你不是真正的快乐

人群中哭着 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了

你静静忍着 紧紧把昨天在拳心握着
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深切切淡掉了

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了 于是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
于是你含着眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞地走着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你坐着 却伤感着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了 然后再后悔着

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂挂在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你坐着 却伤感着银河
难道就真的抱着遗憾一直到老了

你知道真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什么失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让配角全部结束在此刻
重新开始活着

PAST 10s

I realise that my day without you seem to be alot happier. Your ignorance create a new me. Childish you may say but it's the real me. I felt happier that way, and I should kept this me on going..

So many thing going through my mind. What should I do?

I do not how it will go... but this is the plan

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned
But just because it burns
Doesn't mean you're gonna die
You've gotta get up and try try try
Gotta get up and try try try
You gotta get up and try try try

I had this dream this morning... it so werid that till now I'm still having the feeling... it hard to describe, it feel like one part of the Golden army airing yesterday night... but instead of monster I had normal human dress differently... it also feel like I went to a different dimensional... werid...

Anyway I woke as usual get change going to school... before I stepped outside of my door I saw my brother bring back his friend mother board and screen... I was thinking.... GG that goes my peaceful room... nevertheless I try to brighten up my day... went down the stairs and saw this stupid cat... thought I'm gonna pet it... Please la... pop! Is what I alway do and the cat ran.. I guess I'm crazy alway disturb cat... karma....

Till now I can't stop thinking about the dream and that stupid new mother board that my brother brought back... haii...

A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they'd be asked the "half empty or half full" question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: "How heavy is this glass of water?"Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.She replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn't change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." She continued, "The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything."It’s important to remember to let go of your stresses. As early in the evening as you can, put all your burdens down. Don't carry them through the evening and into the night. Remember to put the glass down! -author unknown ~Colleen ♥

free willy best scene

I had a dream, and I dream of you again. I wish that could be true. People says whatever you dream off is what you desire. So is that what I desire?

If it doesn't challenge you... It doesn't change you

China

21122012 - 02012013
Shanghai Harbin Beijing

Before I go China

Note II

Woootttt! !!! Love you

I'm just glad that it did happen the way it is though it not what I wanted but it just want I should have... :D

This empty empty feeling is killing me..

I guess I'm wrong. thank for everything girl..

The Amazing Transformation of a Guy Who Didn’t Give Up!

Matrix Evolution; Dukemon

Original / Romaji Lyrics	English Translation
Hikari o hanatsu karada ga Tokeau Matrix Evolution Sono toki subete wakaru sa Futari Deaeta imi	When two shining bodies Melt together, matrix evolution Then you'll understand everything The meaning of your meeting
Kokoro no katachi Kimi wa kami ni kakeru kai? Ichibyou goto ni iro mo kaeru mono da yo	Can you write the shape of your heart on a piece of paper? It's something that can change its color in just one second
Shinjiru koto ga donna koto ka wakaru kai? Kimi no subete ga tamesarete iru nda yo	Do you know what it means to believe? Your everything is being tested
Yuuki dake ja Todokanai nda Osore made hitotsu ni natta Sono toki	Courage alone can't reach In that instant when your fear, too, becomes one
Hikari o hanatsu karada ga Tokeau Matrix Evolution Subete ga michita shunkan Ima Sore ga ima! Zero e to kawaru kokoro ga Tokeau Matrix Evolution Sono toki subete wakaru sa Futari Deaeta imi	When two shining bodies Melt together, matrix evolution The instant everything is fulfilled Now, it's now! When two hearts change to zero and Melt together, matrix evolution Then you'll understand everything The meaning of your meeting
Kodou de sae mo Onaji rizumu kizameba Afureru chikara Kanji toreru hazu darou	If you carve even your hearts with the same rhythm You should be able to feel the overflowing power
Tatakau tame ni Hitotsu ni naru koto yori Wakari au tame Hitotsu ni natta hazu sa	You didn't so much become one in order to fight Rather you became one in order to understand one another
Kasanete kita Jikan no tsubu ga Kiseki no tobira o hiraku Sono toki	In the instant when the drops of time that have piled up Open the door to a miracle
Mirai o erabu chikara ga Mezameru Matrix Evolution Kimitachi ni shika dekinai Saa Me o hirake! Sagashi tsuzuketa kotae ga Riaraizu suru Evolution Kokoro no katachi awasete Nido to Hanasanai de	When the power to choose the future Awakens, matrix evolution Only you can do it Now open your eyes! The answer you've been searching for Is Realizing, evolution Joining the shapes of your hearts Never to be parted again
Dou naru no ka ga wakaranai Michi no chikara no kowasa mo Futari de koete yuku nda Saa Me o hirake! Mirai o erabu chikara ga Mezameru Matrix Evolution Kimitachi ni shika dekinai Sore ga Saigo no shinka	You don't know what will happen Together you'll overcome The fear of the unknown power Now open your eyes! When the power to choose the future Awakens, matrix evolution Only you can do it That's the final evolution
Hikari o hanatsu karada ga Tokeau Matrix Evolution Subete ga michita shunkan Ima Sore ga ima! Zero e to kawaru kokoro ga Tokeau Matrix Evolution Sono toki subete wakaru sa Futari Deaeta imi	When two shining bodies Melt together, matrix evolution The instant everything is fulfilled Now, it's now!  When two hearts change to zero and Melt together, matrix evolution Then you'll understand everything The meaning of your meeting

Original / Romaji Lyrics	English Translation

Gokigen na chou ni natte kirameku kaze ni notte Ima sugu kimi ni ai ni yukou Yokei na koto nante wasureta hou ga mashi sa Kore ijou shareteru jikan wa nai	I'll become a happy butterfly, and ride on the glittering wind I'll come to see you soon It's best to forget the unnecessary things There's no more time to be fooling around
Nani ga wow wow wow wow wow kono sora ni todoku no darou Dakedo wow wow wow wow wow ashita no yotei mo wakaranai	What do you mean, wow wow wow wow wow? I wonder if we'll reach the skies But, wow wow wow wow wow I don't even know what my plans are for tomorrow
Mugendai na yume no ato no nanimo nai yo no naka ja Sou sa itoshii omoi mo makesou ni naru kedo Stay shigachi na imeeji darake no tayorinai tsubasa demo Kitto toberu sa on my love	After an endless dream, in this world of nothingness It seems as if our beloved dreams will lose Even with these unreliable wings, covered in images that tend to stay I'm sure we can fly, on my love
Ukareta chou ni natte ichizu na kaze ni notte Doko mademo kimi ni ai ni yukou Aimai na kotoba tte igai ni benri datte Sakenderu hitto songu kikinagara	I'll become a merry butterfly, and ride on the earnest wind I'll come to see you where ever you are Ambiguous words are surprisingly handy I'll shout it out, while listening to a hit song
Nani ga wow wow wow wow wow kono machi ni hibiku no darou Dakedo wow wow wow wow wow kitai shitetemo shikata nai	What do you mean, wow wow wow wow wow? I wonder if it'll echo through this town But, wow wow wow wow wow There's no use anticipating
Mugendai na yume no ato no yarusenai yo no naka ja Sou sa joushiki hazure mo waruku wa nai ka na Stay shisou na imeeji wo someta gikochinai tsubasa demo Kitto toberu sa on my love	After an endless dream, in this miserable world That's right, maybe not using common sense isn't so bad after all Even with these awkward wings, dyed with images that seem to stay I'm sure we can fly, on my love
Mugendai no yume no ato no nanimo nai yo no naka ja Sou sa itoshii omoi mo makesou ni naru kedo Stay shigachi na imeeji darake no tayorinai tsubasa demo Kitto toberu sa oh yeah	After an endless dream, in this world of nothingness It seems as if our beloved dreams will lose Even with these unreliable wings, covered in images that tend to stay I'm sure we can fly, oh yeah
Mugendai na yume no ato no yarusenai yo no naka ja Sou sa joushiki hazure mo waruku wa nai ka na Stay shisou na imeeji wo someta gikochinai tsubasa demo Kitto toberu sa on my love	After an endless dream, in this miserable world That's right, maybe not using common sense isn't so bad after all Even with these awkward wings, dyed with images that seem to stay I'm sure we can fly, on my love