Monday, March 19, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Am I with a person whom I love or a complete stranger. Heartbroken..
Should I carry on or stop wherever I'm going.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Having a good friend is better than having a girlfriend..

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Wednesday, March 07, 2012

Now then I understand that honeymoon period is over.

Monday, March 05, 2012

This is the kind of answer she give when you show concern.

Friday, February 24, 2012

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

A photo that I did when I miss her alot but sadly she don't appreciate. Happy valentine day.
weird.. caught on fb

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

30 january 2012, a day that started off with numerous early morning phone call. Nothing seem surprising, so everyone started of their daily life as usual. Suddenly a phone call from my mum when I was in schooling saying that my grandmother had just pass away in tears. There aren't any suddenly rush of rushing over to her house to see but a suddenly of stoning unknowing what to do next. Been constantly reminding myself it might be a joke, but when did my mum tell me this kind of jokes. When I reaches there a saw her lying down motion. Everyone around filled with tears but not crying out loud. I guess this is it, I do not know what to say but kept quietly and tell myself not to cry. Throughout this funeral I'm not going to cry. And yes indeed I tried not to cry, it was difficult but still I made it. Throughout this five day, I do really see how close are we with my cousin, even my dad's brother or sister. They aren't as close as they should be. It seem there alway misunderstanding and jealously. I also could see how my grandmother has treated her children. Thing that she do are alway the main cause for the unhappiness in the family. Sometime I really hate her but what can I do, I still have to respect her and still feel sad knowing that i will no longer see her again.