Sunday, October 30, 2011
Saturday, October 29, 2011
Thursday, October 27, 2011
Thinking and thinking what to be posted but seriously do not know how to start.
Are days getting better?
In studies? Hmm.. Not really, stress seem to be piling up. Did thought of killing myself but no action yet,
R/s? I don't have an answer for it. Sometime good, sometime bad, overall neutral I guess. Can't really comment on it.
Money? Wallet seem to be getting heavier, not because of more dollars in the pocket but more coins in it.. 要没钱了.
Family? Ok la, didn't talk to them much. I'm too busy with my studies (excuses) haha.. More of don't really want to care much. Addition problem for me.
Friends? Getting to see more darker sight of them. 九尾狐,两头蛇,全部出来。该是时候拿出我的金箍棒了.. Lol
So yalo.. I guess that life ba..
Are days getting better?
In studies? Hmm.. Not really, stress seem to be piling up. Did thought of killing myself but no action yet,
R/s? I don't have an answer for it. Sometime good, sometime bad, overall neutral I guess. Can't really comment on it.
Money? Wallet seem to be getting heavier, not because of more dollars in the pocket but more coins in it.. 要没钱了.
Family? Ok la, didn't talk to them much. I'm too busy with my studies (excuses) haha.. More of don't really want to care much. Addition problem for me.
Friends? Getting to see more darker sight of them. 九尾狐,两头蛇,全部出来。该是时候拿出我的金箍棒了.. Lol
So yalo.. I guess that life ba..
Thursday, October 20, 2011
Tuesday, October 18, 2011
This time it super duper strong, I seriously wanna kill myself. I really don't know why am I so stupid. I'm slowly breaking down this time. I really don't understand why? Why can't I score well/perform well. It something which I know but I just can't remember during that point of time. WHY??? Luckily for this time I still can control, I still can manage my feel but I don't know if I'm able to do it for the next time.
Would there be anyone who can save me?
Should I go for counseling before it get worst?
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY
Would there be anyone who can save me?
Should I go for counseling before it get worst?
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY
Thursday, September 29, 2011
Monday, September 26, 2011
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know Do you know.
Do ya
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
*Do you know
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
*Do you know
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know.......................
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know Do you know.
Do ya
If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
If you just don't talk to me, babe.
I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
*Do you know
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
*Do you know
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be
Do you know.......................
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