OMG, I didnt know this was out till now...

I took 23 min to climb up 63 storey, slow man. lol

ED-209

Do you know, Do you know, Do you know

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know, Do you know, Do you know Do you know.
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
*Do you know
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
*Do you know
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know.......................

Finding and searching...

OMG now then I know I'm that far away... DIE

So tired.. I serious do not know what am I doing.. :(

I guess there are time where you need to be left alone...

COME, GO, DISAPPEAR!!!

Remember it

I feel so stupid

I totally enjoy myself total ttm

Wow.. Haha.. I had about 1 month plus never update my blog le... Haha... Anyway let start.
Life doesn't seem much to be improving, especially r/s.. Nevertheless, I'm trying to be happy everyday. I think that one more the moat important in life. :D
Just downloaded this app. which got just update my blog through phone. So good sia... Meaning I could update it more easily. This is my first post through this app. I hope it works.. (finger cross)

Woot I like this part, from my all time favorite show... :D

Feel like going out just shop till drop.

27072011 1023hr:
that weird feeling is still there, I think I have to try not to think about it, as the war is coming. It getting nearer I'm gonna fight for this war.

After going to the Singapore Universal Studio, this indescribable feeling keep coming back. Being wondering and asking myself, why do I have this feeling. What does it mean, does it had any meaning to it? I serious don't know all I know is from that day onward, I don't feel like I'm in Singapore, I feel like I'm in other country and I really enjoy myself that day. I never been so happy and enjoyed my day to the max until like that day before. I wish I could always have this enjoyable days ahead.

What are words, If you really don't mean them when you say them
What are words, If they're only for good times then they don't

From today onward, I really know what I want and it not you.

Today was the best day of all, I was together with my NTU's friends. We went to Singapore Universal Studio and had alot of good time there. I really enjoyed myself today, plus super tired. Come to think of it, I had never been so happy. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

有一群 快樂的小頑童
天真活潑 頑皮淘氣 心地善良

他們是 英勇的小戰士
見義勇為 熱心負責 品德高尚

面對那 人類公敵惡魔王 勇敢戰鬥不退讓
叫一聲 七色彩虹威力強 一切怪獸都滅亡

這一群 可愛的小頑童
充滿愛心 扶弱鋤強 志氣豪爽

他們是 正義的小戰士
樂觀奮鬥 奉獻犧牲 人人讚揚
啦啦啦 人人讚揚

I had this dream:
I dream about a girl that I went honeymoon with. Haha.. She is so sweet seriously the kind of girl I was looking for as my wife. Normally this kind of dream I alway don't get to see the face, but this time yes I do see the face... It........

My All Time Favorite Show... :D

We are not mend to be together...

Lonely...

Feel so terrible.. );

Newborn

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Disappointed WITH YOU

I want to be happy, I want to be happy, I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!

Why is it so hard to be happy. Initially, I thought having a girlfriend I'll be more happy. NO! I am NOT. Not at all. Being single, I am not happy at all either, because I am lonely. Having a girlfriend life should be better, but I'm wrong. TOTALLY WRONG. What should I do, I just want to be happy... just want to be happy...

事情如果那麽簡單那就好了

想讓自己不見

瞬間就統統消滅

人類如果沒有心臟那就好了

受傷不會流血

悲傷也不會流淚

worried about this, worried about that, what I am worry about? Just do it

something has to change..

it has to..

Am I so hard to understand?
I just want someone who really understand me

Ha-ha.. this is Funny

What a day...

Indeed what a day, this morning I woke up early 6.15am. Got woke up by my dad, then I was wondering why am I waking up so early. Exam over, No school, he wake me up for what. (1< min later...) OMG today I taking my IPPT, so must wake up. Up, I'm wake off I go to Maju Camp for my IPPT. Result of course pass lar, haha... 100 dollar, so happy don't know why. After that I was waiting for James to fetch me for Lion Dance's performance at Bedok Esso Mobile. He reply and said that he will be there in an hour time. So I decide to take bus to Sun Shine Plaza(haha.. It Sun Rise actually) for my 2 dollar meal. One times Coffee, and two half boil eggs. OMG!! super nice. Before I finish my meal, Kervin called and ask where am I. .Sun Shine Plaza(It Sun Rise for god sake)! lol, wrong info. But in the end, I manage to find out then got him the right place. Off I get onto the lorry off we go. Once we reaches Esso Mobile, I got myself change and ready for performs. I super wired thing happen, this particular lady wears a thick make-up and everyone seem to be talking about her come toward me. At first I thought she just walk pass so as to walk away from the main path for vehicle to drive through. I was wrong, she was walking toward me and she started to touch my path. -.- WT (she just want to have a feel of the material that I'm wear for the Lion Dance's Performance) then everyone in the troupe start make fun of me. :( she such a weirdo! After the performance, we went back to RP, get myself change and got 50 dollar for the performance. Wah Shiong 150 dollar for half a day. Super Duper happy. HAHAHA... on my way back taking 187 home (the super long journey home from woodland). I was thinking, why am I so happy today. 2 dollar meal(coffee with 2 half boil eggs) + 100 dollar for IPPT + 50 dollar from Lion Dance. Really make me so happy? Then I soon realize, actually I should be happy every day. The main reason I wasn't happy from the pass few day is all because I was worry that I will lose the person whom I cherish the most. The fact is that I shouldn't be thinking so much, since the person do not cherish you. Why should be still holding on to it? I had been thinking about this for a very long time. Now I realize that I do love her and is not willing to give up until I know that she do not love me anything. Maybe she is really very busy and she is still loving me. A person whom does not give the love that what you wanted doesn't mean that he/she doesn't love you at all. Till the day I got the answer from her, I will try my very best not to think so much and be happy every day. Every day Must be like today, Stay Happy. Still keen to know more about what happen next after taking 187 home. Continue to read ba... when I reach home I help my parents to get their stuff working, but still fail, cause be are going out soon. We went to MBS, super boring sia, all branded stuff can see cannot buy, like wasting time, took some photo(see below), quite boring la.. Basically I was pushing myself forward to walk on, after a day of IPPT test and Lion Dance's Performance. We had our dinner at Singapore Flyer Food Trail. I had my favorite dish, fish ball noodle (uncle, 干的 mee pok 辣椒! ) haha.. it super nice 4 dollar, one bowl of noodle 2 big fish ball and one slice of Abalone Mushrooms (鲍菇)..shiok ar!! haha... and one cup of artificial Bird Nest Drink. Super nice also haha.. happy happy. After our dinner we head to marina square, walk around waste time. LOL... after that we went back to SRC where my dad park his car. OMG leg super tired, but still I push on, then we head to West Coast MacDonald. ^^ I had nuggets with shaker fries. Haha.. nice, I like. While I was eating I saw one chio young Ah Lian. I look at her, then she look at me. :X chio lei, but too bad she ah lian, I am nothing to her. So now here I am writing this super long post haha.. what a day..

photo photo photo:

Lyrics | Chris Medina lyrics - What Are Words lyrics

A friend of mine:
Hey, Willie holiday le, aren't you going out with your girlfriend? Why are you staying at home
Me:
oh, cause he say she busy and no money to go out.
A friend of mine:
Huh? What kind of answer, is she don't want to go out with you ba.
Me:
Dunnoe.
A friend of mine:
No money also can meet what, excuses.
Me:
(Dunnoe know how to answer)

in progress....

Exam over le.. wow!!

New man, indeed new man..


there will be Changes..

tml last paper le, so fast man...
so fast three weeks has past, three weeks of exam.
I think I most properly will fail this exam badly. Nothing seem to be going in and while taking the exam the answer doesn't seem to be appearing out, only after the exam. -.-
haii...
wish me luck...

sad super sad...
it true, a person whom you love the most always the one who hurt you the most...

you say you forgotten alot of things, as time pass, I'll be the next you will forget.
why wouldn't you forget about your games stuff, excuses.
maybe it time to end it..

CONFUSE
What will a person do if a person really miss another person?


if I were to tell this to you, will you ever understand. NO, she won't!!! Have you forgotten that you did explain to her and she don't understand. So why bother, go sleep la..


"okok lo... " arrrhhhh!!!

no nice movie yet?? maybe different people have different taste.
take donkey year to reply? I don't know how to answer.

exam no exam.. like the same no diff

SO ME..

today's paper is totally OMG...
I totally don't know how to do sia.. Although it an open book test I was totally clueless, it was way beyond my understanding. I guess this gonna be another D grade paper. : ( How how how, seriously how? I totally no mood to study for tomorrow paper. Have to push myself forward, I have to.

Sad.. Feel like texting her, tell her how much I miss her. But I don't see the point then I know she will take very long to reply and jus say haha.. What is the point man, go sleep ba..

Today I got a SMS from her so happy yet sad..
Happy because she SMS me, the first word touches my heart. But the content breaks my heart. She asked me if I'm free this coming wed, as her exams end on this wed she invite me to celebrate with her and her friend, whom I happen to know also. So I thought, it was her friend who ask me to tag along so I ask if it her friend ask me to go but it wasn't. It was her who wanted me to go. Then I was thinking, they go celebrate lei, my exam not even finish yet. Sound so wrong, if I were to join them. So I replied and say maybe not this wed ba.. Then she replied: "okok. Anything"
Maybe it is just me, the way I understand this conversation was, if you want you come, if don't want don't come lor... It like, there no diff if you are there, I just ask for ...... I don't know. haiii
Till now I had not reply yet, should I go.....

DAM SAD, SUPER SAD

What should I say...

Feel like calling you to have a good chat... I guess not you won't bother to answer go sleep ba..