sun, god really this really can kill someone man. It not tiring, but I’m just being exhausted by the heat. Next duty was after dinner, my buddy and I walk so fast just to rush back watch 心花朵朵开 and we did made it just in time. Lolx. Midnight duty was the most interesting, I got chase by three dogs during my duty. Wooott.. No worry, my buddy and I weren’t hurt. How did it happen, I also don't know. It just happens very fast, I was just only thinking about would I encounter/chase/attack by a dog and then it just happen. Not One but three dogs. My buddy and I were walking toward our checkpoint, sudden we heard dog barking. Initially, I thought there are only two dogs which were like just playing and chasing each other so we don't intend to disturb. However, they are not, they are running toward our direction. And these two dogs are calling for backup. From two and now it becomes three. OMG!! During that point of time all we could think of is, don’t run, stand still and nothing will happen, and we did. The dogs did come to a hault but it was just right beside my buddy and it keeps barking and barking. We do not know what to do, maybe if we turn around and walk away from it, it would stop. As when we turn around and walk away it run toward us again. Dotz! The whole area was cover by all the barking so it decide to carm them down by just doing shhh.. and shhh... It works. Not only it succeeds, the dogs turn and run away. WHAO! Amazing! Haha! We reported back and inform the guard com. that we are unable to get to the checkpoint. We were told to skip the checkpoint and carry on. Yeah! Lolx! The following day, my duty was to check the vehicles from entering the camp. Got scolded for no reason by the drive, but I am just too tired to care about him. haha~! Dam shag!
Fatigued level: 90%

Brain functioning level: 10%

Overall: 100%(cannot work and think)

LOLX

What a new year to start with...

What an experience

New year Resolutions is to get a GF. ;)

一个像夏天一个像秋天

第一次見面看妳 不太順眼 誰知道後來關係 那麼密切
我們一個像夏天 一個像秋天 卻總能把 冬天變成了春天

妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳


妳拖我離開一場 愛的風雪 我揹妳逃出一次 夢的斷裂
遇見一個人然後 生命全改變 原來不是 戀愛才有的情節

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳

妳了解我所有 得意的東西 才常潑我冷水怕我忘形
妳知道我所有 丟臉的事情 卻為我的美好形象保密

如果不是妳 我不會相信 朋友比情人還死心塌地
就算我忙戀愛 把妳冷凍結冰 妳也不會恨我 只是罵我幾句

如果不是妳 我不會確定 朋友比情人更懂得傾聽
我的絃外之音 我的有口無心 我離不開Darling 更離不開妳

woo woo ~ ~ woo woo ~ ~ ya ya ~ ~

Poor Memory

Simply just do not understand why, my memory is getting weaker and weaker. I am not being able to remember thing as good as in the past. WHY, I do not know. I wish I would know why too, but this annoyed me a lot. Imagine that you have tons of things to remember, but you just can’t remember it, till it too late. Sometime I would stare in the blues, thinking that there are thing that I have forgotten to do but I just can’t think of it. When I was far away from it, then I would remember. This just can’t go on, if it does, I really do not know what to say.

I wan a better life!!

Guess what guess what...
haha..


This year Christmas, I'm counting down in the toilet!
haha..
sorry lar.. people got bad stomachache lar...


Anyway same old shit again, there are so many things I want to say but I don't think I could list them all out. Days in training are full of downs than ups. Kanna F*** until like don’t know who the hell am I. However, I still manage to pull myself through. If you don’t get any scolding then that might be something wrong somewhere. Through the scolding I did manage to learn some of my mistake. Yes indeed I am learning. But, :( there are just too many things to learn. I have to admit that I am a stupidly slow learner. I am willing to learn if they were to have patient with me. Apologise if I really boil your blood. Haha..
Each and everyday, my days seem to be very down, however, it turn out to be still alright. There are times where I think my day will be fruity but it turns out to be very bad. What to do, anyway I am booking in soon; and about roughly this time I will book out again tomorrow. Shiok sia!!
Haha.. Tomorrow SOC! Happy or sad I do not know?
Perhaps I’ll tell the next time. ;)

Do my best 把夢實現 走到海的最遙遠
就把時間化成永遠 找尋新的體驗
Do my best 當成信念 航向天的那一邊
拼著地圖 我能找到 心中那座 美麗樂園

眼泪笑了

比想像中更痛　你真的沒回頭
我命令眼淚不許失控
回憶不跟你走　都積在我心中
我就有責任讓它值得被珍重

謝謝你曾讓我難過　謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候

我眼淚都笑了　誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著　找回光和熱
面對你的時候　我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客　因為路有些曲折　是美的

心碎成了沙漠　就快開鑿綠洲
我沒有時間不知所措
你溫柔的雙手　本就不屬於我
又何必在乎它以後屬於誰呢

謝謝你曾讓我難過　謝謝我沒有想太多
當愛情左盼右顧的時候

我眼淚都笑了　誰還想哭呢
再勇敢地站著　找回光和熱
面對你的時候　我不會捨不得
因為你已是過客　因為路有些曲折　是美的

我眼淚都笑了　誰還會哭呢
來不及完美的　就唱首驪歌
想起你的時候　我不是卑微的
然而我沒有遺憾　因為我已愛過你　深深的

Next phase…

4 week of basic has come to an end, to be truthful.
There a feeling of not to leave my stuffy and smelly bunk while I was packing my stuff to my newly allocate bunk.
I am going to miss my session mate. Yes I will!

The start of next new 8 week would be my advance and specialize.
I wonder, would this upcoming phase be an easy and smooth going which I would look forward to or “Shiong” which I would not always want in my life, NEVER!!.

The FIVE out of the hundreds, the one and only LUCKY FIVE lifes continues…

Lyrics | Coldplay lyrics - Viva La Vida lyrics

對這個世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢繼續往前走
為什麼人要這麼的脆弱 墮落
請你打開電視看看
多少人為生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我們是不是該知足
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

不要這麼容易就想放棄 就像我說的
追不到的夢想 換個夢不就得了
為自己的人生鮮艷上色 先把愛塗上喜歡的顏色
笑一個吧 功成名就不是目的
讓自己快樂快樂這才叫做意義
童年的紙飛機 現在終於飛回我手裡
所謂的那快樂 赤腳在田裡追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂給叮到怕了 誰在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著風唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午後吉它在蟲鳴中更清脆
哦 哦 陽光灑在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算沒有擁有

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

還記得你說家是唯一的城堡 隨著稻香河流繼續奔跑
微微笑 小時候的夢我知道
不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好

教室里那台风琴
叮咚叮咚叮嚀
像你告白的声音
动作一直很轻
微笑看你送完信
转身离开的背影
喜欢你字跡清秀的关心

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

那温热的牛奶瓶在我手中握紧
有你在的地方我总感觉很窝心
日子像旋转木马
在脑海里转不停
出现那些你对我好的场景

你说过牵了手就算约定
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像来不及许愿的流星
再怎麼美丽也只能是曾经

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

太美的承诺因為太年轻
但亲爱的那并不是爱情
就像是精灵住错了森林
那爱情错的很透明

Hmm…
Don’t know how to start lei…
Too many thing to say just do not know how to express in words.
Hmm.. I guess I don’t start but I'll end here…

2 more week and I be through

NIGHTMARE!

Recently I had not been sleeping well, kept having nightmare. The nightmare that I had is not something which will wake you up in the middle of the night, but it something which makes you worried.

I guess I’m just getting too much stress from NS life.

Anyway, life as a Combat Engineers wasn’t as siong as what other might think. The present of Combat Engineers, is a lot less siong as compare to the pass. Nevertheless the discipline level is still very high. It so high that makes you think that you are still in BMT and not a trainees. No matter what I still have to go through 4 weeks which is 1 month of basic training term, then follow by 12 weeks of specializing. 4 weeks only ma. Can make it de.

Now I’m only left with 3 weeks, time will fly, endure and everything will end soon....

COMBAT ENGINEER,
WITH PRIDE I LEAD!
SISPEC!!

Wherever you are I'm still looking for you, so please do appear so in my life.
Brighten my life! I don’t want any more miserable life.

好想好想...

8 WEEKS; 2 MONTHS

Finally I had come to an end of my BSLC.

Guess what?

I had complete my 28KM Education March (???) and my Graduation parade.

Now, I'm being posted to Ngee Soon Camp, A.K.A a place for Combat Engineers.

OMG COMBAT ENGINEERS!!

Can you believe it, It another Siong Training for me.

Totally no comment for that but to accept the fate that my life in Army is always tough. It never being easy for me. All I could I hope or wish for, is to get into a welfare Company.

神阿救救我吧！给我快乐！我要快乐！

OMG!

That goes my block leave...

It seems like I had not enjoys it at all, neither do I think that I have rested well enough. Tomorrow is the day where I will be posted to SISPEC, and my vocation is INF LDR (TRAINEE). How I wish and hope my training won’t be that shiong, a very slack training, nice and friendly sergeant, good and friendly platoon and section mate, and then my three month will be an enjoyable one.

Wah!

In life where got so lucky. Ha-ha…

Just hope and wish ba...

Haha...

Anyway, my answer will come tomorrow.

Don’t worry tomorrow will be a better day.

It will be...

P-O-P!P-O-P!
POP!POP!POP!
P-O-P!
P--O--P~~!!

YEAH!
Finally POP loh...
haha... so happy...
I have to say that I did cry at the moment when my dad put on the Joggie Hat for me... Ai... At that point of time, it was really touching. Who won’t have cry, unless you are those heartless person, then perhaps you wouldn’t. Anyway, I’m glad that I, POP loh…

Initially I though life in the army is going to be good. However, I am wrong, it is the opposite. Every now and then whatever I do, I have to think it twice, think it hard. Will I do it stupidly? Accident will happen if I don’t think hard enough. Throughout these eight weeks in army, I had learned that life is not about predicting or knowing what is going to happen next. It all about letting nature to take it causes. It does help to make life better. Thought there are dark clouds ahead it doesn’t mean that the days is going to be bad, it might turn out to be another way round. All I have to do is to give my very best in it, take whatever overcomes as part of a learning journey. Perhaps in future I might be reading this again, so I hope this will serve as a reminder for me to move on. Moving on to be a better person in future. Now, I am glad that I am passing out soon from Tekong to some other unit. I just hope that my life would be better ahead.

The stories of Kee M H continue…

We Are From Cougar Com-pa-ny!!!

Cougar Coy~~ Cougar Coy!!!

We Are From Cougar Com-pa-ny!!!

Yoz Yoz Yoz...
It has been a while since my last blogging...

Sorry guys for not updating...

Basically there is nothing much happening, it all about NS life. I guess it all about the same for those who had been through NS, just the siongness of the training and the stunt that I did during the training was different. (if you really want to know more... date me out and I will tell you more...)

Though there are weekends for me to book out and had fun but I spent it on going out with parents and did lot of shopping as compare when I’m not in NS. My mum even advice me that, I should stop spending on the non-necessities, though I receive salary every month. If I were to keep on spending I might not have the enough amount of money when the time comes.

I guess I really have to stop, but sometime. To me, spending money makes me feel happier, as it allows me to forget all the unhappiness that I had during the training. Spending on items that I like make me feel better. Now I’m still thinking of getting myself a new shirt when the next book-out comes.

Should I or should I?

Of course, is go for it lar… wahahaha…

Seriously, I misses a lot of thing, this includes my freedom, the girl that I used to love (wonder how is she now), and many more.