Another weekend wif her

Now then I understand that honeymoon period is over.

未来

This is the kind of answer she give when you show concern.

My dinner

Jar of hearts

She's my new girlfriend ? Since when?

Why I alway don't get what I wanted.

1%

Hungry ghost

A photo that I did when I miss her alot but sadly she don't appreciate. Happy valentine day.

weird.. caught on fb

Disappointment

30 january 2012, a day that started off with numerous early morning phone call. Nothing seem surprising, so everyone started of their daily life as usual. Suddenly a phone call from my mum when I was in schooling saying that my grandmother had just pass away in tears. There aren't any suddenly rush of rushing over to her house to see but a suddenly of stoning unknowing what to do next. Been constantly reminding myself it might be a joke, but when did my mum tell me this kind of jokes. When I reaches there a saw her lying down motion. Everyone around filled with tears but not crying out loud. I guess this is it, I do not know what to say but kept quietly and tell myself not to cry. Throughout this funeral I'm not going to cry. And yes indeed I tried not to cry, it was difficult but still I made it. Throughout this five day, I do really see how close are we with my cousin, even my dad's brother or sister. They aren't as close as they should be. It seem there alway misunderstanding and jealously. I also could see how my grandmother has treated her children. Thing that she do are alway the main cause for the unhappiness in the family. Sometime I really hate her but what can I do, I still have to respect her and still feel sad knowing that i will no longer see her again.

A vision 😳

Another weekend with her, seriously miss her alot alot..

对你好的人不会永远在你身边。
在你身边的人不会永远对你好。

I just want to know if you do miss me..

A meaningful and fruitful day.
Lesson learnt and will never forget about it...

Photo of the day

SLEEPY POOH

Don't always make it as your priority she doesn't deserve it.
Remember that!!

Cool huh... From Korea lei..

Got no reason
Got no shame
Got no family
I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'm gonna tell you everything

Tell me what you want to hear.....

S.O.L.O / 這是愛





愛是甚麼東西 有沒有意義
你是甚麼東西 傷透我的心
你的愛情像遊戲 我卻愛得很徹底
其實我愛你 反而讓你受委屈

勾過手指的你 該不該放棄
曾經不棄不離 你卻不在意
用盡一身的力氣 守護一生的約定
難到這是我 一廂情願的秘密
等你也好想你 卻等不到半點安慰的話語
只有你 滿臉的嫌棄
等你也好想你 在等也沒有半滴溫柔殘餘
我開始不再相信 童話中天荒地老的約定
等你的好消息 卻等到了一個無人的廢墟
我們卻都回不去 再沒有曾經愛過的痕跡

Bad, sad, disappointed.. Wanna go home

It feel like I'm walking on a landmine

I serious do not know what she like, how to buy a present for her...

She hugged my arm like her boaster. My arm hurt but it worth it..

I do not know why and when it started, I can feel that my heart is getting weaker by each day. I do not know why. It seem like I can't do any exercise anymore. This include fast waking. I just do not have the energy to do it. In addition, I get more tired easily. Isit because I'm getting more lazy or indeed I'm getting old.

I have been wondering what the hell I am good at or even is there any good thing in me?

Photo of the day

Song of the day

If there a certain amount of money spend can exchange for happiness why not.

photo of the day

Gals: dear,他很肥。。
Me: (walks near to the boy) huh? 你说什么我听不到？
Gals: (keep smiling and poking me)


I realize that your smile is all I wanted to see everyday

3 days 2 night @ Genting here I come

Long way to go

喜怒哀乐

slacking @ mac

be hold of the terror

aren't they cute

night view @ Genting

night shot

Going home.. :(

美女 ^^
http://wiki.d-addicts.com/Ivy_Chen
陳意涵  / Chen Yi Han

What we did last weekend.

Indeed last year count down, I spent it wisely. Not busy counting down but busy helping my dad. He was drunk I hope he is not using it to de-stress but to enjoy himself. It was a mess and I was helping in which every way that I can. Was scared, worried, also want to cry out. Luckily this fear of mine I had I finally overcome. Initially I was talking to my dad colleague who is 52 year old and above, my direct opposite of my age (25). Was thinking that I gonna be bored. I was wrong, they taught me alot. You can say that I had gain their experiences and had widen my knowledge. That is also how I had used it to overcome the fear that I had. Not easy but I'm glad that I did it. -secret

This is only when you are sick

Something has to be change. First thing me, I have to change myself.

Phantom
(Didn't noe there a name for it.)

JET LAG MV Chinese + English Mix

Sometime back I thought my analysis about a dream was an answer that came out by my own. I was wrong after watching the movie "Inception" and some reading on the net that support the possible event. Now I do look forward to test it out every night in my own dream once again..

What we did on 25 dec 2010
Pretty enjoying and I do miss it. Indeed it only when you stay over with a person then you will get to know a person better.

My result is out!! Haii.. All the module I just got a just pass for it.. Sad, study so hard for it, result is just pass must well don't study. I don't want to study anymore le!!!!!!

There are so much thing a person willing to do for another person, but does another person do appreciate what the person have done?

爱是什么东西，有没有意义
你是什么东西，伤透我的心
你的爱情像游戏，我却爱得很彻底
其实我爱你，反而让你受委屈
够过手指的人，该不该放弃
曾经不弃不离 你却不在意
用尽一身的力气，守护一生的约定
难道这是我，一厢情愿的秘密
等你也好想你，却等不到半点安慰的话语，只有你满脸的嫌弃
等你也好想你，再等也没有半滴温柔残余，我开始不再相信，童话中天荒地老的约定
等你的好消息，却等到了一个无人的废墟
我们却都回不去，再没有曾经爱过的痕迹

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enjoying this movie.. ^^
http://wwwstatic.megavideo.com/mv_player3.swf?image=http://img20.megavideo.com/7d9f33fbb50ff45557b970aaa0bd353d.jpg&v=XZLQCJTA

新欢一个人，可是在一起不开心，因该还在一起吗？付出的变成应该的，伤心、心痛她又会了解吗？-笨蛋的我

Give me strength

At first I thought my life in army was just another time wasted nothing learn. However I'm wrong, what I learn was to ENDURE in tough time.

Friend are the one who encourage each other.. This friendship I will never forget.. Thank YiHwee

I think I flunk my first two paper le.. :( Haii...

so sad so so sad,
what's being studied not tested, what's tested is those I did touch on. How to pass lidat? haii.... emo

I dreamt of you again.. why?

This is the song,
La La La La
Willie's Song.
La La La La, La La La La
Willie's Song.

La La La La, La La La La.
La La La, La La La La.
He loves to sing,
La La La La
Willie's Song.
La La La La, La La La La,
Willie's Song.
He wrote the music, he wrote the words,
Thats Willie's Song!

Idk idk idk idk idk

Dilemma ��

我很累了

In the past:-
A: Tml u free?
B: Yes/No, why leh?

Present:-
A: Tml u free?
B: Yes/No

😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞

I am thinking about you, are you?

Study mess

Need a comfort zone...

Thanks for the meal and once again you created another unforgettable memories in my heart

Stairway to success

I have to let go....

I made it myself

See wad tt clumsy gal did... Nv pay, still dare to bring out openly...

Omg nightmare again.. (part 3)

Sometime I really wonder, is it that people around me just don't understand me or is it just me, who keep on keeping thing to myself.

I had enjoy myself today alot and I you do too. I know I keep saying you are fat, but it is just disturbing you hope you won't mind. :D seriously in love

Happy Halloween.. =D

Longest and the most expensive dinner we ever had.

Thinking and thinking what to be posted but seriously do not know how to start.
Are days getting better?
In studies? Hmm.. Not really, stress seem to be piling up. Did thought of killing myself but no action yet,
R/s? I don't have an answer for it. Sometime good, sometime bad, overall neutral I guess. Can't really comment on it.
Money? Wallet seem to be getting heavier, not because of more dollars in the pocket but more coins in it.. 要没钱了.
Family? Ok la, didn't talk to them much. I'm too busy with my studies (excuses) haha.. More of don't really want to care much. Addition problem for me.
Friends? Getting to see more darker sight of them. 九尾狐，两头蛇，全部出来。该是时候拿出我的金箍棒了.. Lol
So yalo.. I guess that life ba..

OMG indeed this is a real good movie. It a must to watch.

I dreamt abt u....

"Love someone not because of she give you what you need, but because she give you the feeling that you never thought you needed"

"The only people you need in life are the ones that find time for you. Don't make someone a priority if they consider you as an option"

I tot she will appreciate but she..

This time it super duper strong, I seriously wanna kill myself. I really don't know why am I so stupid. I'm slowly breaking down this time. I really don't understand why? Why can't I score well/perform well. It something which I know but I just can't remember during that point of time. WHY??? Luckily for this time I still can control, I still can manage my feel but I don't know if I'm able to do it for the next time.
Would there be anyone who can save me?
Should I go for counseling before it get worst?
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY

Nice 1616

Seriously this hurts.. :(

Haha.. Another picture of her

I do wonder if anyone is reading this...

Should start constructing this soon...

See got one Siao Zai Bo sleeping on my shoulder.. Haha...

No mood to study.. D: