The very last day of November

For the sake of taking my UT, I have to take a 45min transport to school, then take a 45min test and took another 45min transport back home.

This is simply ridiculous.

What a waste of my time.

haiyo...

What make me think that this test wasn't worth taking is that I do not think that I will be able to pass this test. I simply just scribble some crap as my answer.

45min

What a 45min

It about 4pm in the afternoon, going to 5. I met you once again.

When I was about to the enter the lift taking bus back home. I thought I saw you, but it was you at all. She has the same appearance as you from the back, however it wasn't you at all. When we was in the lift, I tried to look repeatedly at her, to reconfirm that I didn't see the wrong person.

Ya... It wasn't her.

......

about 6pm, GZ, Teck, Terry, GM and Jasmine. We went to westmall to have dinner together. As usual, GZ ps us again. Terry has to meet his friend. GM have to collect his destop before the shop has close. So, we went back at about 9pm.

29 Nov 'o7, 23.43hr

Don't ever assume or think it will happens...

cos it will never happen...

NEVER!

27 Nov '07, 21:14hr

-blogging, meanwhile listening to F.I.R. latest album

Really do not know how to explain the feeling that I am having now...

It a mixture of worried, anxious, looking forward, lonely, happy and sad.

A feeling of something which is going to happen but I do not know what it is going to be.

Kind of misses alot of thing, friends, families and the unknown you.

An un-describable feeling...

Metamorphosis

it coming in a month time but yet nothing has happen...

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

How can I love you [x4]

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
(Do you know)
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
(Do you know)
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know [x7]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know [x3])
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

Do you know [x3]

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away
(Do you know how it feels)
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

Do you know [x4]
Do ya

我始终带着你爱的微笑
一路上寻找我遗失的美好
不小心当泪滑过嘴角
就用你握过的手抹掉

再多的风景也从不停靠
只一心寻找我遗失的美好
有的人说不清哪里好
但就是谁都替代不了

Reminisces

Recently I attended a gathering. It is a gathering with all those who had went to Service Learning with me. A lot and lot of memory keep coming in. It has been almost one year since we are back from the village and I misses alot. I wonder how is the village, the kids and the tank that we have done there. I had lost all the photo as my lappy got reformatted, hence I can't really flip through my photo album.

Time really flies, those who suppose to be waiting for entering to NS has already waiting for POP. In a year times it would be my turn. Indeed, I'm looking forward for it, I wonder how it going to be like. Nevertheless, I'm worry that I will lose this bunch of good friends as when time goes~~~

思念是一种病(being unable to let go is a sickness)

思念是一种病 - 张震岳
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息

汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱的关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违 却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆

当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
多久没有说我爱你?
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人?
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越领的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息 X 2
Oh 思念是一种病

Happy Deepavali

yoz... yoz... yoz....

Happy Deepavali to all those hindu in singapore....

haha...

boring days lei....

OMG!

super sianx!

Really got nothing to do (P.S: actually i haf some note to study on the up coming UTs, but lazy to study.... lol...), but to slack at home.

ohya....

i created my veri own friendster account...

so if you guys wanna add me... simple just add my msn account, it the same....

then i will jus accept you from there....

haha....

i'm still kind of new with it, so give me more time to get used to it...

parents are goin out from dinner at abt 6+

sian, which meani will be alone at home again....

boring... no life...

hope i will get some entertainment asap...

guess i will end here...

BYE!!~

Hmm...

I also dun know where to start...

it seem like there is alot of thing to write..

but do not know where to start...

and if i were to start...

it will never ends...

Now, I am jus hopping for a better life...

(有得必有失)

Yoz...
Last day of work....
I wonder, should I be happy or sad.
Feeling kind of 不舍得 (cannot bear) to quit the job but, there seem to be a lot of thing held which is far more important than this. {SADED}
Haiz...
I don’t know...

Over the weekday, I have taken two UT (understanding test). I think I will flunk both of the papers. In the beginning, I assume that I knew the topic very well; hence I am very confidence with the paper. However, when I was doing the paper, my mind was totally blank. I can’t even think what the various steps that can be use are. In addition, the resource was just right in front of me and I can’t even do it. I felt very miserable.
I thought I was prepared, but eventually I wasn’t...

It is always appear that I thought I am prepared but actually I am not. Whenever I felt prepared, I would not put as much effort as I would for the paper which I am not. Do not know like this kind of feeling, I WANT TO SCORE WELL!

But... Right now all I wish was, I could pass all the paper will do.

Guess what...
Today I wake up dam early today, 8am lei...
Guess what time I sleep?
5am,

only 3hr of sleep, what make it more miracles was I am dam awake. Just like a daylight owl. Don’t ask me why, because I also do not have the answers for it. LoL...

Hmm...
I guess today is going to be another boring day. Simply just hate weekends, study until like crazy during the weekdays hoping weekends will be an enjoyable, however, it always not the case. It either I am working or my friend are busy when I am free. The worst part is working. Imagine you work till the second day at about 2 to 3am, and you reach home at about 3+am, do you think you still can sleep? And when you woke up, you feel like as if you are still on the same day. What make it even more worst is that you only left with few hours of enjoyment then off you go to work again. Sound like No life right? Anyway, my last day of work is 19 Oct, this coming Friday.
Yeah!
My retail shop manager says that I can have to long period of break but do remember to come back. STUNT... I thought I am quitting the job, but it turn out to be a break? Whatever? It will depend on my mood to return back to Denise. To be frank, I kind of like the job just that the shift is too much. Where do you find a job that you can eat while you are working and drink wine for free? Perhaps I will go back, perhaps I will not. My retail shop manager, he looks highly on me, hoping that I will be back, and so is my friend there. I will miss you guys.. ;) thanks for all the helps..

Ohya.. I was just listening to this song by杨丞琳, the song title is call狼来了 it dam funny and I think it nice you all should go and enjoy it...
Lol..

早已见怪不怪
你说狼来了狼来了
说你还是爱我的
花心死心难改
我说狼来了狼来了
该有人帮你上一课

Hi all,
I am so sorry that I can’t join you for all those outing that you guys had organize. There are just too many thing that I am not willing to do had to be clear. Thus, I wouldn’t be available. But I guess till the end of this coming Friday, 19 October, I should be free enough to go out with you all.
Pia seh...

Boring boring boring... (blogging during lesson)

It so sickening, it seem like wolf is starting to wear sheep’s skin.
I do not know is it me that is being jealous or it the truth.
Jealous of being nothing to bullshit in class (being sha ka)
I am starting to hate this class, especially today lesson. It a dam boring lesson of all. All we talk about is servo and servo.
Wah~ it killing me...
Initially, I thought that this module E307 - Robotics & Automation will be interesting. It Robotics, I sure I will gain some interest in it, but since problem 1 to 4 it all servo and it all theory.
What makes it even more worst was the actor that I have mention before, who is in my class.
Someone, anyway save me...

I just wanna be quiet...

Dreams Dreams Dreams...

Funny, I am keep having a weird and weirder dream.
Is it a hint or is it I am thinking too much?

I don't know..

I MISS YOU!

School reopen lor...

First day of school, tio stress liao...

After attending my first meeting as what they usual called in RP, I found out that there are many smart student than what I have expected. OMG... this is really going to kill me. All these smart student they are really dam smart. Smart in the way where they can smoke their questioning, and make the facilitator believe that they know a lot. What make them more annoying were they like to perform well in front of the facilitator. Some of this smart student enjoys doing nothing during the breakout, and act hardworking in front of the facilitators. Acted to be as if he knows the whole world, but actually he didn’t even know what is just right in front of him. There is all kind of stunts perform by this smart student once you attend my class. Sadness! Nevertheless, there are some really smart students. That one TOTALLY NO COMMENT!

Die lar...
There are two different worlds in my class, extreme hardworking and extreme actor. This coming semester will not be as promising as what I thought it will be.

THE DARK KNIGHT

ROBOCOP

ONE HALF 一人一半
演唱： 伍家辉
词： 小寒
曲： 范俊福



一人一半 感情不散
一人一素故 感情才会久

时光累积 安静的泪滴
一心去追 爱那么可贵这样的人

这样地等
无非是 等个回应眼神
为爱反滚 不及伤痕
甘心为你一身都浮沉

这样的人 别笑我蠢
傻傻的 心痛也不觉疼
就算天冷 就算难残忍
等你想起这没用的人

一人一半 感情不散
已经找到爱 为何要离开

已经找到爱 为何要先开