OMG, I didnt know this was out till now...

I took 23 min to climb up 63 storey, slow man. lol

ED-209

Do you know, Do you know, Do you know

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Do you know, Do you know, Do you know Do you know.
Do ya

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year.
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can't get it to speak
Maybe finding all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I'm standing on the edge and I don't know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know, Do you know, Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you
How can I love you

If you just don't talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
The question is she needed
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did,
I could never see us ending like this.
*Do you know
Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that's never happened to me.
*Do you know
But after this episode I don't see,
you could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know.......................

Finding and searching...

OMG now then I know I'm that far away... DIE

So tired.. I serious do not know what am I doing.. :(

I guess there are time where you need to be left alone...

COME, GO, DISAPPEAR!!!

Remember it

I feel so stupid

I totally enjoy myself total ttm

Wow.. Haha.. I had about 1 month plus never update my blog le... Haha... Anyway let start.
Life doesn't seem much to be improving, especially r/s.. Nevertheless, I'm trying to be happy everyday. I think that one more the moat important in life. :D
Just downloaded this app. which got just update my blog through phone. So good sia... Meaning I could update it more easily. This is my first post through this app. I hope it works.. (finger cross)

Woot I like this part, from my all time favorite show... :D

Feel like going out just shop till drop.

27072011 1023hr:
that weird feeling is still there, I think I have to try not to think about it, as the war is coming. It getting nearer I'm gonna fight for this war.

After going to the Singapore Universal Studio, this indescribable feeling keep coming back. Being wondering and asking myself, why do I have this feeling. What does it mean, does it had any meaning to it? I serious don't know all I know is from that day onward, I don't feel like I'm in Singapore, I feel like I'm in other country and I really enjoy myself that day. I never been so happy and enjoyed my day to the max until like that day before. I wish I could always have this enjoyable days ahead.

What are words, If you really don't mean them when you say them
What are words, If they're only for good times then they don't

From today onward, I really know what I want and it not you.

Today was the best day of all, I was together with my NTU's friends. We went to Singapore Universal Studio and had alot of good time there. I really enjoyed myself today, plus super tired. Come to think of it, I had never been so happy. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

有一群 快樂的小頑童
天真活潑 頑皮淘氣 心地善良

他們是 英勇的小戰士
見義勇為 熱心負責 品德高尚

面對那 人類公敵惡魔王 勇敢戰鬥不退讓
叫一聲 七色彩虹威力強 一切怪獸都滅亡

這一群 可愛的小頑童
充滿愛心 扶弱鋤強 志氣豪爽

他們是 正義的小戰士
樂觀奮鬥 奉獻犧牲 人人讚揚
啦啦啦 人人讚揚

I had this dream:
I dream about a girl that I went honeymoon with. Haha.. She is so sweet seriously the kind of girl I was looking for as my wife. Normally this kind of dream I alway don't get to see the face, but this time yes I do see the face... It........

My All Time Favorite Show... :D

We are not mend to be together...

Lonely...

Feel so terrible.. );

Newborn

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Disappointed WITH YOU

I want to be happy, I want to be happy, I WANT TO BE HAPPY!!!!

Why is it so hard to be happy. Initially, I thought having a girlfriend I'll be more happy. NO! I am NOT. Not at all. Being single, I am not happy at all either, because I am lonely. Having a girlfriend life should be better, but I'm wrong. TOTALLY WRONG. What should I do, I just want to be happy... just want to be happy...

事情如果那麽簡單那就好了

想讓自己不見

瞬間就統統消滅

人類如果沒有心臟那就好了

受傷不會流血

悲傷也不會流淚

worried about this, worried about that, what I am worry about? Just do it

something has to change..

it has to..

Am I so hard to understand?
I just want someone who really understand me

Ha-ha.. this is Funny

What a day...

Indeed what a day, this morning I woke up early 6.15am. Got woke up by my dad, then I was wondering why am I waking up so early. Exam over, No school, he wake me up for what. (1< min later...) OMG today I taking my IPPT, so must wake up. Up, I'm wake off I go to Maju Camp for my IPPT. Result of course pass lar, haha... 100 dollar, so happy don't know why. After that I was waiting for James to fetch me for Lion Dance's performance at Bedok Esso Mobile. He reply and said that he will be there in an hour time. So I decide to take bus to Sun Shine Plaza(haha.. It Sun Rise actually) for my 2 dollar meal. One times Coffee, and two half boil eggs. OMG!! super nice. Before I finish my meal, Kervin called and ask where am I. .Sun Shine Plaza(It Sun Rise for god sake)! lol, wrong info. But in the end, I manage to find out then got him the right place. Off I get onto the lorry off we go. Once we reaches Esso Mobile, I got myself change and ready for performs. I super wired thing happen, this particular lady wears a thick make-up and everyone seem to be talking about her come toward me. At first I thought she just walk pass so as to walk away from the main path for vehicle to drive through. I was wrong, she was walking toward me and she started to touch my path. -.- WT (she just want to have a feel of the material that I'm wear for the Lion Dance's Performance) then everyone in the troupe start make fun of me. :( she such a weirdo! After the performance, we went back to RP, get myself change and got 50 dollar for the performance. Wah Shiong 150 dollar for half a day. Super Duper happy. HAHAHA... on my way back taking 187 home (the super long journey home from woodland). I was thinking, why am I so happy today. 2 dollar meal(coffee with 2 half boil eggs) + 100 dollar for IPPT + 50 dollar from Lion Dance. Really make me so happy? Then I soon realize, actually I should be happy every day. The main reason I wasn't happy from the pass few day is all because I was worry that I will lose the person whom I cherish the most. The fact is that I shouldn't be thinking so much, since the person do not cherish you. Why should be still holding on to it? I had been thinking about this for a very long time. Now I realize that I do love her and is not willing to give up until I know that she do not love me anything. Maybe she is really very busy and she is still loving me. A person whom does not give the love that what you wanted doesn't mean that he/she doesn't love you at all. Till the day I got the answer from her, I will try my very best not to think so much and be happy every day. Every day Must be like today, Stay Happy. Still keen to know more about what happen next after taking 187 home. Continue to read ba... when I reach home I help my parents to get their stuff working, but still fail, cause be are going out soon. We went to MBS, super boring sia, all branded stuff can see cannot buy, like wasting time, took some photo(see below), quite boring la.. Basically I was pushing myself forward to walk on, after a day of IPPT test and Lion Dance's Performance. We had our dinner at Singapore Flyer Food Trail. I had my favorite dish, fish ball noodle (uncle, 干的 mee pok 辣椒! ) haha.. it super nice 4 dollar, one bowl of noodle 2 big fish ball and one slice of Abalone Mushrooms (鲍菇)..shiok ar!! haha... and one cup of artificial Bird Nest Drink. Super nice also haha.. happy happy. After our dinner we head to marina square, walk around waste time. LOL... after that we went back to SRC where my dad park his car. OMG leg super tired, but still I push on, then we head to West Coast MacDonald. ^^ I had nuggets with shaker fries. Haha.. nice, I like. While I was eating I saw one chio young Ah Lian. I look at her, then she look at me. :X chio lei, but too bad she ah lian, I am nothing to her. So now here I am writing this super long post haha.. what a day..

photo photo photo:

Lyrics | Chris Medina lyrics - What Are Words lyrics

A friend of mine:
Hey, Willie holiday le, aren't you going out with your girlfriend? Why are you staying at home
Me:
oh, cause he say she busy and no money to go out.
A friend of mine:
Huh? What kind of answer, is she don't want to go out with you ba.
Me:
Dunnoe.
A friend of mine:
No money also can meet what, excuses.
Me:
(Dunnoe know how to answer)

in progress....

Exam over le.. wow!!

New man, indeed new man..


there will be Changes..

tml last paper le, so fast man...
so fast three weeks has past, three weeks of exam.
I think I most properly will fail this exam badly. Nothing seem to be going in and while taking the exam the answer doesn't seem to be appearing out, only after the exam. -.-
haii...
wish me luck...

sad super sad...
it true, a person whom you love the most always the one who hurt you the most...

you say you forgotten alot of things, as time pass, I'll be the next you will forget.
why wouldn't you forget about your games stuff, excuses.
maybe it time to end it..

CONFUSE
What will a person do if a person really miss another person?


if I were to tell this to you, will you ever understand. NO, she won't!!! Have you forgotten that you did explain to her and she don't understand. So why bother, go sleep la..


"okok lo... " arrrhhhh!!!

no nice movie yet?? maybe different people have different taste.
take donkey year to reply? I don't know how to answer.

exam no exam.. like the same no diff

SO ME..

today's paper is totally OMG...
I totally don't know how to do sia.. Although it an open book test I was totally clueless, it was way beyond my understanding. I guess this gonna be another D grade paper. : ( How how how, seriously how? I totally no mood to study for tomorrow paper. Have to push myself forward, I have to.

Sad.. Feel like texting her, tell her how much I miss her. But I don't see the point then I know she will take very long to reply and jus say haha.. What is the point man, go sleep ba..

Today I got a SMS from her so happy yet sad..
Happy because she SMS me, the first word touches my heart. But the content breaks my heart. She asked me if I'm free this coming wed, as her exams end on this wed she invite me to celebrate with her and her friend, whom I happen to know also. So I thought, it was her friend who ask me to tag along so I ask if it her friend ask me to go but it wasn't. It was her who wanted me to go. Then I was thinking, they go celebrate lei, my exam not even finish yet. Sound so wrong, if I were to join them. So I replied and say maybe not this wed ba.. Then she replied: "okok. Anything"
Maybe it is just me, the way I understand this conversation was, if you want you come, if don't want don't come lor... It like, there no diff if you are there, I just ask for ...... I don't know. haiii
Till now I had not reply yet, should I go.....

DAM SAD, SUPER SAD

What should I say...

Feel like calling you to have a good chat... I guess not you won't bother to answer go sleep ba..

I think I'm stupid.. No not stupid very stupid..

Feel so stupid...

can't she have a minutes for me? busy busy busy...
really got so busy mei... got time for short game no time for short chat..
make me feel what is the point of make time for her...


hai... go slp lar...it late le...

I have to:

REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER...
REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER REMEMBER...

my MR.Hermit died... D :

What Are Words?

She SMS me... :D

Thing have change, so does people

用真爱来飞翔 用心来发光
用希望找爱的天堂

OMG I only sleep for like less than 3 hour...
slpy slpy... zzzz
Die man, having a programming exam at 10.30, I wonder if I could think.

This is funny... haha

an ending that lead to a new beginning

what should I do, what should I do, what should I do, what should I do...

I feel like she don't want it

Feel like eating this
“tau-hui” 豆花

Miss my girl, I really miss her alot..
Wanted to SMS her but scare that she is concerning on her exam and don't wish to disturb her. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to see her badly but don't know how to. So, I didn't do anything.
Wanted to go out with her but scare that she will reject. So, I didn't do anything.
Day after day, Night after night.
Hoping that not receiving any new from her, doesn't mean that this r/s is ending soon.

Really don't know what should I do?

lost one small Dino, found one big Raptor

indeed this is well said...

lost a small dino

Found a big raptor

Seeing is deceiving.
Dreaming is believing.

wow F.I.R new album
“Atlantis.”

亞特蘭提斯

Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel
Like you're less than perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you're nothing
You're perfect to me!

May be I should just...

I guess there isn't any point of waiting...

Just let it go...

灰色的天空 无法猜透
多余的眼泪 无法挽留
什么都牵动 感觉真的好脆弱
被呵护的人
原来不是我

我不要你走 我不想放手
却又不能够奢求
同情的温柔
你可以自由 我愿意承受
把昨天 留给我

如果这就是爱情
本来就不公平
你不需要讲理
我可以离去
如果我成全了你
如果我能祝福你
那不是我看清
是我证明 我爱你

你做了选择 对的错的
我只能承认 心是痛的
怀疑你舍得
我被伤的那么深
就放声哭了 何必再强忍

我没有选择 我不再完整
原来最后的吻 如此冰冷
你只能默认 我要被割舍
眼看着 你走了

I always think that this particular song has it meaning but I do not know about it as it is in Japanese, until today then I clear understand.....


If given a second, anyone can give up and run
So just keep on walking
There's something only you can do
So that this blue planet doesn't lose it's light
Seize the dreams you had!
Protect your beloved friends!
You can become stronger
Unknown power dwells in your heart, when its fire is lit
Any wish, it's true
Will surely be granted...show me your brave heart
Not every day is sunny, so sometimes
Even though a cold rain is falling, just open your umbrella
There's no map of how to live, that's why we're free
You can go anywhere
Run faster than the wind!
Aim farther than the skies!
You can meet a new you
Unknown courage sleeps in your heart, and when you realize
The downpour in your heart
Will surely stop...show me your brave heart
Seize the bright tomorrow!
Protect the ones you love!
You can become stronger
Break that weak self!
Destroy the walls blocking you!
The warm beat of your heart will be your weapon
Believe in your heart

See I never thought that I could walk through fire.
I never thought that I could take the burn.
I never had the strength to take it higher,
Until I reached the point of no return.

And there's just no turning back,
When your hearts under attack,
Gonna give everything I have,
It's my destiny.

Omg.. I have not blogging since like dun noe when haha.. Guess wad I'm back.. It seem like I only will start blogging when my days are turning from bad to worst. Haha.. Wadever la huh.. Anyway my life isit alway that beautiful either, I guess it fated that My life is fill with hardship. No easy way out!! Anyway that not the point. The point is from now on I will now try my best to blog everyday if possible.. haha.. Guess I will end here for now.. Stay tune

Training, training..
Why are people alway late and I alway appear to be early. I simply don't understand why?Haha..anyway weeks has pass once again. Nevermind...
Initial I should be going for my orientation camp, but no calls from them. Meaning, I got rejected. Wah!! I have been packing my bag for this camp for days, there isn't any calls and I end up rejected. What the @*#! ? Haha..Nevertheless, I didn't spend my weeks un-meaningful. I went for a movie night despicable me on monday, bowling on a tuesday night, Night Safari on wednesday night, accompany my girlfriend on thursday, sleep the whole day for friday and movie night again, The Sorcerers' Apprentice and on saturday.
Wah seh, how I wish every week could be this fruitful. Haha..

Working toward another meaningful week. :D

Wavin' Flag lyrics
Songwriters: Lawrence, Phillip; Mars, Bruno; Warsame, Keinan;
When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom, just like a wavin' flag

When I get older, I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

Born to a throne, stronger than Rome
A violent prone, poor people zone
But it's my home, all I have known
Where I got grown, streets we would roam

Out of the darkness, I came the farthest
Among the hardest survival
Learn from these streets, it can be bleak
Accept no defeat, surrender, retreat

So we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that fateful day
It's not far away, but for now we say

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

So many wars, settling scores
Bringing us promises, leaving us poor
I heard them say 'love is the way'
'Love is the answer,' that's what they say

But look how they treat us, make us believers
We fight their battles, then they deceive us
Try to control us, they couldn't hold us
'Cause we just move forward like Buffalo Soldiers

But we struggling, fighting to eat
And we wondering, when we'll be free
So we patiently wait for that faithful day
It's not far away but for now we say

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then is goes

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes
And then it goes

And everybody will be singing it
And you and I will be singing it
And we all will be singing it

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, and then it goes

When I get older I will be stronger
They'll call me freedom just like a wavin' flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back, oh

When I get older, when I get older
I will be stronger just like a wavin' flag
Just like a wavin' flag, just like a wavin' flag
Flag, flag, just like a wavin' flag

these lyrics are submitted by aLeXuS
these lyrics are last corrected by Sun Inc.

I seriously don't know what i say. Sad? Angry? I really do not know which is the right feeling, it more of a mix feeling.
I'm not sad until as if I will drop down and cry nor I'm angry till I feel like slapping someone on the face. My orientation camp is in two day away and I had already pack my stuff, got the items that I had required to buy. Cracking my head thinking what are the thing to bring, etc. Now I receive a email saying I am on a waiting list. I thought I could get to know some senior of my course so that when I need help I can get from them. But, everything turn back to square one.
Well I guess I have to work out a new plans.
Bright future a heads!!!

It another sunday, a day which I use to hate it alot, but now my average sunday's have change. Every morning I have to wake up at 7.30, have my breakfast then make my way school for my training. Althought, the training only last for the whole morning it makes my life makes my life more meaningful. It used to a be a montones sunday, going my parent's house wasting alot of time doing nothing at all. Follow by dinner then book-in. OMG!! Seriously, I don't think anything can take it and I had made it throught for two year...shark! Don't ask me how I do it, cause I don't even know about it. Let don't talk about this anymore. It over, no more book-in, cause I had ORD-ed!! Oop!! Haha..
Working toward for a better life every single day.

It friday!!!

Finally, but should I go out today??

Hey hey hey...
It really has been a while since I last blog. Don't ask me why have I stop for so long and now I'm back blogging once again. The reason would be almost the same as what other would do when they has a blog of their own. It a trend, lol!!

Everything happening in my life seem to be have change. There are some which got worst, don't really know what the hack happen. There are some which I thought I would be better if there a change, however it does not. It seem weird at first, but slowly I'm getting used to it. There are also changes that makes me recall of what has happen in the past and it worth to be kept in the mind. I seriously miss those days.
Nevertheless, I do look forward for my new start to pursuit for my degree. Kind of worry too, worry that I would not do well. Anyway I will try my very best to do it well. ;)